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Pretending to be asleep

My parents are talking about forcing my hair to be cut (they really have a problem with it)

My brother starts defending me and shuts down their convo.

What a good kid.

I came out to my little brother!

It went ... completely smoothly lol. No surprises on that front.

He guessed I'd been transitioning for 4 years. This was actually kinda correct since I did start exploring my femininity around that time (aka when I left home)

Wasn't the worst birthday I've had, I didn't even cry. But someone forgot or at least didn't say anything which felt and continues to feel bad. And I can't help but wonder whether they'd care more if I was a real girl

The Time Has Come (Again)

Also just got my ears pierced and I feel so cute and gay :)))

Mom is currently discussing with her friend as to why I suddenly went from keeping a buzz cut to growing out my hair.

"What could have happened?"

Truly a mystery for the ages

Being a professional library goer (unemployed) I was asked to fill a survey today. Passionately wrote down all the library did for me and how cool it made me like on a spiritual level

It's my birthday :/ I wish I could just postpone it or something.

It took me ages and ages having boobs before I started having them in my dreams. But it was like 2 days of having a vagina that I started dreaming it was there, that was super fast.

Important PSA:

Many people want a mommy to take care of them. But where do mommies come from? Not from the sky*! In order to fill the shortage of mommies, we need more femmes to step up and become mommies themselves.

We must seek eggs to nurture them!

*I know your mommy is an angel, but that's besides the point

In 2000 you could get a plant based McDouble for $1 and a side of estrogen for 50 cents

Can't believe I'm at 6 weeks already. Very excited for what's coming next.

Leading our monthly meeting tomorrow, fuckin hell how did I get roped into being center stage

Dad takes my phone. Starts looking at my lock screen which is like some enby mf with 6 arms meditating in a dumpster surrounded by LSD angels. His comment was "anime ..."

I wish I had someone. I'd like to yap a bit and cuddle. I'm tired. And I kinda wanted to talk more earlier today but idk what specifically about or what I'd want to message someone about.

I'd also like to have someone to cuddle with me right now. I feel alone.

Cuddling and yapping about stuff, two things I wanna do.

Looking at my chest and low key wondering if there's visible growth? Like at least for me, doubt anyone else would notice atp (thankfully).

Everyone start using linux right now! Linux mint is so easy. I booted up windows and was shocked by how much slower it is than linux

Learning to 'put my mask on before assisting others' is fucking difficult wtf, can I just not and be fine anyway pls

Sister asked my mom (who I'm assuming would be the supportive one) how she'd react if I was gay and she refused to respond, how over is it chat?

Been crying lately thinking about the different life experiences the women in my life have had that I never will. Today's was a wedding. Imagining how they must have looked on their day. I wish that was me. I wish I was a normal, typical woman. A husband, kids, just how they look and are...

...but I'm not. I'm not straight. I can't have kids. Even if I could I think my autism/overstimulation would make it not for me. I just want to be them. And I'm not.

It's weird to go back and be totally different. Time moves, but everything is familiar. I guess life is just like that.

Reconnecting isn't always bad.

Oooooh

I've been forgetting my evening HRT, thaaaaat's why Ive been tossing and turning for so many sleepless hours recently.

I'm so silly.

Nightmares every single night sucks. I used to have great dreams too. Constantly woken up from this.

I got conscripted to be an Estrogen tester at the femmeperor's imperial court :(

They gonna take me to the flower capitol and dress me up in smooth silky pink robes

Then they gonna force me to wear jewelry and makeup and "serve" her majesty's every "need" TT

Thankfully I'm a communist spy so I gotta assasinate her then run away. It's only temporary. I gotta endure.

Ahhh, never tucking again~ so nice.

Youre supposed to be pretty dry the first few weeks and months of bottom surgery. And since I have nothing to do, Im off work for this, Im pretty much sitting around with my pussy out all day lol

4 months of injections, a reminder on my phone, thinking about it several times throughout the week and multiple times in Friday itself, still nearly go to bed without doing it.

My group is meeting in a few weeks and it looks like I'm going to be able to make it, looking forward to it a lot. The therapist has a trans son too and I'll be able to meet him. And see all the people irl (usually we have a zoom call)

I've seen a few megathreads on the topic of Lancer, but it seems to be some kind of computer thing I'm not aware of. Now its the Lancer I am aware of! Yippee!

I hate every part of taking care of my hair. In the shower, brushing it, dealing with it when it's wet, it all sucks. Tbh with yall I do not deal with it every day. I have to get better about it.

Just more and more personal care shit. Plus I ha e to add makeup at some point, plus skincare, plus actually doing all the things I'm already supposed to do.