[–] 16 points 2 years ago (1 child)

Depression, anxiety, self thoathingFeel fucking useless. Every time I try to go do queer shit so I'm not so chronically lonely I get most of the way there, barley holding myself together from anxiety, then it all bursts and I have to struggle not to break down right at the door. It always ends in me being so mentally fucked while I'm there that I don't talk to anyone and nobody talks to me, or I am so broken down mentally that I don't go and leave crying. Just dont understand how the fuck people do this shit. Just feel constantly burnt out and lonely

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  • [–] 12 points 2 years ago (1 child)

    Gonna try taking another break from the bearsite as I have some queer shit IRL planned so I wanna see if I can start doing that to help my burnout. Also think its time for me to say goodbye to this account as its getting too old opsec wise. Sucks because I like this user name :(.

    Maybe I'll look into if I can just delete all my posts or something and not make a new account but that still has opsec issues do idk

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    :catboy-peace:

    :catboy-excited:

    :catboy-love: Tags:heart,love,cute

    :catboy-flush: Tags:love,flush,blush,flustered

    :catboy-shocked: Tags:horror,shock,stunned,surprised,scared

    :catboy-cry: Tags:sad, crying, tears

    :catboy-angry: Tags:Mad, Anger, Upset

    :catboy-tired: Tags:Sleep, tired, bed

    :catboy-sit: Tags:Patient, sit, stay

    :catboy-scoot: Tags:Walk,Run,dash

    :catboy-pool: Tags:Swim,floatie,water,Inner,Tube,donut

    :catboy-wave: Tags:hello,hi,goodbye,greeting,sailor

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