I don't like how most of my life lessons have come from video games and media, like I do have a life debatable but it's just so easy to say this reminds me of one of my video games

Playing dark souls 2 again the only way I know how, killing everything until it stops respawning. No skill just patience, if the developers didn't want me to do this then it wouldn't be an option

I have to stop waking up at like noon, but I feel kind of sick

I'm the joker but woke, the worker baby -

I love the complexity of my own self determined identity, & how my experiences have defined that determination.

I did a photoshoot today and im simultaneously really happy with the images and absolutely hate them.

I'm interviewing for a new job, its probably going to be a casual position in a different city. I'm doing it because, I gotta get the fuck outta here by August (this town drives me crszy) and also because I have an in there and they liked me when I was a student. I'm gonna end up being a crazy person who picks up shifts a 5 hour drive away only to then turn around and go back home to my full time job yeach

my gf is bullying me about a lack of proper reddiquette ... i dont even have a reddit account

Post-poned some chores during easter, and today I have enough energy to feel like I should catch up, but not quite enough energy to get myself to do them

i swear i've written and deleted a dozen posts in the last few weeks but we need to beat the news mega so i thought i'd try to push through today

fun stuff (also drugs)

so i've been taking some time off work and last week made my first open source contribution (using a language i haven't used before) . definitely felt a lot better than the normal start side-project -> ditch it a few days later routine that i'm used to, especially since it's an app i use regularly

also just started using a hair diffuser since realising that i got wavy hair. along with that, my hair is finally long enough to tie up into a ponytail! and holy jesus fuck it looks so hot now, i don't know what to do

and to celebrate Weed Easter, we had a friend stay over on the weekend. we got really high, talked a bunch, i lost my voice, we went to the cinema to watch Flow, cried a bit, went home, got high again, watched ISTTVG, i cried a lot, we played mario party and ate lots of chocolate, then friend went home the next day. it was a really good time but damn i remembered how much i like to . oh well restarted the sobriety streak on Monday, maybe i can go longer than 6 weeks this run

89-0 in Enlisted as USA vs Nazi Germany

onto weightlifting

I like to think it's my high empathy stat but when my sibling feels achy and bloaty from period stuff so do I. I keep myself in good enough shape otherwise so I don't think it just me. Either way some caffeine on hand helps