I built my computer, or tried to, like 2 years ago. Cause everyone says "oh why buy prebuilt, its like plugging together lego, its so easy" - well no it wasnt. Mine also didnt work, I ended up having to pay a guy to do it and it turned out I just was unlucky with the motherboard (every once in a while a component ships failed and youre basically just gambling when you buy them).

The exact same people say "oh yeah Linux is sooooo easy, you should do it" but the trust is gone computer people!!!! The trust is gone.

The way you talk and describe whats going on in your head, yeah I think you might too

Caffeine doesnt really take away being tired, it just makes you feel it less. You gotta pay back that tired by sleeping eventually or youll be falling asleep in the middle of something important eventually

I want FFS but I havent studied or like judged my face about it. That feels like brain worm gardening 😬

The stuff I want is pretty subtle and its the standard package, brows, nose, maybe a bit of chin. Like ideally people would look at my face who Ive known for a while and not see a huge difference besides wondering if Im vaguely more femme. HRT did a lot for my face which Im kinda surprised about too. The body/facial fat and lip changes actually made a huge difference compared to my pre HRT pics.

I saw Resident Evil with a girl Id been on a bunch of dates with! She never played the games and only saw a couple of the movies in the 00s.

I liked it, apparently theres a subset of RE fans that hate it because it doesnt have Leon or whatever in it. I dunno, it fit the vibe of the games to me and it borrowed some tone stuff from the previous movies. I thought it felt a little too close to like playing a game, there were a few first person shots that were a little goofy. Some of the cinematography like the RV scene actually was great, or the brake lights on the snow. I liked that it wasnt afraid to be comedic and campy, because like it or not its fucking Resident Evil Jill Sandwhich, Leon Quips, Ethan reattaching fingers with a first aid kit, etc. Some of the scares got me lol

We both agree it feels like two movies stitched together, first half was "grounded" (for Resident Evil) and pretty spooky. Second half had more of the camp, body horror, sci fi stuff and wasnt as scary. I was very happy with both. There were some parts I wonder why they kept in at all, like very early (not really a spoiler) the main character forging a nurses signature and saying her name? I cant recall it but I remember after the movie wishing theyd have cut that in favour of more in the hospital.

Also before that we went to a corn maze and petting zoo, that was fun

I didnt use an SLP, just coaching. It was 8 sessions and she said most of her clients were between 6 to 10 sessions once a month

I was very happy at 6 sessions, last one was a final touch up. 7th was just doing like another 15% after the first 6 did 80% of it.

They played an electro swing version of MCR Mama at the furry rave, that was fun. no surprises everyone sang along with "you should have raised a baby girl, I should have been a better son"

One thing that drives me crazy about my current unit is they dont stock pads... I know its a peds cardiac unit so most patients are babies but we do get kids who menstruate sometimes geez. It was a whole hunt to get this poor young lady a pad. Then I had to teach the nurse looking after her how to apply the pad 🤦‍♀️ didnt think it was a lost art

If being a woman didnt exist Id have invented it! Its something I feel pre-verbally more than something I have to think about or consciously observe.

Ive personally never struggled with identity. Even though I was an egg for a while lol :p

It was something I felt much more strongly than I ever worried about thinking it or finding the right words to describe. I am me~ never asked for more. Felt it in my gut and I do the things that make me happy or feel fulfilled.

If there were no observer Id still be me, doing my me thing.

Port is good for cooking!! You can make a pan sauce just by using it for deglazing. A traditional bolognese is made with red wine, you could try that.

Theres a few classics, a daiquiri, a pina colada. For highball, rum and tonic is apparently good. Rum in grocery store alcohol free eggnog is nice. I love alcoholic coffee, rum and coffee is a nice pair.