Entering a new stage in life and while I'm nervous and scared it's better than stagnating in a comfortable misery, things really are different from how they tell you it's supposed to be at this age. Severing attachments for new ones new places, it's uneasy even if those connections were never really secure thanks to the shaky nature capitalism forces everything into.

Rn the old world is dying as the dragons devour the future of the young, no pleading or cries will stop them...

For the past months the only clothes I'd really wash and wear were my work clothes so washing other clothes to wear feels a bit weird now. I welcome it but it's gonna be weird not wearing those no more, the cargo pants with that hole in the pocket my 🪛 would poke out if, the polo shirt tucked in that would save the magnetic piece of my name tag when it fell off. I think I'm even gonna retire my black sneakers for a bit since all the walking I did in them gave me callouses.

Yeah my bad should have finished more leftist games sooner 😔

Annoyed with how much fun Kiryu is to play in Infinite Wealth with how shit the story is there, his class dragon of dojima is real fun with the style switch up it offers and the way you level it up by doing his bucket list is cool. Resurgence of the dragon thing also top notch, it's not the game breaking thing people make it out to be tbh. There is no real combo potential or walk bouncing you can do just mashing but it still is some fun. Resurgence also being tied to your friendship bonds is also really cute, power of friendship is good I'm a sucker for that.

Now that I finished night in the woods expect the long awaited hbomberguy video essay on it to come out in the coming week, that how things go with me sorry no one else is special enough to get this treatment.

Quit my job tried out for the union and finished my online course training for chiller mechanic. I got enough saved up but I needed out of that place was gonna be part time anyway. The disrespect with my new boss and my old bosses just ignoring me to only listen to him was getting to me, whole place was getting to me. If I go back to general work I'm fine with that too, if a place can just cut your hours one day to the next then I don't feel any obligation to stay.

I did apply for another scholarship for a rack refrigeration degree, the previous chiller one took me a month to finish and that was with work and night classes. I can prob finish this one sooner though I'll let it all sink in beforehand. I will apply to another one and another until I get cut off. The resources are there and if not used the utility companies just gonna keep it for themselves.

The real infinite grow turns out is love 💚 she gets more of it and I get more of it the more we understand each other

My gf told me it was one of those games that really affected her so I had to take it off the back burner and finish it. I get it and in a way made me feel like I understand her more now. I recommended a game to her in return that affected me that wasn't sonic or yakuza in disco eylsium so it goes both ways

Night in the woods, gonna finish it and watch video essays with my gf

The real grindset is getting more than one goodnight kiss from your gf

I still can't believe Hugh laurie is gonna play Margret thatcher in the up coming iron lady movie talk about being typecast into asshole roles

yay