I love my d&d group!

Thats all

I would like to announce that last month my egg may* have possibly cracked. Does anyone have any advice for experimenting with presenting fem when in a very masculine coded & non LGBT friendly field? (HVAC)

*I say may because I'm not sure what to do about these feelings or whether they make me trans or not. This describes my experience pretty accurately

I've also changed my mind on the button thought experiment, for most of my life I would decide to push it just to try out having a female body for little while but keep the opportunity to change back if I didn't like it. But now I think I would want to push it even if the changes were permanent.

Apparently my partner's queer org got kicked from their original space due to being too anti-genocide and pro-trans that it made the libs who owned that space lib out.

Focaccia bread with latke baked in

Dreamt I was fighting a witch , was doing fine but should have pulled out more shinangans earlier in the fight, had I pulled the pretending to be a dweeb I could have finished it earlier. You gotta fight with shinangans

I shouldn't have read about how smart cows are : (

Was I always a woman? Did I become one?

The secret is my pre-transition gender is whichever is funnier for the joke I'm making right now.

Injection time

I love Meridith, she sounds like she was great!

Feeling tired and gross today

Gosh there are multiple big things going on this summer now (and am in the process of planning), and it's just really exciting! Not to mention I'll be starting progesterone in a few weeks, and the weather's been getting warmer, which can be nice, but can also means the sun is baking me sometimes. It really feels like summer is already here... but it's not

The semester isn't over, I still have work to do, and I may have forgotten to take my meds today and am struggling to focus. Whoops! I should probably make sure I get my work done so that I can do the things I want to do.

RIP Meredith

Doing black nail polish with pink sparkles on top. Looks nice been meaning to do something other than dark blue. Also got this scrunchie on that has this cute rose design, got a few like this. The scrunchie is black with a red outline, few other ones like a pink one, brown, and blue at home.

Applying to a couple jobs and like, they didn't even give the option of "is this your legal name?" Or "are you trans?" In the affirmative action portion. Just "male or female?"

What they did put was "by signing this you give us permission to verify this information."

And none of the places except for my current employer have known me by my current name, but I haven't legally changed it yet so...

After what felt like years of using the same toothpaste, I finally opened a new one.

What I didn't prepare for was the taste being completly different - I had gotten so used to the taste of my old toothpaste that I forgot they came in different flavors and consistencies.

Spat it out, still haven't recovered from the shock

After waking up my curls still look pretty nice. I’m really shocked at how effective hair gel is. Without it my hair would be such an utter mess by now, and I would always dread looking in a mirror because of dysphoria.

I feel so pretty still.

Hex hamsters never truly die

start up stellaris for the first time in like a year

completely revamped planet management screen and pop system

play for a decade

realize they shipped it without actually verifying if the auto pop migration system actually fucking worked

game now has a nigh unplayable bug in it

close, restart, reload older version

gods fucking dammit paradox

1. stop fucking redoing the planet management and making it worse every time. you had it perfected like 6 years ago

2. stop shipping shit when it doesn't work

Hestia Estra

Putting off the mega till last minute

hi meredith

what a cutie, i'm sorry you lost her so early.