Who else crashing out but still vibing?
It's bad. The doctor diagnosed me with cringe.
my pronouns are she, but not her because i am not a filthy capitalist who possesses things
Self Portrait with Loose Hair, 1947
staring at myself in the mirror after plucking my eyebrows trying to figure out if i did a good job or a bad job only to realize that i have absolutely no idea how well i did and i have no idea what i'm doing
recently my mom has been showing me random nail salon videos she finds on tiktok and IG reels and idk if she's catching on or what, I'm certain she's not accepting of trans people based on things she's said in the past so idk how to interpret this
our fatigue and pain is getting worse for seemingly no reason, we havent been pushing ourselves at all and that doesnt seem to matter in the slightest
very concerning how much weve declined in the last 6 months
dunno, thats it. just needed to put our thoughts down somewhere
Made it through everything, and boy oh boy do I ~~not feel better~~ feel moderately better but really just burnt out tbh
dysphoric
Weddings are the most gendered thing ever so it's just really a bad time, on top of being Adderall deprived. I don't feel like a bride or a groom. But I also feel like the only person in the room who feels that way.
And then everyone talking about the wedding they were all at that I missed because I was dogsitting.
Damn, what if I just ate this wine glass?
Fuck liberals
Fuck lobsters?
The VOLCEL POLICE are on the scene! PLEASE KEEP YOUR VITAL ESSENCES TO YOURSELVES AT ALL TIMES.
نحن شرطة VolCel.بناءا على تعليمات الهيئة لترويج لألعاب الفيديو و النهي عن الجنس نرجوا الإبتعاد عن أي أفكار جنسية و الحفاظ على حيواناتكم المنويَّة حتى يوم الحساب. اتقوا الله، إنك لا تراه لكنه يراك.
(to the tune of "Fly Like an Eagle")
Dicks keep on slipping, slipping, slipping,
Into my butthole
I wrote a mediocre poem , idk if anyone would read it though, it's not pure garbage but it's not great (at least I think?) . poem below
spoiler
To change is to transgress
Whether by clothes , pronouns , hormones, surgery or a mix of all 4
Being trans is to challenge the means of what is socially/politically accepted
You refuse to engage in cishet normativity Saying no to the 'idea' of 'biological sex' and 'biological gender'
Experiences of rejection and hate by entire political parties such as Labor or Democrat , even ones who like you are trans radicalize you
How could you support a system that wants you dead?
You no longer see the purpose of electoral politics
read theory, unionizing the workplace, practicing boycott, divestments and sanctions as well organizing with your fellow proles
Alas you came a long way, a new comrade made
Steam summer sale started, very tempted to buy the funny twitter lesbian chaser visual novel now that it's only a few dollars
What game would that be?
Heaven Will Be Mine
yess do it
Halimede made a visual novel?
Halimede is from a Visual Novel
Ohmygod I forgot
transphobia and xenophobia
I keep telling myself that I just need to survive this year and then I can rest, but nothing is coming up that might give me reprieve then. The earliest I reckon I can go and apply for refugee status is in 2028 maybe, and who knows if european countries will a) accept migrants then b) think "transgenderism" is a valid refugee claim
the law of unity and conflict of opposites is just so trans coded. engelmarx would be the best allies
Literally just saw a sign in my uni that says "it helps others if you are open about who you are".
This can't be a coincidence. My data is being tracked.
Dreamt the girl I was crushing on fell for Wario also I was developing spiderman powers which was cool but I I was shaping upt to take on Frieza from dbz. I don't think I wanna go into powerscaling but felt inadequate in both senses.
I'm either taking the Wariopill or the spiderman pill and if it isn't obvious which one I'm taking then I just need to take more of it.
Me and My Parrot, 1941
I'm realizing in about a month I'll be coming up on the anniversary of my egg crack. It's crazy to me I'm almost a year in
same, I don't remember the exact day but it was some time in late July...
Went out to a crafts market tonight, was really lovely. Also got genuinely like 20 compliments on my outfit at least. Like 2/3rds of the artists and then a solid couple random people. Even got a free pair of earrings from one specifically because my outfit was so nice. The fashion privilege is real.
Actually now that I think about it this is also like the first public thing I've done in months. Huh. Maybe I should go out more, maybe I could make friends by just being cute..
Living the life of a shojo protagonist.
Im orienting in two different units after moving
They dont share schedule stuff
I am working 12s every day of the week for 2 weeks, fuck. Stacking money I guess
After like two days of feeling good I can feel the negativity oozing...
spoiler
back to crying and hating my life
hug
cis people are so annoying
oh to be a gorgeous, pretty little piece of eye candy in a trashy miniskirt smoking a cigarette, clinging underneath the strong, warm arms of a 7'2" bodybuilding phrenologist on a cold spring day
Reeling from the discovery that I forgot to pack my Adderall. I've been turning into a slug this week and just figured out why. Gonna have to head home early because ooh boy this ain't it for the old brain
Edit: I can't wait for this week to be over. I just want to go home and be a blob. I'm ready for this wedding to be over, I'm ready to go home.
Has not improved,
just very overwhelmed. Wanted to have more energy this week but I suppose I'm just gonna try to push through to Saturday.
I feel like I'm coming unraveled. Somehow feeling even more isolated? Wasn't really able to change that during pride month. Like, I'm botching this so hard.
I can barely focus and I have to be at this wedding in a suit and everyone just sees me as a guy so like, fuck.
Also I've been zoning out so I didn't even get to do any skincare or shave or anything. But nobody knows, so nobody cares. Was anybody ever gonna call me pretty at this thing tomorrow?
I don't know what's normal to want. I think I get overlooked, I don't necessarily think I'm seeing something that isn't there. I fucking try and it's been the same for years.
I just want girl friends to be pretty and cute with and go shopping and hang out with idk.
Viva la Vida, Watermelons
Can't believe Frida named a painting after a Coldplay album smdh
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