I wasn't made to have responsibilities

I've gotten very far into my physical transition since last summer, and recently I've made some more progress with getting my parents to understand this whole trans thing. But everything else in my life has just gotten worse, sadly.

Rant about personal struggles, transphobia and loneliness

I feel like I'm never going to get a job, I'm struggling to stay motivated for anything thanks to my ADHD, I've grown very distant with the few friends I have, and I have no idea how I'm gonna come out to my extended family. The isolation I feel from all of this is really starting to take a toll on me. There's also fact that my brother is a techbro chud that thinks trans people are all just mentally ill. Wish I could cut him out of my life, but that's difficult to do when he still lives with my parents, who I very much care about and want to stay in contact with. This shit sucks

Despite all of this I feel hopeful about my future. Gonna try to join a local queer org soon, see if I can't get to know more trans people that way. Also looking into getting therapy, as well as trying out a different ADHD medication since ritalin isn't doing anything for me.

Yesterday I had the worst shower possible, I go in, put hot water, realize midway through that I have no soap, no shampoo, no sponge, so I just threw hot water on my body for like 30 minutes and wore my clothes

we must surpass the news mega

ignore my news mega posting i am not a traitor that must just be a bug ignore it

traaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns

Jesyus fucjing cnhrist I almost girl fainted in my girl bathroom just now my right ear is fucjikgn girl ringing shit

How do people handle names with job applications? In the past I've just used my legal/dead name but now I'm using my chosen name on top and adding a note on my resume of my legal name and that I'm trans. It's a little awkward and I'm worried about discrimination, but idk how best to approach it.

For context I've mostly been working blue coller in warehouses or doing data entry or light technical repair type stuff, and I'm applying in blue areas in the US.

Injection #3 today; hopefully things start happening soon!

Been crying soooooooo much more lately

Despite that, I feel like vomiting all those sad emotions has made me find some joy again. Things are very difficult in my relationship because being trans will end it, but I have more support now than I ever have! I guess I just need to decide whether I'm "trans enough" for transitioning to be worth it

Lots of straight people at the lesbian bar.. just got asked by some dude if I was in line for the men's room. Very cool

hope everyone's doing well

I don't like the changes, can we go back to 0.19.3 plz

Waiting in pre-op now.

If you don't hear from me within 24 hours, I legit died~ ✨💖✨

Edit: hit 900 for me

CAN WE HIT 1,000 COMMENTS FOR MAXIMUM PRIDE?

ahh yis first

There are now only 2 ways to make our report response time faster:

• Making literally everyone a mod

• Robo-transgenders that patrol and purge reactionaries on sight online and irl

Hey Hexbear trans thread it's been a bit, how's it been... Wtf you hit 600 on the week I wasn't posting because I was recovering from a breakup? I can't believe I was the one holding us all back. 😔 Good job, I'm proud of all of you and your incredible posting power.

💜 💜

(I'm also feeling fine now if anyone is worried about the breakup, I just needed a few days playing comfort games and talking with my close friends to recover.)

working on bringing up them post numbers by saying:

THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH!

going to try and present femme in public for the first time tomorrow and oh wow am i nervous and scared

I keep getting gender euphoria from the weirdest things. Yesterday I had to wear these fireproof/cut proof arm sleeve things for work and my first thought was how good they made my hands look. They were like a pair of cute heather green arm warmers. So here I was admiring how nice my hands looked and thinking about how cute things would look with my nails painted. All the while I'm surrounded by a bunch of steel worker dudes.

I WASN'T LYING WHEN I SAID BIGGER AND MORE PRIDEFUL THAN EVER BEFORE

What is everyone’s favorite plushie? Mine is a little brown bat!

STOP BEING ASHAMED OF BEING TRANS

THERE ARE LITERALLY PEOPLE WHO ARE PROUD """BELGIANS""" OUT THERE

Whenever I feel like I'm "faking it" I just think of all the hexbears who feel the same way, and then the feeling dissolves.

This place is powerful

Am I cis or do I have internalized transphobia? I actually have no clue at this point and it's getting annoying.

⚠️To the mods who unpinned the mega⚠️

I have one message for you:

This aggression will not stand.

I'm the only one standing between you and an undulating mass of hormonal super soldiers.

I'm willing to come to the table, but even my patience has its limits.

For your sake, make the right choice.

Shout out to all my autistic trans peeps!

People in trans voice lessons who comment "I'm not trans, but..."

Nobody believes you

Torrenting I Saw The TV Glow for tonight, finally feel like I can fit in here

Trans megathreads popping off

Its the middle of winter I'm tired of 'pride' bring on wrath it sounds cosier

I misread the title as "trans meetup" and was so ready to fedpost

I don't pass, but people are complimenting my hair. Today a cashier asked me for my haircare routine, which was very flattering