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Who is "Bad Gateway" and what do they want from me? 
In a communist world I would like to be a full-time artist (please let communism come so I can make propaganda posters for a living... ) but since we live in hell I think my most realistic career option is to become the cool art teacher. I have experience teaching art, I'm fairly good at it and I don't mind it. Also I dress weird and I'm trans and a communist and I think being a teacher is hopefully one of the professions that won't make me tone down these things too much (depending on the school.)
Dysphoria
I'm on vacation rn and I'm feeling pretty dysphoric. Wish I had packed those feminine pants, really want to wear them right now. I do like the bra I'm wearing but it's not enough. Gonna put on some eyeliner in the bathroom tonight to see if I feel better. Don't know if I'll keep it on and show my friends.
Anyone here who has experience using pioglitazone for better fat redistribution? I finally managed to source some and Iβm quite excited to try it out 
i'm sick. i hate this.
cw:dysphoria, imposter syndrome
Whenever I imagine myself in situations, it feels better to imagine myself as a girl. I prefer feminine clothing. I don't like having my facial hair, at least now that I know this about myself. I get dysphoria about other shit too.
So why is it when I look at the picture I took before I shaved and everything, before this hit me, I think to myself "fuck he's actually kinda cute, being him wouldn't be the worst thing in the world." It wasn't.
I mean I feel dysphoric from some of it. There was a lot of mental anguish from trying to fit the molds society pushes on dudes, but I figured that was normal. Shit maybe actually I didn't like being him, I mean I havent been having regular breakdowns at work anymore where I just sit and silently exist (thank god for the parts closet lmao), but it still feels like it wouldn't be so bad.
Why must my brain make me question my transness? I thought bisexual imposter syndrome was bad, holy shit.
Also if I ended up being cis that means I couldn't hang here, and that would be large sad.
Edit: The beard looks cute, but so do the thigh highs, and more importantly, they feel right.
have to wake up real early tomorrow to make it to the third laser appointment 
have a good night, chat
huh. while out completely boymode i think i just got catcalled. i have no idea if that actually was, i just remember a car driving past me and hearing the loud scream of something between a wolf howling and Tom from Tom and Jerry getting his finger caught in a mousetrap. Like that one sound Kong makes at the end of Dr. Strangelove and he's riding the bomb that's being dropped
I am now very confused
sex
Finally got a new thrusting massager after years of having neither a partner or even a toy.
Nice to finally get something up there again, but LORD do I need to train. I can just barely get passed the head >~<
spoiler
Bottoms, we salute you. Fucking having to watch diet and training, god bless bottoms
About to hit the nastiest clopen of all time. Got home at 11:30 pm, leaving the house now at 5:30 am the next day. Also my 9th day in a row working π
I'm so tired boss...
Bit idea: voice training, but you check your progress by running your Vocaroos through the stereo and your voice passes when the subwoofer crossover doesn't catch anything
reprocessing gender dysphoria
I've been reprocessing/reparenting myself (like with EMDR).
Started with a mushroom vision the night my egg cracked of myself as a very joyful five year old girl wearing gender affirming clothes.
Reprocessing my teenage self currently. She's helping us with voice lessons, the self dead naming/misgendering, and to move forward into our twenties and beyond.
It's kinda fun. Though difficult at times. Our teenage years had a lot of trauma.
Anyway, it's the bio/psych/social model of health care. Biologically I'm on E. Socially I'm transitioning. Psychicly I'm reprocessing. With gender euphoria and gender affirmation as my north star.
Injection anxiety
I just did my second injection. I don't know why, but for some reason I was more scared to put the needle in this time. I sat there holding the syringe full of estrogen for like 20 minutes after I filled it up, and now I'm worried it got infected. I'm sure I'll get better at this soon, but I thought that it would be easier the second time...
And I chickened out before I got it all in again. The thing is, most people say Lena's recommended dosage of 0.22ml at 50 mg/ml is way too high, so I'm not really worried about losing 0.6ml, but I wish I were at least brave enough to do the full thing.
I feel kinda weird again, but I know it's in my head.
Being at work and seeing a beautiful woman with dorky unkempt hair, a very cute soft face, and a suspiciously voluminous chest under her hoodie. She gives you her name and it's masculine though, and everybody else seems convinced she is a guy somehow. Wondering just how oblivious the cis are.
(If this is you ily btw β¨)
Precheck is infinitely worth it for less hassle if you are flying in the US, thoughugh, airports
βThank you, sir.β Hasnβt happened in a while and just ugh. 
When the room gets really dark and then it dawns on you that you've been 5 hours behind all day because you reinstalled windoze offline and forgot to correct the time. I didn"t feel the hunger because I had been distracted for hours 
it seems to be kind of a trope in yuri manga for there to be a couple of teachers who are also lesbians
I no longer wish to be exposed to gamer culture war
I'm finally caught up on the sisters of dorley hall. Now I'm low key a little depressed that I have to wait around for the next chapter. Maybe I'll read that one book named after a Southwestern us state that @[email protected] is always going on and on about. 
I could try reading unjust depths. Or I could even stop being such a 
and read some more theory. Hmmmmm decisions decisions
I keep finding strands of my hair in increasingly dumb places. Like it's one thing to find it on your sleeves or socks, but why is it in my pantleg, or clinging to my buttcheek?
