this post was submitted on 09 Dec 2024
122 points (100.0% liked)

traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

1082 readers
104 users here now

Welcome to /c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns, an anti-capitalist meme community for transgender and gender diverse people.

  1. Please follow the Hexbear Code of Conduct

  2. Selfies are not permitted for the personal safety of users.

  3. No personal identifying information may be posted or commented.

  4. Stay on topic (trans/gender stuff).

  5. Bring a trans friend!

  6. Any image post that gets 200 upvotes with "banner" or "rule 6" in the title becomes the new banner.

  7. Posts about dysphoria/trauma/transphobia should be NSFW tagged for community health purposes.

  8. When made outside of NSFW tagged posts, comments about dysphoria/traumatic/transphobic material should be spoiler tagged.

  9. Arguing in favor of transmedicalism is unacceptable. This is an inclusive and intersectional community.

  10. While this is mostly a meme community, we allow most trans related posts as we grow the trans community on the fediverse.

If you need your neopronouns added to the list, please contact the site admins.

Remember to report rulebreaking posts, don't assume someone else has already done it!

Matrix Group Chat:

Suggested Matrix Client: Cinny

https://rentry.co/tracha (Includes rules and invite link)

WEBRINGS:

🏳️‍⚧️ Transmasculine Pride Ring 🏳️‍⚧️

⬅️ Left 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 Be Crime Do Gay Webring 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 Right ➡️

founded 1 year ago
MODERATORS
 

"Each of us must take into account the raw material which heredity dealt us at birth and the opportunities we have had along the way, and then work out for ourselves a sensible evaluation of our personalities and accomplishments."

Alan L. Hart (1890 – 1962) was a US American 20th-century physician, radiologist, disease researcher, and novelist who pioneered the use of x-ray in detection for tuberculosis. He spent the latter part of his career in public health, undoubtedly saving many thousands of lives across the country expanding tb services and education throughout rural areas. In 1917 Hart was one of the first people to undergo a gender affirming hysterectomy in the United States, and is the first documented case of a female to male transition in medical literature in the English speaking world.

“I had to do it. For years I had been unhappy. With all the inclinations and desires of the boy I had to restrain myself to the more conventional ways of the other sex. I have been happier since I made this change than I ever have in my life, and I will continue this way as long as I live’

interview with Hart about his hysterectomy

Hart begin expressing himself as a boy starting at least age 4, and was largely accepted by his family as male, with his grandfathers obituary in 1921 listing Hart as his grandson. A family friend of his stated in a 1921 interview “Young Hart was different, even then. Boys' clothes just felt natural. Hart always regarded himself as a boy and begged his family to cut his hair and let him wear trousers. Hart disliked dolls but enjoyed playing doctor. He hated traditional girl tasks, preferring farm work with the menfolk instead. The self reliance that became a lifelong trait was evident early: once when he accidentally chopped off his fingertip with an axe, Hart dressed it himself, saying nothing about it to the family.” During childhood school, Hart wrote most of his assignments under his first chosen name of Robert Allen Bamford Jr.

Hart received a total of 4 degrees in his life. He received a pre med degree in 1912 from Portland, Oregon’s Lewis & Clark College, then known as Albany College, followed by a medicine degree doctorate from the University of Oregon Medical Department in Portland (now Oregon Health & Science University) in 1917. His doctorate was originally issued under "Hart, [deadname] aka Robert L., M.D.”. which prompted a legal name change in 1918. He took his first medical job at a Red Cross hospital at this point. In 1928, Hart received a master’s degree in radiology from the University of Pennsylvania and was named director of radiology at Tacoma General Hospital. After working for several years as a tuberculosis consultant in Washington and Idaho, Alan Hart moved with his wife to Hartford, Connecticut, where he received a master’s degree in public health from Yale University in 1948. Around this time, Hart began taking testosterone and is described as having a deeper voice and being able to grow facial hair as a result.


TUBERCULOSIS

Hart devoted much of his career to research and treatment of tuberculosis. By the dawn of the 19th century, tuberculosis—or consumption—had killed one in seven of all people that had ever lived. Throughout much of the 1800s, consumptive patients sought "the cure" in sanatoriums, where it was believed that rest and a healthful climate could change the course of the disease. In 1882, Robert Koch's discovery of the tubercule baccilum revealed that TB was not genetic, but rather highly contagious; it was also somewhat preventable through good hygiene. After some hesitation, the medical community embraced Koch's findings, and the U.S. launched massive public health campaigns to educate the public on tuberculosis prevention and treatment. TB usually attacked victims' lungs first; Hart was among the first physicians to document how it then spread, via the circulatory system, causing lesions on the kidneys, spine, and brain, eventually resulting in death. With no cure for the disease in its advanced stages the only hope for sufferers was early detection.

X-rays, or Roentgen rays as they were more commonly known until World War Two, had been discovered only in 1895, when Hart was five years old. In the early twentieth century they were used to detect bone fractures and tumors, but Hart became interested in their potential for detecting tuberculosis. Since the disease often presented no symptoms in its early stages, X-ray screening was invaluable for early detection. Even rudimentary early X-ray machines could detect the disease before it became critical. This allowed early treatment, often saving the patient's life. It also meant sufferers could be identified and isolated from the population, greatly lessening the spread of the disease. By the time antibiotics were introduced in the 1940s, doctors using the techniques Hart developed had managed to cut the tuberculosis death toll down to one fiftieth of what it had previously been.

In 1937, Hart was hired by the Idaho Tuberculosis Association and later became the state's Tuberculosis Control Officer. He established Idaho's first fixed-location and mobile TB screening clinics and spearheaded the state's war against tuberculosis. Between 1933 and 1945 Hart traveled extensively through rural Idaho, covering thousands of miles while lecturing, conducting mass TB screenings, training new staff, and treating the effects of the epidemic. An experienced and accessible writer, Hart wrote widely for medical journals and popular publications, describing TB for technical and general audiences and giving advice on its prevention, detection, and cure. At the time the word "tuberculosis" carried a social stigma akin to venereal disease, so Hart insisted his clinics be referred to as "chest clinics", himself as a "chest doctor", and his patients as "chest patients". Discretion and compassion were important tools in treating the stigmatised disease.

In 1943, Hart, now recognized as pre-eminent in the field of tubercular roentgenology, compiled his extensive evidence on TB and other X-ray-detectable cases into a definitive compendium, These Mysterious Rays: A Nontechnical Discussion of the Uses of X-rays and Radium, Chiefly in Medicine, still a standard text today. The book was translated into Spanish and several other languages

PBS - TB in America: 1895-1954

Join our public Matrix server! https://matrix.to/#/#tracha:chapo.chat


As a reminder, be sure to properly give content warnings and put sensitive subjects behind proper spoiler tags. It's for the mental health of not just your comrades, but yourself as well. Here is a screenshot of where to find the spoiler button.

(page 4) 50 comments
sorted by: hot top controversial new old
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (5 children)

People have been calling me mommy and mom at work. It's not crazy far off from my actual name... but cmon. Don't call me mom, we're coworkers wtf

load more comments (5 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago

WHAT is she yapping abt???? (mention of nsfw topics, more bookyapping)Thinkin about how I don't have anything in my TBR that is T4T and I decided that sapphic transfemme romances exclusively being cis4trans is uh transphobia and a crime.

What do I fuckin care about cis people huh???? I am not scouring these tags to be seeing cis people be gay. I am literally drowning in cis lesbian romances, please lay off. Where are all the neato stories about beautiful trans lesbians kissing??????

A full survey of the T4Ts I have discovered:

  • The Last Girl Scout by Natalie Ironside, in which the central relationship kind of gets sidelined by Trotskyist shenanigans and killing vampires.

  • The Price On Her Head by Suzanne Clay, which I remember enjoying but is minotaur erotica so.

  • In the Court of the Nameless Queen by Natalie Ironside, which is great if you like spiders! Only one of the four shorts is t4t though.

  • Psycho Nymph Exile by Porpentine Charity Heartscape, which woooooooah damn. Hey woooah, slow down a sec, damn. That's a lot at once.

And if you wanna be kinda sad n fruity abt it, Little Blue Encyclopedia by Hazel Jane Plante has the narrator missing & mourning her beautiful best friend she had a crush on. Yes I recommend it.

Why do I have to deal with cis people being part of these relationships in my fiction all the time? I wouldn't date cis people. I ain't fuckin interested. Quite frequently the cis half of these things is either an annoying cardboard cutout or quite frankly a source of scuffed shit too. (see Something Borrowed by Daisy Landish, Lifetime Between Us and Knock Me Down by Diana Morland, and Pack of Her Own by Elena Abbott)

So why can we not have more cool books about t4t, huh? Who do I need to talk to about this?? I guess I need to dive into ao3 or something to find em, Idk. I haven't been on an internet expedition to find more books lately, my TBR is packed. But I'd add more books if they were gay t4t!!!

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

everyone always wishes a mary christmas but never a joseph christmas #mensrights

load more comments (1 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Depression, being an asshole to myselfReally need to get friends IRL and a therapist. Finding myself far to reliant on this site emotionally. Like I went to message the admins to delete my shit because I want to force myself to get out, but I somehow had a fucking mental breakdown over it because I am an emotional gaping open wound. This fucking alienation from capitalism sucks ass. Wish I was actually emotionally strong enough to fight against it but I'm just a failure.
Gonna just try taking a break from the bearsite for now to see if I can force myself to get friends

load more comments (1 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 2 weeks ago

Having someone close to me would’ve really helped these past two weeks. It’s been pretty lonely since I can’t get out and hang out with people. My caretaker is literally just a family member, so not much to be gained there. She’s doing okay, but kinda just sits there on her phone until I yell for water or something. Even then, she’s made herself sparse since I became more mobile. Eh.

I need to get back on the dating bandwagon sooner or later. Just don’t like doing it this close to 40 as a transwoman. Maybe after I’m fully recovered. Not sure if I’m ready yet though.

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

"I... can't duel her"

"You can't duel her? You said you were doing that for weeks."

"I've been trying to duel her! But every time we get to it, she just stands there blushing. Ominously."

"So?"

"I... just... it's some new technique. I need to figure out the parry or something. She just, blushes. You don't know what it's like!!"

load more comments (1 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (2 children)

bodily fluids (yellow-ish)Forgetting to "milk out" the last of the piss so there is piss in my underwear. catgirl-hiss

I'm not even on HRT. this is bullshit. At least with HRT there must be upsides, but no, I just get piss in my underwear without any upsides.

Edit: nobody say that the piss in my underwear is the upside.

load more comments (2 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (2 children)
load more comments (2 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago

My favorite hoodie was a bit torn at the armpit but I resisted the urge to rip off the sleeves and sowed it back up. I really need to practice my sewing again I won't say I was ever great at it but my skills have really fallen off.

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago

::: spoiler sex materials So, turns out j lube really is all that, new favorite lube, and it dries very cleanly ^^

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (3 children)

girls help i need help finding that one pic of joseph stalin put through the femme faceapp filter

load more comments (3 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago

I always feel so slutty when one of my suspenders is falling loose from my shoulders under my clothes, I try to adjust it but unless if I cross them and make an X they go down eventually.

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Oh my god... Louboutin carries my size...

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (3 children)

Commies can NOT have designer clothes trans-hammer-sickle

load more comments (3 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I have like 100 free games in my Epic account but I've only played maybe 3 of them

load more comments (1 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (16 children)

Refreshing my music library like

geordi-no Prog rock/metal with masc vocalists

geordi-yes Prog rock/metal with fem vocalists

load more comments (16 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (5 children)
load more comments (5 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (10 children)

some self-work on feeling secure in relationships, cw vague mentions of past trauma, bad relationships, etc.i spent a lot of the day yesterday excavating my very soul, and realizing that I have some trust/security issues when it comes to romantic relationships. I've been through a lot of relationships in which I felt alone in my struggles (to be fair, I was severely depressed and anxious and having regular meltdowns when I was younger) and felt uncared for, but now I'm wondering how much of those feelings were my own kind of barriers?

I think I'm trying to say that I think several of the people in my past did genuinely care about me, in retrospect, but I was incapable of feeling secure because of trauma/my own mental health struggles. Trying to recalibrate in the face of that is really weird for me, but I kinda need to explore whether this is true because I don't want to be held back from trusting new people, I want to make friends and be good to my romantic partners and such.

I did a bunch of reading on relationship security last night, and found some interesting new ideas:

  • Insecurity in a relationship can come from within and be a "me" problem, a self-worth issue
  • Insecurity can also be created by the actual situation in the relationship itself (like if someone isn't meeting your needs). And sometimes we can blame ourselves for needing things and hate ourselves for having needs that aren't being met, either because what we want to ask for is "unacceptable" or we are scared of a possible confrontation.
  • Insecurity can also just be a byproduct of a relationship being new as well, I think, since you're getting to know someone.

I think I've come to a few conclusions here:

  1. I need to stop apologizing for being me - if I need to ramble a bit, or if I need some comfort, or anything like that, I shouldn't be ashamed to ask from the people close to me. And I shouldn't apologize for needing these things. In short, it's ok to be "needy." And I hope that people can do it back.
  2. If people can't/won't meet my needs, then I should find people who can (luckily, everyone I am close to at the moment is extremely supportive).
  3. Self-censorship makes even the most well-intentioned relationships difficult - I need to learn to stop censoring my emotions and to express them.
  4. Finally, I need to put in some effort to figure out what my needs are. Vague uncertainty is kind of like ... difficult for anyone to do anything about, so having clarity within myself helps me to communicate.

I got a lot of hope from one of the things I read that said basically that the author believed pretty much anyone could learn secure attachment styles.

I also really am starting to understand the idea of "enthusiastic consent," finally. Both in a sense for if I'm not a "fuck yes" to something I should probably be saying no, and also if someone else isn't a "fuck yes" about X or Y then I should find someone who is and that I shouldn't let them do things they don't really want to do just to try to make me happy (There is of course an asterisk here for crisis situations etc).

I've been in a lot of "meh" situations in my past just because I've been afraid to be alone and I've felt that no one could really be enthusiastic about me because of that, so I never really thought it applied to me. Knowing that there are people who are enthusiastic about doing things with me and that its possible for that to be mutual gives me hope that I can have exciting and fulfilling relationships. I think if I chase after the excitement more and say no to things I'm not excited about, I won't push myself too hard, my needs will be met, etc. etc.

load more comments (10 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Facial dysmorphiaMy facial dysmorphia is so bad doggirl-tears Earlier today my face looked really masculine in the mirror, but now it's like a switch flipped in my brain and I can only perceive my face as feminine and really close to passing. I have no idea what I actually look like.

load more comments (1 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (9 children)

dysphoriaShaved my face. Still can feel the little fucking hairs, but now my face hurts. Still look awful, still feel awful, literally just keeps the problem from getting worse. I've been laying in bed crying. Why did I have to go through male puberty. I hate being male. Fixing ~~the things that even can be fixed~~ is going to be such a long and difficult process. god I hate this.

load more comments (9 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (5 children)

nsfwgoing to try boofing my prog for a week or two ~~because i'm bored~~ to see if it does anything for me compared to taking it orally

load more comments (5 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago

It's like 7am and I've been up for like 26 hours but I have a (good post‽) to make about Gender and an album I like a lot, please remind me to share my thoughts on it because it might be good idk

(Protest the Hero's first two albums in case you're curious)

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago

"Why yes, my name is Robert Allen Badassmotherfucker"

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

the foxes are eating the galaxy

load more comments (1 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I had to be productive at work today, so I missed everything that happened. Welcome to all the new folks from bluesky!

load more comments (1 replies)
[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 week ago (7 children)

Missing dose

I missed one of my doses for the first time, goddamnit. I can't take it since I'm already on the bus to another city. I'm reqcting to this more emotionally than I thought. I'm distraught. Missing one dose of three daily doses shouldn't be that big of a deal and I hate how strongly I'm panicking over it. Maybe taking 2mg instead of one mg tonight will make for it

load more comments (7 replies)
[–] [email protected] 11 points 1 week ago

I gotta get my passport redid, I'm going to Seattle for My Chemical Romance and that's the last thing I need changed to my current name and gender

[–] [email protected] 11 points 1 week ago

i just love to get anxious about something that didnt happen, but might happen in a timeline. maybe not this one, but STILL

I love my brain thonk-cri

load more comments
view more: ‹ prev next ›