It sounds very panic attacky certainly! You said it wasnt but honestly that sounds like a poetic description of a panic attack. You know you best, but a panic attack definitely doesnt have to be triggered by something scary or shocking - Ive had some come literally out of nowhere (well... I had had a lot of caffeine lol)

Ive never had that or heard of it otherwise. When Ive been very clinically depressed before I took Effexor, for me it was more like lethargic and having a hard time switching tasks. Ive definitely felt hopeless or felt despair, but I wouldnt have described it the way you wrote just now.

I went with an hour with lessons and 30 minutes to an hour of practice a day. Which was a lot, 30 minutes wasnt so bad and I could squeeze it in. Doing the straw phonation thing definitely helped the most if I somehow didnt have time at all for anything.

The lizards in charge of my buildings boiler (we dont have thermostats in the suites) turned on the boiler when it was finally dipping to 9° C, and then there was another mini blast of summer where it was peaking 26° C. I think it would be reasonable to wear a jacket or removable sweater outside, perhaps a blanket inside, but they decided that actually we needed full blast heat. Luckily I found my secret shut off valve, nyaha haaaa.... I can finally enjoy the chill.

Years ago, I lived with a roommate elsewhere and it was during a big heat dome. I went to my moms to escape the heat in a different city for a week, I couldnt deal with 40° C in the day and 30° C at night (no A/C, we have never needed it). I came back and my roommate had the heat on maxed out at 36°, so the boiler had been on. She was walking around in a bra and shorts. I never asked her what was up with that, it was mere silent acknowledgement...

I use non coring needles from work but yeah you shouldnt inject plastic into your IM tissue. Youre not injecting straight systemic anyway so it's not like it'll float in your blood vessels, but its not great to have stuff deep in your subq or muscular tissue. I have some filter tip non coring needles as well, Ive had the same thing happen even with "non coring" needles. No big deal, I just use the filter tip needles for the rest of the vial.

Wouldve been nice if it had lasted a full year though! Nice and poetic~ too bad this time, maybe vial 2 will last a year?

I dunno, if you met someone who started the same time as you and did as much training, went out in girls clothes as much as you, told as many people aa you have in your life, what would you tell that person if they asked "why does it seem like its moving slow"?

If youre injecting, the time of day you inject doesnt matter that much on a q4 day, qweekly basis.

One of the best feelings in the world is topping a top and domming a dom.

I'm an RN, my college explicitly says we don't have it as an entry to practice qualification. But it doesn't take much to get it, its usually a 1 or 2 day thing - costs a lot though.

NPs can prescribe it too, but I dunno its such a big swing from what I wanted to do with it if I ever got it ..

Im thinking about it, honestly, its not in our entry to practice skill set so if I did Id need more training. But Im very very over inpatient medsurg and critical care.

So cool! I got to model for an alt clothing brand last year, that was fun as hell!

They literally didnt like her because shes a woman. Sometimes she said cringe shit, but so did the rest of the dry boys sometimes.

Fuck Im so drunk, god damn, no one will know that I miss my ex and wish I had a boyfriend