[โ€“] 1 point 2 days ago (1 child)

There are so many people who deserve to be dead, who would make the world a better place if they were. Its never bad people who wonder if the world would be better without them.

I think there's value in moments that dont mean anything. Like when I see a stupid meme or a cute dog or I hear a bird that I used to hear when I was a kid. Suffering doesn't have much value, and there's a lot of suffering, but the valuable moments did eventually make me want to keep living.

I've been extremely suicidal. I've spent most of my life since teenagehood being depressed, crippled by mental illness. Today I am fairly happy, and I like living. Depression and suicidality isn't a terminal diagnosis. You actually can want to live. I couldn't imagine it for a long time.

I had to decide to want to live, though. I didn't get suddenly inspired to pursue happiness. I decided to make it my goal to be happy because literally what do I have to lose. And it was hard and I lacked motivation a lot of the time. I didn't just want to get better, I had to want to want to get better. If that makes sense.

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  • [โ€“] 0 points 2 days ago (3 children)

    the fact that people defend the oot remake's style is depressing. it looks like utter garbage. people keep saying "oh its supposed to look weird" well it looks bad. it looks bad on purpose. good job nintendo

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  • [โ€“] 13 points 2 days ago

    I congratulate Iran and Yemen for forcibly weaning the western world off of its oil addiction. The damage to fossil fuels is truly remarkable.

    However I do wish we had better public transport because I will be extremely broke if I have to drive to college every day. Oh well, a small price to pay for killing oil

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  • [โ€“] 10 points 5 days ago

    Liberals need to be held accountable for being so violently, disgustingly pro-genocide and pro-israel in 2023. I'm not talking about establishment politicians, the Democrats and Labour and so on. I'm talking about the average liberal op-ed writer who was so uninformed but so rabidly Zionist. The public opinion has shifted to make Israel a pariah, and liberals want to pretend they were always against Israel. The selective amnesia and downright revisionism of history is disgusting

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    I spent all of yesterday building a PC (NOT easy, Jesus Christ) and now it needs an OS. Fuck windows, or course, so I want a Linux OS. I'll be mainly using my PC for gaming and editing videos, and I'd much prefer something that works similarly to Windows just for comfort purposes since I'm already familiar. Also I've heard Linux is incompatible with some games?

    So, nerds, what do you recommend?

     

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    Ough my god it scratches my brain soo so good. Idk what Jamie Paige did but I need to inject Teto straight into my blood. Fuck I've listened to it like ten times today. Oohohojo and the animation and the lyrics. In what other song does the singer get her words wrong and scream "aaahhhh my penis" in the middle? It's so fuckin good

     

    God its so fucking good. I've never played a story-heavy game and then wanted to immediately replay it. I've played through chapters 3 and 4 twice in the past month and I wanna replay it again already. Honestly if you haven't played it, and you have any interest in story games, I recommend jumping in now. The release of chapters is such a fun and exciting time and I wouldn't wanna miss future releases. Also if you don't want to play, at least check out the OST because its without a doubt the best I've ever heard.

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