[-] RION@hexbear.net 16 points 23 hours ago

I'm glorpin here

[-] RION@hexbear.net 8 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

New boss has been they/themming me a lot (and maybe even he'd just a bit ago, though she "corrected" to they swiftly). I don't think I've ever referred to myself that way to her, and I've got she/her on my pin and my email signature... Maybe it's because her other direct report is nonbinary so she's got the neural pathways for that set up? prob gonna talk to the nb about it and see what they think

[-] RION@hexbear.net 4 points 1 day ago

Was taking about all this with my therapist this evening and realized it probably was probably a bigger deal than I thought... yippee

Ty btw

[-] RION@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago

It was the best decision at that point but would've been better just to order the dang meds on time blob-no-thoughts

[-] RION@hexbear.net 11 points 2 days ago

Breaking: idiot girl realizes that halving her ssri dose for a week to make it to the next shipment might have something to do with why she feels so sad

[-] RION@hexbear.net 18 points 2 days ago

Tbf those two names ain't exactly siblings

[-] RION@hexbear.net 9 points 2 days ago

Can you have C-PTSD for things that weren't really that bad, all things considered?

confused childhood issuesLiving with my then-stepmom from around 11 to 14 was pretty stressful at times. I didn't know anyone in the town she lived in so I just stayed in the house on a laptop when I had to go there every other weekend. I was younger than my new step siblings by several years and couldn't really connect well, especially because I was so awkward. Two of them were nice enough but the third was pretty belligerent and abrasive so I tried to avoid him.

One time the stepmom didn't talk to me unless absolutely necessary for like a week. She and my dad had me and my siblings talk to this guy that I figured was a therapist and so I could be honest with him? But apparently he wasn't and told everything I said to them and she got angry that I, as a ~12 year old, wasn't being communicative enough.

I got a phone in like 4th grade because I was taking the train to get to their house. One time the "family" dog (didn't really feel like my dog because I could only see him on occasion and couldn't take him anywhere) snapped at my stepsister's face and I texted my mom about being scared. My dad and the stepmom went through my phone without me knowing and sat me down to basically tell me not to be so dramatic when talking to my mom about such things. To be fair I had been a little hyperbolic but it was scary to me.

I was also a picky eater, I think chiefly due to sensory issues. The stepmom cooked much more diverse fare than I was used to which made me dread dinnertime because I knew she'd be watching. One of the compromises was that I would eat raw spinach instead of whatever salad or vegetable had been prepared (couldn't do salad because the dressings and vinaigrettes disgusted me). I ate so much raw spinach that I can't really have it anymore. Made my teeth all squeaky too.

Sometimes it got bad enough that I would just skip meals altogether to not have to deal with the rigamarole. Usually I would offset by squirreling a bunch of pretzels from the pantry to eat while in my room. Other times I would eat nothing at all out of spite. I think I went like 36 hours without eating there once?

None of these things really seem that bad, such to the point that I feel a little sheepish posting about this because it seems so tame. But I was always a sensitive kid so maybe I'm just susceptible to even mild "trauma"

[-] RION@hexbear.net 7 points 2 days ago

didn't have the best time last night. Was supposed to look through a bunch of pictures my brother took of me to find the best ones for him to edit but almost broke down crying in the process. Ended up pawning the job off to a friend which is a big relief

[-] RION@hexbear.net 8 points 2 days ago

The really wild thing is the docks don't even seen that dire. To say nothing of "dire dire" have you heard the music it's so chill!

[-] RION@hexbear.net 9 points 4 days ago

Heaetbreaking: girl goes grocery shopping but has one earbud in and the cashier is soft spoken so she can't tell if he said "ma'am" or "man"

God it was probably man. He was too young and casual looking to be saying ma'am...

[-] RION@hexbear.net 25 points 6 days ago

Nathan J Robinson ahh fit

[-] RION@hexbear.net 12 points 6 days ago

This but unironically. But like in general not about her specifically

spoilerI will also take the gentle yet firm and still painful, "'I'm doing this for your own good/because you deserve it" approach

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submitted 1 month ago by RION@hexbear.net to c/chat@hexbear.net

Bro really said ๐Ÿ‘

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submitted 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) by RION@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

โ€ข 1TB OLED $649 -> $949

โ€ข 512GB OLED $549 -> $789

Yowzers, I got the LCD one for $400 plus a little extra to swap in a bigger SSD. $1k for Zen 2 is tough to swallow...

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submitted 2 months ago by RION@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

Mixed feelings... I played like 3k hours of it when I was in college and enjoyed a lot of it but also a lot of it sucked.

At least I got to do my little gay-ass dress up games with my characters, and there was cool lore and art and music, and shooting things felt fun

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submitted 4 months ago by RION@hexbear.net to c/games@hexbear.net

The frame stutter issue that progresses throughout a session until it renders the game unplayable can apparently only be fixed by downgrading steam to a version from 2024?? crazy that that sort of thing can just happen and there's no recourse. Although maybe if I play it on a powerful enough machine I can just brute force past it?

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submitted 4 months ago by RION@hexbear.net to c/chat@hexbear.net

I had to travel over twice my normal commute to get to the location of an all-day event which is highly unusual for me. Now our finance person is saying I "don't get paid for travel", which I would agree with if it was my ordinary commute and not over an hour! Funny thing is I usually get reimbursed for ride share (except the tip ๐Ÿ™„) but I opted for public transit this time because I didn't want to bother with the reimbursement process and half expected them to stiff me...

Mostly just venting, but if anyone has a legal source more directly talking about this under FLSA that would be swag. A lot of stuff is couched in "travel to another city" which isn't technically true in my case

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(making a dedicated post since this doesn't exactly fit with the mega's trans joy theme)

I asked my sister if I could come over to her place after my doctor's appointment to do therapy. She then lets slip to my mom that I've got an appointment. I've basically told my mom everything about my health except the whole trans thing so me not telling her obviously sets off alarm bells. She knows when my last check-up was and it wouldn't make sense to go to this doctor for a work mandated test. Worst of all since I reset my phone I had read receipts on so she could tell that I read her initial message and didn't respond, so I couldn't take time to think of a casual excuse.

I eventually told her that I was trying to introduce a little privacy in regards to my health thanks to work I'd been doing in therapy, which is true on a variety of levels

Was not expecting to have to deal with this. I'm still waiting a little longer to tell my mom but now this is hanging over me

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submitted 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) by RION@hexbear.net to c/chat@hexbear.net

This one just got updated to account for OBBBA and such. Silliness of deficit hawking aside, I always get a kick out of them because of how easy they end up being. Slash military, raise taxes on super wealthy and you're pretty much there. I can fit public option, free community college, and universal pre-K in there and still hit their arbitrary thresholds

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submitted 7 months ago by RION@hexbear.net to c/chat@hexbear.net

Like I know I shouldn't, the process of US tax filing is silly and unnecessary, etc.

but I feel so responsible!!! I do them as early as I can, like as each document I need becomes available. Shit rules

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submitted 8 months ago by RION@hexbear.net to c/technology@hexbear.net

The source is this paywalled report, the headline of which notably doesn't go as far as the techpowerup one, though that might just be to bait people into buying access to the full report.

I know very little about fabrication itself, but it seems like the gist is it's impressive, but pretty expensive and pushing the limits of what's realistic with DUV. I wonder what the plan is if China still can't source (or develop) EUV tech soon?

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I'm a fed now (hexbear.net)
submitted 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago) by RION@hexbear.net to c/badposting@hexbear.net

- me after having lunch

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My apologies Michael I was unfamiliar with your game

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bed bugs :( (hexbear.net)
submitted 8 months ago by RION@hexbear.net to c/chat@hexbear.net

lil bro was crawling towards me on my bed while I was talking to my therapist. I excused myself and almost caught it in a plastic bag before losing it, then severely crashed out about that for 15 minutes with my therapist, then spotted it again and nabbed it. Weirdly pleased because at least I know for sure now.

Good news is it's the landlord's responsibility to take care of, bad news is I'm the one who gets screwed if they do a bad job. I've been doing a healthy amount of research so I know the protocol but if anyone has any hot tips I won't turn my nose up at them

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