Idk why it's taken me this long to come chill in the mega

Just finished my first exercise routine since prior to my surgery. Get back and now I see why my notifications were full of "DOUBLE THREAD"

Since we are getting to the end of the mega:

Would it surprise you if I told you the HEXBEAR logo has been erased completely again. I just watched the 24-72 hour time lapse, it's funny to watch us make art, completely move, make more art, move again, rinse repeat

All the "we wont fill the remaining white space, dont expand the canvas!!" - yeah sure, maybe because instead of working collaboratively you're just stalking trans people and destroying their art - NATO freaks are fascist dogs

https://canvas.fediverse.events/#x=687&y=362&zoom=50&tu=https%3A%2F%2Fhexbear.net%2Fpictrs%2Fimage%2Fbbdc775e-c22e-432b-bfaa-4836c0246313.png&tw=1000&tx=0&ty=0&ts=DOTTED_SMALL

I need it

I want to play death metal but in a queer and gender fucky way

I wish my penis was more cylindrical

I want to complain about HRT dosage and endocrinologists. Back when I took E via pills, I had some okay hormone levels going, but on the order of my new endo I switched to gel. I don't understand why, but it just doesn't work properly and I haven't been feeling right for a long while now. The doctor never really cared of course. I swear they're trained to think of "cross-gender" hormones as some rare poison that's the ultima ratio for the strange patients. Anyway, I'll be getting a new one soon and if they also suck, I'll have to look into getting a better one at the next town over. Why does it have to be that difficult?

My down-with-cis vibes, they grant me strength, give me power beyond measure. Motivate my reanimated corpse to move with grace and force. My down-with-cis aura, it reinvigorates my tired, battered bones, I feel anew with the fire of hatred for cisnormativity that burns blinding within me. Look out.

THIS NEW BLACK DRESSES FUCKS, HFHFIFJGHF

I'm bringing forward my travel nurse plan schedule. I love working with the kids, but I'm over my coworkers.

I was gonna stay another year, get another $6K off my student loans, but I fucking HATE it here. I'd rather do the 13 week contract thing for twice the money I make now and just pay off loans faster - or even better buy FFS or a BBL.

I thrifted a flowy silk skirt, and of all my pretty clothes, it’s the best.

Trying to get my partner to watch chainsaw man with me is proving to be a uphill battle

i dunno was thinking of putting on makeup and cute clothes for no reason today

I'm so gay

Good Day. Today is International Non Binary Peoples Day. A day about visibility for all who identify as Non Binary.

I started spiro and it's been so good for my mental health but it has caused insomnia for me. It is starting to get to me, I'm only getting 5-6 hours of sleep a night (sometimes less...) I go to sleep and wake up at around the 5 hour mark and can't fall asleep.

I only started like 2 weeks ago. Has anyone else dealt with this? Does it go away? Any tips to get around this? If I could sleep well this is like a miracle drug for me. I really want it to work out

I love my local bar! I just went into a stall in the men's and there was some graffiti that said, and I quote, "Trans men are the sexiest, hands down".

Neat! Sure, I'm agender and not actually a man, but still, if people try to hassle me here, it's pretty guaranteed that won't fly, so that's cool! You love to see it!

Getting gender affirmation by running cables around the house, bedecked with tools and shit like I'm a dyke handyman

This mega was poppin, it slapped, awesome week

ok I changed my mind. If I cut off my hair I'm just gonna look like a nazi because of the way I dress :/

I did the Sudoku in 16:24

The nurse who drew my blood this time was much less intimidating, but she still mentioned water.

I found this critique of L's voice training guide, and I think it does a good job explaining why the guide is considered to be outdated. A lot of the concepts and exercises mentioned are still frequently used within the trans community, so it's definitely worth reading through, even if you're not using L's guide

A question for the mega: did my mother have a responsibility not to let her husband (different man to my dad) kick me out of the house before they moved the summer after highschool, purely because he is a comedy transphobe? I would have hated moving way out into a rural area, but probably less so than couchsurfing.

I ask because Idk if there's disagreement on prioritising one's children. If you are a parent: if you are a parent, what is your stance on this, maybe minus the queerphobia. Do you have a responsibility to your child over your partner? Inquiring mind (my dumb ass) wants to know!

Getting gender euphoria by sitting at the kitchen table cracking sunflower seeds and drinking tea like an old Chinese grandparent.