She told me she couldn’t be happier and started praising God
Elaborating on this in the spoiler
cw:suicide
When I told her I was cancelling, she genuinely sounded so happy and talking about how bright of a future I had! I've never heard her be this relieved and happy.
Absolutely mind boggling.
If you remember, earlier this week I was literally trying to commit suicide by starvation.
This shit is literally a curse. She wished for my death while believing that she was giving me blessings.