In a communist world I would like to be a full-time artist (please let communism come so I can make propaganda posters for a living... ) but since we live in hell I think my most realistic career option is to become the cool art teacher. I have experience teaching art, I'm fairly good at it and I don't mind it. Also I dress weird and I'm trans and a communist and I think being a teacher is hopefully one of the professions that won't make me tone down these things too much (depending on the school.)
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Anyone here who has experience using pioglitazone for better fat redistribution? I finally managed to source some and I’m quite excited to try it out
Finished customizing a purple laptop bag with some patches and lace. It's pretty gothy — I put two hand-stenciled patches on there, one of a coffin (because why not) and one of Strange Boutique, which is one of my favorite goth bands (they're a late-80s early-90s band that's imo super underrated, the lead singer also went on to form Faith and the Muse which is another one of my favorite goth bands.) The other patches were cut from a velvet dress that was too small for me, some plaid sleeves that I cut off one of my favorite flannels, and this sheer black scarf-y scrap of fabric that I pilfered from my old college's scrap fabric bin. There's also a velvet bat on there because why not. Anyways I'm excited to bring this bag to school, it's going to be fun. But oh my god, sewing through this bag was Not Fun.
cw:dysphoria, imposter syndrome
Whenever I imagine myself in situations, it feels better to imagine myself as a girl. I prefer feminine clothing. I don't like having my facial hair, at least now that I know this about myself. I get dysphoria about other shit too.
So why is it when I look at the picture I took before I shaved and everything, before this hit me, I think to myself "fuck he's actually kinda cute, being him wouldn't be the worst thing in the world." It wasn't.
I mean I feel dysphoric from some of it. There was a lot of mental anguish from trying to fit the molds society pushes on dudes, but I figured that was normal. Shit maybe actually I didn't like being him, I mean I havent been having regular breakdowns at work anymore where I just sit and silently exist (thank god for the parts closet lmao), but it still feels like it wouldn't be so bad.
Why must my brain make me question my transness? I thought bisexual imposter syndrome was bad, holy shit.
Also if I ended up being cis that means I couldn't hang here, and that would be large sad.
Edit: The beard looks cute, but so do the thigh highs, and more importantly, they feel right.
Who is "Bad Gateway" and what do they want from me?
huh. while out completely boymode i think i just got catcalled. i have no idea if that actually was, i just remember a car driving past me and hearing the loud scream of something between a wolf howling and Tom from Tom and Jerry getting his finger caught in a mousetrap. Like that one sound Kong makes at the end of Dr. Strangelove and he's riding the bomb that's being dropped
I am now very confused
sex
Finally got a new thrusting massager after years of having neither a partner or even a toy.
Nice to finally get something up there again, but LORD do I need to train. I can just barely get passed the head >~<
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Bottoms, we salute you. Fucking having to watch diet and training, god bless bottoms
About to hit the nastiest clopen of all time. Got home at 11:30 pm, leaving the house now at 5:30 am the next day. Also my 9th day in a row working 😁
I'm so tired boss...
brainworms/deworming and bottom dysphoria
I'm struggling to put it into words, but I think I felt like I needed to be okay with my genitals. Like I'd be a bad trans person if I wasn't.
And chat, sometimes I do want a vagina, and that's okay. It doesn't mean I hate myself or being trans.
So yea, bottom dysphoria is back and less repressed. Why must there be so many bad thoughts out there on trans people's genitals and how they should feel about them :ohnoes:
Me getting the cuties in #tracha to talk about their special interests:
40mg of meth. makes me want to talk.
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Methylphenidate, the other CNS stim.
complaining about clothes
Wow, I just fucking love how any clothes I want only fit either my waist or hips. I was looking at yoga pants yesterday. Large fits my hips, XXL fits my waist. So like wtf do I even buy? It's like this for damn near all girl clothes too. Even the shirts have both measurements listed. Skirts, shorts, same thing. I feel like whatever I buy isn't going to fit me right and I'll feel awful.
Trying to figure out if I have OCD or just ADHD. Some site says you probably only have one but the symptoms overlap. “Compulsivity and Impulsivity are opposite ends of a spectrum,” well what if I’m proof of horseshoe theory? At the end it said ask if you’re inhibited and capable of complex compulsions or not, and I’m like “kinda, at least sometimes.” I’ve heard others say OCD symptoms can fluctuate or have episodes, idk. Fuckin’ Occhiolism. If I could know what other people’s minds felt like.