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In about a week, I'll have bottom surgery! Still doesnt feel totally real...

Sometimes being autistic means spending the first few years on your own not realising you can just do things without prior guidance/permission. I bought a blanket last week cause I wanted a blanket - so what if I didn't have one where I grew up? Fuck it, I have a blanket for the couch now.

I should have done this years ago lol. It's so comfy. Crazy how the world opens up when you realize this.

My one year HRT tran-iversary is going to be on a day off next month. Fuck yeah!

Had a very puppy evening, got lots of pets and it was really nice, and just got to be puppppyyyyyy

There should be a pound where I can adopt a puppy girl

When archivists look back on this post as the revolutionary moment that turned society around can you say you upbeared it?

Going to the store is stressful

The amount of people standing exactly where I need to stand or moving so slow genuinely makes me question myself. I feel the need to avoid aisles with people in them. I'm not even sure what kind of shampoo I bought because a worker needed to be exactly where I was standing and that prompted me to just go straight to checkout. I feel like everyone is in my way, or I'm in everyone's way.

It's hard not to freak out over the prospect of nobody being able to relate to things that I post. I go into this meta-analysis of "why do people respond to other people but not me". It's a lot

having symptoms of perimenopause and reading about taking testosterone, estrogen and progesterone at the same time hrt sundae

We are so back today! Tried out a chosen name in my support group and am feeling really good trying clothes on 🥰 It's scary choosing to pursue my identity, but that recognition and acknowledgment of my inner self seeps into other areas of my life. It's empowering.

the instant shot of anxiety when I make a slightly off-color joke on this website

been thinking about a super dumb bit i want to try IRL where I claim that I'm detransitioning into an HRT femboy and then change literally nothing about myself

Lost a pet

i have an exam in two hours and i don't wanna

Up with trans.

I've been reflecting on the fact most Estrogen pills are dissolvable and that could lead to incredible bits. (I know sublingual is better than oral, this is just for the bits)

Like announcing to your friends you forgot to take your HRT today, reaching into your purse and getting a test-tube filled with neon pink liquid solution (probably raspberry cordial which the tablets have been dissolved) and unstopping it and swallowing it all in one gulp.

Or the fact you can add it as a cocktail ingredient. Making a Porn-star Martini and throwing a E-Pill in to make it a Trans Porn-star Martini.

I wish I could truly believe that passing didn’t matter

Everyone ships Thorin Oakenshield and Bilbo, but if you read the Hobbit, it's Balin and Bilbo who have the relationship. Balin is the one Bilbo surprises on lookout duty after he gets the ring. Balin is the only dwarf who comes into the tunnel in the lonely mountain with him when Bilbo sneaks in and meets Smaug.

Did a real nice hike through the snowy woods today. Fell down multiple times (my left arm muscles got stretched). Rolled my ankles again and again. Feet hurt so badly cause I was wearing high heel boots. In order to get through it I had to chant "pain is pleasure" 100 times.

All in all, 9/10 experience. Would recommend.

>I don't have any breast growth
>wow my chest sure is bouncing a lot going up/down stairs

I think I am noticing the weekly cycle now, I get way more cry-y at the end of my injection cycle. I'm only doing 4mg Een but I have been crying constantly. Same last week and I think the week before. At least I think thats whats happening

i really really wish i looked more androgenous. I hate how people think they know me from what they see, but equally i do not wish to submit for their verification or dance for their amusement and least of all hide for their comfort. this flu is kicking my ass i feel like i am in a claymation special

Some people say they get more bisexual after transition. I'm only getting more lesbian.

Had a big fat cry and I feel so fucking good holy shit, first cry of the year the floodgates are low now. Despite the past having pains the the future being uncertain I'm glad still to be alive.

Thinking that I need to pay for a voice trainer, thatd both go smoother and Id actually be able to show up for that instead of trying to self train and having all sorts of mental stuff get in the way. Not sure where to begin, is there any advice from yall or is it something pretty straightforward? Still intimidated and have to figure out getting the money for it.

Girls r so cool

I'm covered in so many scars you'd think I worked somewhere dangerous or I'm like an antifa supersolider but no, I'm just a clumsy girl with inattentive ADHD

Getting a haircut and going to try for something a little more feminine. Pray for me

New trans goal: literally be sparkling with happiness

My therapist asked me if I'd like her to start using she/her pronouns for me and I just about melted into a puddle of happy goo