Going out to dinner with wife’s parents.
Didn’t have time to put on makeup; hopefully I’m not too ugly

i might look for some neopronouns to replace he/him... it's not quite right, i think. like the vibes of a man rnt rly what im going for. idk

Playing make believe every night with my plushies, I'm the captain and their my crew but instead of a ship at sea it's a train since I rather not convince myself again I got sea sickness.

The way liberal cis women discuss a hypothetical "matriarchal world" reeks of binarist essentialism and cisheteronormative naivety. It really often is just "more female war criminals" shit. When you have people who don't actually understand how systems of oppression work discuss their frustrations with said systems of oppression, they end up inadvertently promoting oppression in the process of these discussions.

If i had a nickel for every time i fall for a woman who can give absolutely incredible amounts of affection and care, but struggles to receive and accept being loved due to past trauma, i'd have two nickels. Which isn't much, but it's funny that it happened twice and by funny i mean i wanna strangle the one that did this to her so badly rn.

There was a bloke in a jacket at the trans rights protest today. Nothing else to report.

I have a paper due in 1 weeks time. I keep telling myself, FINISH THE FUGGING PAPER THEN YOUR DEGREE IS PRACTICALLY DONE. YOU CAN SPEND THE REMAINING TIME CHILLING AND GIRLIFYING.

But still, the bed is so much warmer than my study desk.

Going back to older trans megas and seeing -300 comments has me wondering how everyone's doing...

feeling weird about sexuality tbh

Excellent haul at the thrift store today. I am still too self-conscious to try out clothes, so I got lucky: everything fits well! Got a couple plain color t-shirts with varying necklines, a yellow shrug, some flannels, and this really cute Torrid purple plaid blousey midi dress that fits perfectly.

holy FUCK girls are SO FUCKING pretty

Who keeps the cisgender down?

While we are beeping around?

WE DOOOOOOOOOO, WE DOOOOOOOOO

down with cis

I love my wife, Tails.

wearing leggings

having to tuck

My wife is judging how much moisturizer I use

up with trans

Men telling me I’m too emotional, overreacting, antisocial, and alienating the working class? Maybe I am a woman after all!

At the dentist with my dad since he's having a root canal today, he just went in now I have to exist in public for a while

my tits have been looking a lot bigger recently even if i haven't really feel them grow. is quitting drinking helping with that? idk, maybe

Edit: im feeling a bit better now

Watching a YouTube video on the game Kowloon's Gate

YouTuber says there's a character named Anita who is a crossdresser, but all the characters in the game use she/her pronouns to refer to her, and they say she's the most beautiful woman in the city.

Huh, wonder if there is a word that fits better than crossdresser. Someone should invent that.

Might buy the accursed Amazon skirt since no online retailer has decent ones.

The News Mega is winning

I feel so disconnected from my femininity and have for like a month. I've stopped shaving and doing my nails. I've stopped wearing my femme clothes. I can't stand doing voice anymore. I'm always in siege mode. I don't have the energy to self actualize anymore. Any time I'm under stress, I'll just revert to being a guy. I'm so depressed.

Along with personal misery, there's the collective terrorism that we're all going through. I would have to drop my career and find a new one. I don't know how I'll get the medical care I need while trans. I can't travel freely.

I'm thinking of just quitting. I want to throw out all my girl shit and just be done with it. I've spent my whole life with a hole in my heart, so I'm used to it. I can better care for my loved ones that way.

The only ONLY reason I'm not doing any of that is being I can't stand the thought of letting the fascists beat me without even lifting a finger. So I just keep going, fueled by spite. That'll probably just get me black bagged in an airport. A lot of good that will do. :::

Incredibly cute plant, what is it?

Have I mentioned that I'm like really gay yet today? 🦊🦊

Anyways, it's been a while, bur have a good night, mega.

Taking the Wariopill, gonna be waa-ing, gonna be eating more raw garlic, gonna be throwing around people like ragdolls, gonna be making my friends help me make games. Once I get this going gonna be taking over the manosphere

I am obligated, as a lesbian, to click on this video every time it shows up on my feed

If I was trans I just wouldn’t let people discriminate against me duh

Good News, soldiers. We are winning.

ATTENTION! TRANSGENDER PATRIOTS ARE IN CONTROL, REPLY WITH TO SOLIDIFY OUR POSITION

gonna try to do self care shit I've been putting off through sheer willpower today

Bit idea: masochist who takes estrogen for the booba pain

i was complaining last week that my tits haven't been hurting much and i was scared they stopped growing

OUCH OOF OWIE i guess they listened

I'm finally closer to being a transwoman y'all

Done:

• programmer socks
• learned Rust
• puppy collar
• actually transitioned (not as important, really)
• installed arch a bunch of times
• and, finally, a "real" mechanical keyboard, as of yesterday (ok its a prebuilt but its a hotswap TKL so I think it counts)

Todo:

• ancient thinkpad
• probdbly some other stuff I'm forgetting

Kissing would probably be so cool if I could figure out how to do it

My boobs are still barely boobs but they’re bigger than they’ve ever appeared and I can’t look away 🥹