Got a local houseless trans person housed today!

Sometimes my job not so bad.

I'm sorry I'm late I didn't see the thread until now.

I'm a pediatrics nurse in a rural area, had my first encounter with a family who insisted they get another nurse because "I made them uncomfortable." :(

In brighter news, my girlfriends bottom surgery is healing really well! I really really wanna play with it but you have to wait sooo long. We have to be chaste sapphics~

still feels weird to basically feel my identity change in real time. like, i'll be reading things about trans women or lesbians like for like 6 seconds before it finally clicks that "this affects you personally now, dum dum"

in retrospect i guess i always did want to be a lesbian. damn. the flag has such great colors too

Was sexting this girl whom I knew was a chaser and she told me

idk what else I expected

i can't stop getting jealous of literally every girl ever

Still in a decent bit of pain. Not very mobile. Going a little stir crazy, but I’m getting by by watching Critical Role campaign 2.

On a related note, no one has really inquired about my wellbeing since my surgery and it’s giving me a strong case of the feel bads. It really sucks.

Why would I get a haircut to lose like 1.5 years of hair growth right after realizing I'm trans? The haircut I have is so shit too so I'm getting jealous whenever I see someone with good hair now

Being bi rules pretty hard. Also read a survey (like 750 bi respondents) and it looks like 84% of them would date a non-op trans woman which is pretty cool. Like that's way higher than any other group od people and a solid majority. Honestly I've always gravitated towards bi women but bi guys are cool too and can get it. Also, bi people wont judge me for being bi (common problem even today).

This was all set off by me looking up data on trans dating stuff ( ) but honestly this made me feel pretty good.

cw harassment lol

anyway this sort of shit happens a lot to me and I go out of my way to dress down / make people more comfortable with me, so I'm not really sure what the fuck is such a giveaway when I just want to run errands and chill. I get why people detransition for reasons like this, I miss being invisible and ignored. I'm happy with myself and all my changes, but other people make it really hard.

At what point does one become a Trans Elder? In a few months, I will have been openly trans for over half my life, but I'm also just a millennial. Do I get any sick powers with it?

today on shit i wish i could have told myself like 8 years ago:

you can actually enjoy your gender. you can and should like it. you don't have to just accept your AGAB as an unfortunate fact

I think from now on i'll gauge my HRT dose by the amount of emotional devastation videos of bottlefed baby badgers make me feel, seems to work about as reliable as the bloodwork at my endocrinologist.

Yet another shitty week.

CW: Transphobia at work again, basically experience bigotry for a living

Then other things aren't going so well, the fridge is failing, explains a lot of my food poisoning lately. I managed to get money for kidney medicine buying me another few months, but if they process my claim for healthcare its probably going to take months to get things covered, if at all. When I called and finally got through to someone and speaking with others undergoing similar issues with the mass healthcare boot it sounds like I'm better off waiting for the red giant stage of the sun than waiting for coverage.

Labs for hrt/kidney are way out of my budget and better employment around here is frankly impossible. To top all the shit off lately someone's been mass stealing my bills out of my mail. I had my identity stolen last year, this is giving me those vibes.

Only thing going well is I'm at least doing some voice practice every day.

down with cis

My wife has always been kind of a tomboy, but lately she's been femming it up, so she's been asking me advice about putting together outfits, and it feels very gender affirming lol

This feels really weird after so many years of having the egg mindset of wishing I was a cis woman, but refusing to be a trans woman, but now I'm honestly not sure if I'd prefer to have been born cis or not. It feels confusing, but probably a good sign in terms of self-acceptance?

silver lining of not being on hrt is that it makes moving much easier since i've still got my unearned testosterone strength, and i'll probably still have when i finally move out on my own for the first time. after that i'm kinda fucked, as is the rest of my family (my dad is getting older and my brother is unreliable/has health issues)

Hope everyone’s week is going well. I’m incapable of really checking in a lot right now, but I hope to be back soon. Love all you folks. Always be sure to take care of yourselves.

All the trans catpeople are gone nowadays, it’s all puppypeople this bunnypeople that, what happened :,(((

THE SPINACH WAS ACTUALLY JUST CODE/STANDIN FOR TESTOSTERONE. POPEYE IS A TRANS MAN

taping a little piece of paper saying "no boys allowed" with the y backwards to my door

New account. Anyone recognize me?

hint

Also peep the avi

I changed my pronouns. Im reevaluating my gender.

i keep thinking about it and like, i was never a boy, but i also have only recently been a girl. the more i think about it, the more i realize that i never really had a gender until like a month ago, and that as a child i was basically agender but identified as a cis man because that's just what society does to AMAB people. being a girl is a choice for me actually, and one that i needed to be truly emotionally ready to make

i actually feel deep empathy for myself as a child now and i can't stop crying about it

When even so called "allies" demonstrate they can't be bothered to educate themselves before talking shit, it makes it difficult for me to not want to declare war on cis people.

"well ur birth certificate says you're male" MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE SAYS I WEIGH NINE POUNDS

Megathreads continue to pop off!!!

honestly i don't even think having facial hair is bad, persay, but I really like the idea of HRT+Electrolysis taking it all off because then i would just never have to bother shaving again which sounds nice

gaybot has made the mistake of engaging in hexbear vegan struggle sessioning

gaybot has made a grave mistake

gaybot bids farewell

okay I've always known i've had deeply rooted emotional problems but i can't stop asking myself "so you're going to be a cute lesbian about it?" and the answer is apparently yes because it fucking works??? i'm going to be a girl about my problems now because it works