yewler

I got told one time that I'd be a cute girl if I was one and that did something to me. It's impressive how long I was able to hold out before realizing my transness

I don't get it

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I'm looking up at the mirror on my bedroom door and I see a girl on her bed. It's freaking me out a bit but in a good way. This same human I've become so acquainted with seeing, I'm actually successfully conceptualizing her as a woman without going "ughghg but I look like a guy." This is so bizarre, but sooooooo cool

To be fair the actual discussion did start with what was essentially a nvm lol

I can nvm lol the original nvm lol if that counts

It was something like "okay well if you ever change your mind, let me know"

My sister is great and I was immediately talking to her about gender stuff once I began seriously questioning again. I actually just got off a phone call with her right before I made that post on this com that brought me into tracha and eventually here.

Thinking about the time I texted my sister "okay but what if I was trans" one evening, and then the next morning followed it up with a good 'ol "lol nvm."

And now here we are like a year later.

Everything I own is transitioning with me. I've noticed I use she/her for all of my inanimate belongings now

I really wish I lived in a world where the rizzler was on jimmy fallon. Idk why this is on the mind.

I tried looking around on YouTube for voice stuff but I wasn't really sure what I was looking for, and I'm scared of hurting myself. I'm not really sure how to do it safely. Are there any resources you would specifically recommend?