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first thanksgiving as a t girl. time to ruin it by openly reading settlers
I hope all the USians here are able to get through the holidays with minimal family induced harm.
Currently very jealous of those who are part of a gestalt consciousness.
Being part of a collective consciousness?
A steam friend I played cs with a couple of times randomly gifted me webfishing a couple days ago and I'm so grateful. Being in queer spaces that are also small enough for me to not be too wrecked with social anxiety to participate in them is great and I already am making good friends and that's somehing I really needed. Just yesterday that same friend told me she's just started HRT and we hadn't talked about our gender and I came out to them as well but I think they already had the vibe considering trans people generally clocked me very easy before I even knew myself lol
Most things are going well in life minus health and my jobs are working me half to death. I didn't even know it was legal to be working 12hr days in retail, I'm so used to being scheduled like 6hrs daily at best. The pay isn't even there to justify this and there are no benefits. Tomorrow is going to be another fun 12hr day.
I found out my cats are afraid of googly eyes which I've used to protect my knockoff aliexpress 2.99 'roombas' from my cats swatting the bots off course or dragging them into places like the kitchen or litter box, so I made a biblically accurate angel themed Xmas tree, haven't had a tree since I was a small child, this was just a DT 5 dollar special with some glued on googley eyes and pipecleaner buddies on it. Eyes on everything, lol. They won't tip over this tree.
And health is an obvious CW warning for everything;
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Body's war against other parts of itself continues. Had a uterine biopsy done the other day, one its painful AF, easy contender for top 10 most physically painful experiences so I have no idea why they don't drug you for them, two the fact I had to get a biopsy makes me nervous if I require a procedure the soonest it will be done will correspond to my yearly medical cut. Also, if I need a procedure of any kind I'll be let go from my main retail gig since I can't miss days or weeks like that, I worked yesterday a day after my biopsy and I left wanting to cry. I shouldn't have done that, but the way the doc made it sound like it was a mild procedure and I would have been fine yesterday to work, while in reality I was writhing around in pain unable to do anything notable.
At least I'll still have my online gig and my flipping laptops side gig that I hope will cover basic utilities and rent though I'll be hosed for medicines on the impending cut.
That really sucks about the health stuff but it sounds like your bs Job is making it so much worse ๐.
The Biblically accurate Angel sounds amazing though!
blog, social anxiety, fitness/weightloss/gymrat shit, crushposting
Had a busy day yesterday, finally took care of a financial thing I've been putting off for ages and it was a stressful commute but I'm glad to have finally gotten it done
Had my consultation with a personal trainer and a body composition scan, in better shape than I was expecting based on how I've only really been taking better care of myself for a couple weeks and had been pretty sedentary for a long time prior to that
Was really nervous about it but the trainer was pretty nice and accommodating to my nervousness and has good interpersonal skills and we had more in common talking about dealing with different injuries and our athletic backgrounds growing up than I was expecting and it went pretty well despite me being a little late to the meeting and being a little exasperated from doing shit and rushing to get ready for it by the time I got there
Saw crush, starting to think the interactions we had that I weren't sure if they were flirty or not weren't and they're just a friendly person, seemed less like that running into them yesterday and I don't think there's anything there which kinda made me sad, but I think it's better than having a false expectation and getting my hopes up to get hurt later
Who knows, maybe they were just having a bad day and weren't in a good mood to chat yesterday and there might still be potential there but I'm not gonna put too much hope in it and set myself up to be disappointed, but I do like seeing them
Idk they're really cute and sweet and I'm gay and lonely and weird
slightly better-formed whining
The more I go on the more I am convinced that taking a monthlong sabbatical from life (almost my entire life is queers in the computer) broke something catastrophically in my brain. I am now pretty sure that leaving everyone and everything for longer than like, two days was a huge mistake.
I don't seem to be real normal about it anymore, which might be due to the realisation that talkin' to people is both something I need else my sense of self will melt, (no I don't know why) and a difficult tiring spoon-loss activity. Idk, but it seems like I'm not real capable of thinking about social matters without bursting into tears anymore. What even is wrong with me?
It's possibly true that being on the receiving end of a landleech rentdue notice has ended my ability to relax, which, sucks if true. The chronic pain bs is definitely cutting into my spoon supply. But more broadly it feels like what small scraps of emotional regulation I had just disappeared. My journal entries all look like Nevada paragraphs, and while your Ash will usually sprinkle in Nevada-esque embellishments because the orange book is her entire personality, if she starts writing entire paragraphs of weird dejected overly emotional snarky bullshit, that may be indicative of a problem!
It could be withdrawal from a single 37.5mg tab of tramadol causing this too, which I am having muscle twitches and shit, but Idk if "bawling your eyes out at the slightest provocation" is a tram withdrawal thing, it's been like four days or so. If yes I hate it.
I'm also bad at time management, I am told, which is true because I have some kind of brain issue where I haven't been reading Psycho Nymph Exile enough. Mostly making time for reading takes effort, and also bending my brain around weird things takes effort :3 so it's been a few days and I need to YELL AT MYSELF to read gay slop.
TL;DR my feet hurt I wish I had spoons!
Scientists studying entropy could learn a lot by analyzing my hair rn
What's with all these stores offering weak ass 20% discounts? Either make it like 40%+ or don't bother tbh.
I saw a 10%
they need to do better
Pikachu is a dumb rat and Eevee should have been the mascot
Clefairy and Oddish are also pretty cute
Eevee is very cute and cool and I want plushies of all the Eeveelutions
Pikachu is cool too though even though he likes ketchup
Eevee was the mascot for a bit in Let's Go, Eevee and I loved my Eevee to bits I gave them little glasses and pet them so much
Raichu is better anyway, and Eevee is better than both. In fact, Eevee's better than most pokemon
This isn't badposting
just shaved the side of my own head that was scary
i had it done professionally a couple of months ago so i just had to follow what was done before
Does it look awesome?
oh for sure! i look great
I think that re-dyeing my leather jacket went well. I will probably give it a few touch-ups this weekend, but the color looks pretty consistent. It was already dark brown, but now it's basically black, so it'll match the rest of my show outfit better.
I also found a choker on Hot Topic that would match, but they don't have expedited shipping so it won't arrive in time, so I'm probably going to drive an hour to the city to check the several locations there tomorrow. Just hope it isn't sold out for black friday.
americans are so horny for marching bands it's weird
We crave the death of people trampling on us.
lesbiam boyfriend spilled my soup
I cried
she sounds like a horrible person
No, just stupid
I used to think of myself as some sort of mildly sex repulsed ace but nowadays I feel more like some sort of CisHet relationship repulsed demisexual
Mood
maybe TMI, libido/demi stuff
Been somewhat sex repulsed lately but still have a sex drive?? Kinda sucks tbh, feel gross after doing anything and it feels like a chore to take care of so it doesn't distract me when I don't want it to