CW: Transphobia and sexism:

They removed the ability to change your sex with the Social Security Administration. Not entirely sure if I have or not yet, but I can no longer do so if I needed to.

Beyond that, my mind is still broken, hence my absence on this site entirely. I'm sorry, but I can't read your posts right now without just spiraling into hell. I just needed to pass the above info along since it's somewhat useful to the average individual here. Hopefully my brain will be fixed soon. Hopefully.

getting really doomer right now as it feels like society is going to collapse sooner than i'll be able to really achieve any of my transition goals

made pizza for dinner

Thyme should be pronounced how it is spelled since time is already a word.
Do you agree?

I have been trying to come out to one of my D&D group buddies for the last four days, but every time I give him a call or try to schedule one he's unavailable. I think he's going to be accepting, but I do want to take care of this before our session this week.

gonna go to the moon and steal the american flag and replace it with the transgender one

uuugh I had so much creative energy a couple weeks ago and then This Week happened and all I've been able to do is lay around in bed all day

🎶where there's a whip
there's a way🎵

Churches should sing more hyrns and themns

Make the Mega Gay Again

Interesting observation

My friend kind of disappeared on me. We started out by dating, and it was great for the most part. We did decide to just be friends after a while, but then we were actually friends and it was so nice. We lived near each other, and would get together at least like once a week for the last few months. It was usually pretty casual, like we'd get coffee or work out together or he'd come over for dinner. Sometimes we'd end up spending the whole weekend together tho. It was honestly so nice having a friend like across the street, it's been years since I've had that.

He has family living in a different state, and visited them over the holidays. The day he flew out, we got breakfast at some diner he likes and then I drove him to the airport. That was the last time I heard from him. I expected him to be busy with family and stuff, and I wasn't to surprised not to hear from him at first. I did ask him how the trip was going a couple of times. Anyway, know it's been a month and I haven't heard a thing. None of my friends who know him have heard anything either. He hasn't posted anything to social media in a while either. The trip was supposed to be over by now I thought.

I reached out to one of his friends, who I don't know as well. I think I fucked that up tho. Like I was way too direct in asking about him and I think I weirded her out. I should have been smarter, but I was just worried.

I mean he doesn't owe me anything, but it would be nice to have a little closure. Like I have no idea what happened. Did he not feel the same way about the just friends thing? Or did he just decide he didn't have time for me for other reasons? Or did he decide to stay with his family and not come back, which wouldn't surprise me that much honestly. Or is something wrong? I feel like I'm never gonna know and it sucks.

flying whales by gojira

Yesterday: I'm gonna get so much done tomorrow. I'll get up early take ADHD meds. Need to wash clothes

Today

Brain: very sleepy, we dysphoric

Me: but... Washing clothes, working out, stuff

Brain: I said very sleepy, we dysphoric

I guess

My gf is calling my posts “cringe”

Can’t wait to make cookies tomorrow

Anyway check out this Sonic drawing