Every time I'm at a family gathering, I realize that every single member of my family has independently diagnosed me with autism. They have all arrived at this conclusion on their own, all converging on one possibility. I'm like the carcinisation of autism

This confirms that Johnny is the strongest Jojo

Is the anti-war movement in USA just non-existent now? They've been at war for ages with Iran and not a peep from the liberals. They truly love imperialism

The overwhel majority of liberal don't even turn up to these pathetic "protests". What they do is get mad on the Internet, mostly at leftists, and then go watch Harry Potter again.

Did not know this was a thing holy fuck, I thought I just walked like that for no real reason

Yes. I've quit multiple times, in other words, I decided that I wasn't enjoying being high at all. This has ended up in me quitting for about six months until I decide I want to try again, at which point I immediately become addicted again.

I've quit cold turkey twice. Honestly, it was far easier than I expected. I soon came to love how much more free time I felt like I had. When I get high, that's just dead time, I can't do anything that feels important. I got to work towards my creative and physical goals in my spare time.

The cravings were strange. I didn't particularly want to get high, I wanted the routine of coming home from work and getting high. The first few days, I wanted to smoke just because that's what I had been doing for the past few months. After that, I tried to find something better to do with my time. I remembered I have hobbies and friends. The cravings appeared every now and then, sometimes for about a week.

The way I got through my cravings was exercise. Its insane how good exercise can feel. I always, 100% of the time, leave the gym feeling great. The only times anything is lacking is when I feel I could have done more, but that means that my capacity is increasing. The other day, I was showering after hitting a PB on the treadmill, and realised I hadn't felt this good in years. Exercise is a phenomenal way to manipulate the chemicals in your brain, and so much healthier than weed. Healthy eating also works a treat, though I find that much harder.

In terms of dreams, first of all, I also started to have much more vivid dreams after quitting. I can't remember a single dream I had when I was using. For some reason, a lot of my dreams revolve around smoking cigarettes? Which is really weird, because I hate cigarettes.

As for being weepy, your body probably has no idea what chemicals to produce. For me, whenever I go off my sertraline for a few days I get very weepy and easily upset, much more so than before I ever started them. I think its just the body reacting weirdly to not having the chemicals it expects.

Thanks I feel I'm in a much better place than I was a year ago

I'm going back to college after a year of jobs pretty incompatible with my disabilities, and it's such a relief to me. I should even be able to get ADHD meds

i dont wanna play any of the games i have. someone recommend me a game

The wholesome social democracy 😍

I've heard much better things about 4, I've never played it myself though

2b from Nier Automata gets the same treatment. She's depressed and borderline suicidal, yet she bonds so much with 9s and leaves such a massive mark on him. Yet she's probably better known for porn than for her character.

A2 gets similar treatment, and her character arc is way less subtle than 2b's. But men just see an attractive girl and everything else goes out the window.