weather is very hot (80 degrees) so idk Abt the shirt layering.
bloom: in a t4t relationship. i feel amazing , she makes me so happy 
doom TW dysphoria
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i hate how I look, not even a big shirt hides everything. want to go on t but it's 30 $ from RxAisle. There's no reason to wait but I'm so scared.
fucking hate libs. ''peaceful protesting'' is fine but the moment violence is used, that's too far. ICE deports people FFS. 
i wrote more lyrics 
idk what to wear most of the time but also don't like what I have. 
rant >
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Going anywhere other than this site online is a mistake. i previously had a Tumblr account but deleted it , then created one yesterday , searching things on Tumblr is aggravating. ppl conflate being pro-palestine w being anti-Semitic. so I delete the app. i tried to use the app only for writing requests but it's just too much for me.
CW : disordered eating, mention of death
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fuck the nhs. i found a website dedicated to someone who died of ed complications. This person had a history of anorexia, was dying and neither 2 orgs that were supposed to help them did anything. ghoul shit.
Backxwash link : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0rJDuGPwGY
rambling
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___ my brain feels like it's broken . I keep reading articles from therapy service websites just to make myself more angry. more than 3 years of therapy yet I feel worse. I don't even want suggestions from mental health 'professionals' since I know it's the same bullshit Abt 'loving your body'.
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musicenjoyer
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EZLN doc : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQaJYlgKp_A