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Meow!!
Actually felt euphoric here. Wth is this, happiness??
Also check out the band lamb of god!! I've listened to them for sooo long (like since I was like 10).
In coming rant (cant be to happy can we... well not much can damper how awesome I felt here, just i need to rant lol)
CW Dad Issues
I did go to the lamb of god concert recently. They were good! Buuut didnt feel much :(. Too many little anxieties in my brain. Also i went with my dad, and i mean historically that has meant a lot to me that he takes me to these things. There's so much going on with my dad. He accepts me, but like, I just can't get over the things he has said. Not about trans people per se, but he's just so fucking racist. He's also not someone I can correct both because him and I are so conflict adverse. He also has literally said feelings scare him, so good luck getting him to introspect. Im slightly empathetic towards that, but it doesnt cancel out his behaviour.
I honestly cant handle it anymore. He's also at times verbally abusive to my mum, like calling her an idiot and whatever. She just responds with "I hate you". Also he forgot her birthday btw. Oh also the guy says elons line "empathy is weakness". Theres a loong list of shit he says that gets at me.
Sorry to put a rant in my happy post. I just have so deeply needed to write this down and someone to have read it.
I do feel happy with how I am at least. That means the world to me.
Alright, back to meowing and purring
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Artist: Ramon Casas
Year: 1899
Medium: Oil on Canvas
Ramon Casas (1866-1932) unveiled this painting in Barcelona in November 1899 in a monographic show of his original drawings and a few oil paintings for the magazine Pèl & Ploma. This oil painting, rendered in Paris, served as the basis of the exhibition poster in Barcelona, which featured the oil and the original drawing. The “decadent” is a young woman who is exhausted from having danced so much. She is the Parisian model Madeleine Boisguillaume, clad in black, and we can see her in the Museum of Montserrat next to another Casas painting in which she is featured.
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