Depending on how socially awkward you feel about it, you could always reach out and correct the record lol - "nope turns out I wasnt a straight white guy teach"

For me, it was more about finally letting go and doing what I felt was right at a gut level rather than thought. Being a man took way more effort for me than being a woman ever did, because being a woman came as natural to me as being a mammal (so below the level of concious thought). Now, theres a whole lot of women in my life from family to friends to mentors to professors to people I look up to, that are alt, femme, resilient, strong, traditional etc so I had plenty of examples to learn from over the hegemonic ideal of Femininity™️

I can definitely respect thats your experience and your like truth and all, I personally love being trans! It rocks! Even the early stages, there were parts that were rough as fuck but the euphoria was great. Later, Ive had HRT for a while, voice training, bottom surgery, and its all just background stuff (which is a great passive boost tbh)

You've been saying you need to power through another week for a couple months at least now.

You should be taking your anti depressants

I kinda miss the brutalism bad statue pfp people

It only took me 2 to 3 session for when growth would slow or thin out enough that I could shave every other day. Id be smooth as a boiled egg for an entire day and the next day, a little stubble but not visible (the shaving was for me to not have scratchy dysphoric face hair lol). I think I ended up with 9 total over a couple years?

You have to wait 6 weeks minimum between laser sessions or therabouts

No shit, I do think every trans person gets to redo their 20s if they crack their eggs later. You get to pick the decade when, but we all have a redo

They were fun and so dumb but so fun!!!

And so Mormon, I love that Edward chides Bella for engaging in the extremely rebellious activity of drinking coco cola (before the Mormon church changed its opinion on cold caffeinated drinks 😏)

If you have to, you can back off on your E - it might be intensifying your emotions, on the other hand youre going through a few life transitions lately too that might be turning everything up on the emotion dial (moving, gender transition, etc). And ultimately, I did like that I could feel emotions at a much more granular level than I could before and start reckoning with them when I couldnt before. Maybe its something you just gotta ride out and have as a new normal, no more big blob grease on your proverbial emotion lens

Oh yeah, I forgot Che was a doctor

Estrogen, same thing happened to me. I liked it but it was very intense obviously.