It remains so funny to me that one of the reasons adhd meds are so tightly controlled is that theyre considered highly addictive, yet people with adhd apparently routinely forget to take em lol

Your personal profile for careers probably should be on the more positive end, not saying toxic positive or whatever. But it I were to have a profile, Id zhuszh up my profile to be like 10% more positive than I am day to day lol

And maybe you should pick up some hobbies, regardless of if someone else said you should have a personality beyond studies (bit harsh of them to say it like that). I like dancing and partner dancing, and I randomly picked up violin a couple years ago apropos nothing besides wanting to. You can always pick randomly, might help you sleep better if your life had more structure besides study and (seems to mostly be skipping) sleep

Row row row your boat,
Gently down the stream,
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,

Life is but a dream~

I do wonder how much Christianity got influenced by Buddhist thought. Ecclesiastes is like a super Buddhist book in the old testament, it sits out like a sore thumb, its like the pragnaparamita except they tacked some stuff on on the ends what seems to be entirely after it existed. There was some mixing in the area in like 300 BC between Ashoka and Alexander, so maybe - and maybe there was some leftover until 300 AD.

I gained so much weight since surgery 😩

But it did make my boobs got up a cup and a half and my ass thicc

DNC 2024 autopsy is out, they suppressed it because it was bad. Was hoping it said something like "Kamala lost because of Gaza" but it looks like it was suppressed because it was really shitty. The conclusions seem to be: keep doing what they were doing but louder. They have done that since at least 2016, so no material reality

This watch... doesnt tell time... it makes time tell you... roll for initiative

You know before I grew mine, I really thought Id be playing with them... and I never really have. If you had asked me at 20 when I thought I was a dude years before I cracked my egg I wouldve said "oh hell yeah I would waste hours playing with my boobs if they grew on me suddenly" and the reality has been... I never really did lol

Your parents probably wouldnt notice the laser hair removal though. And how often are you showing your parents your bare back for black and white carp? And they, surely, would NEVER see your genitals for SRS????

And also... okay they might notice ear piercings but so what. Like just studs arent really gendered anymore (like black nail polish, thanks gen z I guess), and theres plenty of traditional cultures where men and women both pierced their ears (mileage may vary for your family cause it depends on culture lol).

I know youre going through it and venting and getting it out is healthier than letting it all boil over inside, but this specific comment should really be spoilered.

Anyway,

If you wanna read more, click the spoiler. Theres not much point in reading it if youre feeling way too much in pain, 10/10 style emotional pain, right now because none of its really actionable. If youre in that really high pain point, all I would wanna do is just and maybe if youre up to it later you can read it. Like, after a good night's sleep kind of later not in the next few hours.

Surely you would never act like the horniest touch starvingest girl Ive ever seen