I have never been able to deal with anything. I've always been weak and pathetic. I don't think there's anything that could have gone better for me, to make me not turn out like this.

I just don't want to feel like this anymore. Why can't I be free. Why is dying just... Nothing. There is no bliss, no great life, it's just over. It's just suffering my whole existence and then it's over. Why don't I get to not suffer. :::

I did get measured today fora bra after work. It was terrifying, but I did manage to do it. I now have a definitive bra size and I love it and hate it. 38I/40H. I didn’t expect that large of a cup size. Kind of gave my mind rest so I don’t have to worry about them being too small. Also, I will never buy another bra under $70.

I was terrified and nervous, but the shopkeeper did an excellent job taking care of me. I’m shocked I was able to do it. Maybe things are turning around. I hope so.

I hate the phrase "he or she" in academic texts. Like come on, we have a pronoun for when someone's gender is unknown or unspecified, its they. You don't need to do "he or she" at all. Its just worse than "they" in every way.

Now if your gender is "he or she", then that's a lot cooler

I started doing voice training exercises, and it feels really good and I’m already seeing changes and I’m crying a bunch.

Does anyone have tips for not having to keep stopping to yawn?

I had such a long and exhausting day but I got a permanent cast for my hand instead of a splint held on with an ace bandage wrap and the lady that put it on for me was the nicest person and really good about explaining everything and was so sweet, I'm gonna have to bake her some brownies or something and get her a nice card

sad

I think that's the first time someone's (sort of) held my hand in like 5 years lmao

After all this stressful shit, when I got home all I could think about is how nice it'd be to have a partner to come home to and just cuddle me

I'm so fucking lonely lol, it physically hurts sometimes

Had a dream featuring a cute robot lady and she kept threatening to bite me, but like in a threatening way and I just kept swooning for her

america finally collapsing

you live there and are a member of a vulnerable minority group

The actual puppygirl struggles they don't tell you about

Victims of Transphobia Foundation

edward elric and winry rockbell are a straight t4t couple

Clothes are fun. They should be free for trans people for the first few years of transition.

I somehow drummed up the courage to get fitted for a bra at a local boutique. Holy actual fuck what am I doing? I'm terrified.

There's such sweet adorable guys in this world

So like how do you best come out to someone (when dating)? How early in the process? Like I'm semi-stealth it seems, so idk how to go about it😩

ran out of prog for almost 2 weeks and got back on, how long are these intensified mood swings gonna last it's exhausting i went through the same thing when i hopped on initially and it lasted for a good few weeks but ultimately settled down and i decided the drug was worth it. but if I'm in for another month of this cause i took 10 days off I'm gonna be pissed.

I like to name my characters in video games and ttrpgs the name I veeery nearly chose for myself, as like a little joke that literally only I find funny.