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Someone just ordered prog for the first time

clicker training myself because though i am a puppy girl, i am a strong and independent puppy girl who can train herself

I really fucking love this little corner of the internet and I'm thankful for all of you

Another beautiful day I get to wake up and be a woman~ ♡🏳️‍⚧️

Being trans then becoming a communist (the more common route) makes a lot of sense. Transition opens your eyes to oppression but also intersectionality and solidarity.

But being a communist and then becoming trans (what I imagine quite a few here are) is hilarious. It's like I feel something is fundamentally wrong. Oh turns out society is built on the violence required to enforce capital accumulation and imperialism, was that it? No that's bad but I feel there's something else...

I've said this before but I love meeting really old lesbians (like in their 70s or 80s) because they're so politely baffled by a trans lesbians. It's like "Oh so you're one of those transexual women? And a lesbian? They can do that these days? How delightful."

I get wet, apparently easily lol. First time it happened I thought I was bleeding. Nope! Just wet after tying a girl up and her grinding while we made out. Im not supposed to be using my vagina for sex... so I didnt! Pure topping with toys and hands and oral 😇

I suspect they also don't want people bottoming anally while recovering, which is fine by me.

Being horny that often did, I think, also help bring some sensation back. ::: :::

I did something many here might not approve of. I decided to climb back into the closet. I lied to my mom and said I'm cancelling transitioning (I'm 100% continuing)

She told me she couldn't be happier and started praising God

Now I'm 100% certain to cut my parents out of my life. All I need is time. 2 years to finish my education and get a good job. I'm going to spend these 2 years avoiding and lying to my parents, then bam! I'll disappear like a magic trick.

A few days ago one of my professors called me "Miss" even though I had full hair on my face, felt nice for a minute.

In light of today's events :)

I'm trans. Thank you for your attention to this matter.

Feel like ive gotten noticeably more extroverted since my egg cracked

I have not gotten any less autistic, shy, anxiety prone, socially awkward or socially maladjusted, however, so hard to actually be even half as outgoing as id wanna be

it’s fun dating someone who could learn a thing or two

T made me pass super early into transition, and now that I’m 3 years in and my top surgery scars have faded really well, I really like how I look and I’m so grateful I ca be stealth but I just wish I was taller lol. I’m fine being 5’3 but eeeeeverybodyfucking else feels the need to comment on it. I have tattoos and facial hair and I’m obviously an adult but I still get called buddy by everyone my age and older and everyone thinks I’m younger than 21 and it pisses me off lol.

And whyyyyy do people comment on my height as if I don’t know I’m short. And why do they gossip about how short a male customer/coworker is like I’m not right there lol. Shit is so demeaning, why do people care about height so much 😭

Looking at myself in the mirror is wild, I literally never used to be able to especially after a shower or whatever. HRT did a lot of work and bottom surgery took care of the rest.

I didnt feel a lot of dysphoria before cracking my egg, in fact thinking that thats how people know they were trans was holding me back - but I did get a lot of euphoria when I went out in drag or whatever! Looking back, I actually had a shitload of gender dysphoria since puberty more or less. I just didnt know thats what it was... Anyway a lot of that is gone now. Its such a huge relief, I didnt know just how much of a burden it all was until it was finally gone.

My friend/a little more than friend described bottom surgery for her as feeling very light. A different friend of mine said she finally felt complete. I can definitely appreciate both points of view. I did know I wanted a vagina after wrestling with it for a while and I love my completely valid non-op trans femmes, but I knew I wanted it. I didnt really think I had that much bottom dysphoria until it was finally gone and I could look back at it. Its so strange and wonderful to just see a woman in the mirror. A lot of this feels like 7 years ago when I was juuuust starting to transition and dress up and work on my voice, almost the same level of euphoria. Its crazy!

Chat why tf have i never worn leggings until now and how tf are my legs SO GODDAMN CUTE

Managed to have a small miracle in my job hunt and I landed a job as a janitor part-time, aside from data rating this was my quickest onboarding ever. The job is pretty easy so far minus physically, I sweat all shift, and it hurts to lift my arms over my head after a solid week of shifts, but mentally vs retail I feel great. I actually have energy after and before work to do things, vs retail I had to lie and rot to regain soul to do anything. This company appears to just need bodies and dgaf about anything superficial, which is nice for a change. I also earn a little more than my retail job and I get to keep all the coin deposit cans as a bonus, lol.

I'm super tempted to ghost my retail hell job since they started it with the whole 4 shifts a month nonsense, but I'm also getting unemployment, but there will be schedule clashes next month of a single day, and for certain the retail job is done, so there's no point in salvaging anything there, outside of my unemployment case. Then I got pinged for a talking to with unemployment for not finding a full time job fast enough, but the soonest the local unemployment office specialist can see me is weeks after my deadline, so it sort of seems like I'm out anyway.

Wearing makeup around my partner now. Slowly coming out. They gave me a dress they don't like, so that feels like a win. We're working through it together, even though it's very, very hard.

To the trans person looking at this, scrolling on that phone in bed, rotting like me:

We're here. At least, i am. You aren't alone. The world's a scary place and you feel alone. That's natural, comes with feeling so isolated. It's going to be okay, we can be lonely together <3

Can I get an uwu?

I said CAN I GET AN uwu??

chat… i think they liked the pics i sent

I was listening back to a recording of myself and my god I sound gay when I get excited about something. It gives me a little euphoria even though I sound like a guy

I am in my T H I C C maxxing arc. I'm such a carb pilled girl, snacking at midnight.

I am 100% sure my legs have gotten thicker, my ass probably got fatter too. I'm going to keep eating and slightly working out.

More and more I feel like I'm being compressed down to my gender rather than being seen as a full person. I am so tired of all these expectations. I don't want to definitively answer gender questions, I want to be happy and have a normal life and express myself how I want. It makes even the small sparks of joy turn to ash in my mouth.

i reconnected with a friend i thought i had lost, also my partners called me a good girl :3 so all in all i had a pretty good week!

Hewwo every-nyan

How are you?

I'm fine thank you

Last comment of the day

Litsened to "[ASMR] Loving Mother Accepts Her Trans Daughter [F4TF]"

Cried all my sadness out into a pillow.

Thank you kind Internet mom.

Big shout out to tboys!!!

Shaved my chest and belly today, the latter not particularly well but it makes the whole area look a lot more feminine. I think if the average person was presented with just my torso they'd think it was a woman's. Largely cause of the boobs

The problem with dungeon meshi is you eventually run out of dungeons to meshi... Finished my second rewatch of it yesterday and now I'm gonna have to do a 3rd rewatch until they make the third season. prob my fav with how much slapstick she gets up to. How gay she is for Falin is adorable too, it's a shame Falin doesn't get more screen time but the driving point of the story would be messed up from it sadly, little we see of her she's delightfully weird.

Man threads is pretty awful my feed is annoying queer struggle sessions (do bi lesbians exists, can a lesbian still date a trans man etc, can a bisexual trans woman call themselves a transfemme) and just the purest transphobia.