One of the major classic meditation objects is the ‘foulness of the body.’ I wonder how many monks would have been trans. Or autistic? Allistics don’t seem to understand how gross all humans are. Idk.

rewatching I saw the tv glow and god damn they perfectly managed to capture the vibe of a deeply repressed egg in Owen. I'm genuinely stunned at just how perfectly they managed to capture the look and feel of a repressed trans woman in her

Down with the cis

Wife says she’ll make Garlic Four Head Pizza if I chop the garlic

lets start this mega off with a banger

cw: tagline

Pronouns update

Well, it looks like I get to have my friends again, at least for the next month. Going to be interesting to see how I act and feel around them, a lot has changed since I saw them last.

Didn't realise a pfp could give me genuine irl gender euphoria wtf

My grandma sitting here ranting about how they inject chickens with estrogen to give them bigger breasts and so when guys eat the chicken it gives them a woman's homonal cycle.

Question for the mega: are chicken fingers a valid substitute for HRT? 🤔

No matter how bad my life is going, at least I have amazing hair genetics. I will always have beautiful lustrous curly hair

Why do I already need to shave my arms again and shower... and shave the rest of me...

got some new jeggings

I love oversized hoodie.
I don't, however, love when I can't pull up the sleeves and keep them up ever to do the dishes or whatever.

today has been complete and utter dogshit so I think I'm finally going to get around to telling that one girl I like her today to go double or nothing on making this either a really shitty or a really good day

edit: oh fuck this it's almost midnight i'll do it tomorrow morning

Been a rough couple days for me. Being on the edge emotionally at all times is exhausting. Managing to not snap at coworkers over the slightest thing is a miracle. Also migraine and cramps. Ugh. Someone just knock me out for a few days please.

::: spoiler socializing is weird

I have a friend who i just cannot pin down, and its really frustrating. She said last night that she thinks im scared of her, to which i replied "sometimes"; in my introspection on that theres like 3 different processes at play.

I find myself wary and ready to deal with tough feelings when im with her in one on one situations, because she tends to talk about her personal growth and especially her ex, which is a situation similar enough to my longest relationship that it brings up a bunch of shit that ive mostly processed but is still difficult feelings, so I end up wary and readying myself to deal with them.

Then i also just suck at group interactions. So one on one its hard, and in groups its hard. So i am kinda scared, not of her but of my own shit and finding myself being extra alert and hypervigilant when we all hang out.

Doesnt help that she uses social cues to indicate when shes teasing/poking fun with me that i struggle to pick up on (and she does that a lot). So even when its good interactions it takes a lot of energy

been feeling very gender today is nice

new doggirl emotes

Today is so

Why must names be so difficult

Here’s a neat photo I found:

Can anyone guess where this was and who is in it? Date and photographer are unknown, but seems like it was probably 1920s.

Surviving is winning

I've been binge learning Bevy as of late. Behold: my incredibly stupid first learning project.

squishmallows are just funko pops for people who aren't into capeshit

Yay new megathread!!!!

How was everyone’s weekend?

Also for all the new people who came in from Bluesky, how are you doing on the site so far? Any questions, issues, or anything else we could help out with?

Asking for a shag at the hair cutters is slightly more embarrassing in England than America

Wa ❤️ wa 🏳️‍⚧️ wawa!!!! 💕

i couldnt just pass this one by

cw: implied sex

BIG

I have dark and problematic thoughts I cannot discuss here

Wife says my new duffle coat makes me look goth

Everyone on Love Is Blind is like an investor…or in real estate…or an influencer etc.
Give me literally one person with a normal job

I took my first baby step into music production, i downloaded renoise and figured out how to chop a break and sequence it after watching tutorials

Literally the babiest of steps but maybe one day i'll be able to make something cool

Fallout Tactics has a minor character Paladin Solo, her first name is Emerald, she is referred to with feminine pronouns and her voice actor is a cis man.

https://fallout.fandom.com/wiki/Emerald_Solo

It's 2001 and I don't know if it was meant to be something intentional about Power Armor, a budget constraint or an error, or some one snuck it in for positive or negative purposes.

But she/her, no voice training and a full suit of power armour is gender AF and rules.

I mega her thread till I the week of December 16, 2024, to December 22, 2024