I dont really get what's going on with the boy from venus but it seems like its affecting people so I guess thats good
A lot of early transition stuff is kinda mystifying to me ans I have a hard time relating, partially cause its been a while but also because I cracked my egg then started doing stuff about it in fairly short order. Like 3 weeks I think?
I think I posted it, but I feel very much like this pic post bottom surgery lol
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I saw You Can See Everything. Would recommend, actually didnt mind seeing it in theatres vrs waiting for streaming or home release
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Fielder is still playing his dopey character schtick but I do think he started to develop feelings for Holmes, and I think partially because he wanted to see how she was able to dupe people so he let her?
I was shocked by the number of people in the after movie crowd talking about feeling for Holmes. I get it, she definitely was taken advantage of one time (I wont go into it but its a very bad thing to happen to someone). She's a jackal, a viper, a fraudster and thief, a manipulator. Her rictus grin plastered on her face constantly was scarier than it was charming or disarming.
Part of it is I have a PhD in her kind of manipulation, and Billy's, because its exactly how my dad manipulates. Like to a tee. Some of those interviews reminded so much of being 11 and confused and terrified. She just had the more feminine aspect of it.
I aint buying this narrative that "oh shes like some ND ingenue taken in by rich and powerful men and really believed in Theranos" no she knew what she was doing, she was in charge, she knew her tech didnt work and she knew it would be bad for patients and put it out there in the world despite that. All the tears (on command!) didnt fool me - she was sad she had to face a modicum of justice with jail time and lucky it was just for defrauding investors.
I built my computer, or tried to, like 2 years ago. Cause everyone says "oh why buy prebuilt, its like plugging together lego, its so easy" - well no it wasnt. Mine also didnt work, I ended up having to pay a guy to do it and it turned out I just was unlucky with the motherboard (every once in a while a component ships failed and youre basically just gambling when you buy them).
The exact same people say "oh yeah Linux is sooooo easy, you should do it" but the trust is gone computer people!!!! The trust is gone.
The way you talk and describe whats going on in your head, yeah I think you might too
Caffeine doesnt really take away being tired, it just makes you feel it less. You gotta pay back that tired by sleeping eventually or youll be falling asleep in the middle of something important eventually
I want FFS but I havent studied or like judged my face about it. That feels like brain worm gardening 😬
The stuff I want is pretty subtle and its the standard package, brows, nose, maybe a bit of chin. Like ideally people would look at my face who Ive known for a while and not see a huge difference besides wondering if Im vaguely more femme. HRT did a lot for my face which Im kinda surprised about too. The body/facial fat and lip changes actually made a huge difference compared to my pre HRT pics.
I saw Resident Evil with a girl Id been on a bunch of dates with! She never played the games and only saw a couple of the movies in the 00s.
I liked it, apparently theres a subset of RE fans that hate it because it doesnt have Leon or whatever in it. I dunno, it fit the vibe of the games to me and it borrowed some tone stuff from the previous movies. I thought it felt a little too close to like playing a game, there were a few first person shots that were a little goofy. Some of the cinematography like the RV scene actually was great, or the brake lights on the snow. I liked that it wasnt afraid to be comedic and campy, because like it or not its fucking Resident Evil Jill Sandwhich, Leon Quips, Ethan reattaching fingers with a first aid kit, etc. Some of the scares got me lol
We both agree it feels like two movies stitched together, first half was "grounded" (for Resident Evil) and pretty spooky. Second half had more of the camp, body horror, sci fi stuff and wasnt as scary. I was very happy with both. There were some parts I wonder why they kept in at all, like very early (not really a spoiler) the main character forging a nurses signature and saying her name? I cant recall it but I remember after the movie wishing theyd have cut that in favour of more in the hospital.
Also before that we went to a corn maze and petting zoo, that was fun
I didnt use an SLP, just coaching. It was 8 sessions and she said most of her clients were between 6 to 10 sessions once a month
I was very happy at 6 sessions, last one was a final touch up. 7th was just doing like another 15% after the first 6 did 80% of it.
They played an electro swing version of MCR Mama at the furry rave, that was fun. no surprises everyone sang along with "you should have raised a baby girl, I should have been a better son"
One thing that drives me crazy about my current unit is they dont stock pads... I know its a peds cardiac unit so most patients are babies but we do get kids who menstruate sometimes geez. It was a whole hunt to get this poor young lady a pad. Then I had to teach the nurse looking after her how to apply the pad 🤦♀️ didnt think it was a lost art
If being a woman didnt exist Id have invented it! Its something I feel pre-verbally more than something I have to think about or consciously observe.
