Having to take language classes for my degree might actually break the my horrible procrastination on learning Spanish. Then again, I've always been bad at learning languages and especially speaking them, so it could also just be a way to tank my GPA.
shaving, body shame
I'm used to taking care of my arm hair at this point, but my lower body is intimidating.
It's honestly a source of shame, a big reason for not having sex has been hearing people talk about guy's hygiene and "how disGUSTing men are" and not knowing where to start or how to ask.
I know I'm hairy and smelly, and I'm the type of guy that a lot of women will complain has no sense of hygiene. So I just like, never figured it out. What, was my dad supposed to explain stuff to me or something?
For me it's dysphoria related, in that I hate the body hair and the fact of having to manage it and deal with it. I feel so male when I look at it and try to deal with it. I hate it.
Witch hazel remains great for my skin and makes me feel like a witch 
My ~~knit~~ crocheted panda is looking a lot more odd and scruffy than the stuff my sister makes, but that's okay, he's mine and I love him 
crappy day folx, I decided to switch from Windows to Fedora, and after installing it, I noticed my PC only recognizes 8 out of the 16GB of RAM that should be there? I confirmed this in the BIOS, and tried to go about fixing it by reseating the GPU and RAM (I have had a problem like this before that was fixed that way), and now I can't get it to boot at all (my theory is one of the RAM sticks was fucked and I ended up fucking up the other). Luckily I have a backup mini PC I bought last year that I intended to use as a home server but never got around to setting up. But while I was moving the old PC to storage, something sharp at the bottom of the case cut my middle finger! 😵 not so bad that I have to go to the hospital or anything, but it's deeper than most finger cuts I've had before. I was just getting back into guitar and now I'm gonna have to take a break from that for probably a week 😓.
On the bright side, the Fedora experience has already been a lot better so far, I always had minor problems with Windows on my old PC, mainly to do with intermittent wifi (only fixed by limiting it to wifi 3) and random crashes (which I think had to do with the GPU driver, but I'm not buying another GPU just to see if that fixes it), but Fedora Just Works. Also I was expecting to run into issues when moving the SSD from my old PC to the "new" one, but it's pretty much been a plug and play experience.
Read the children of time this year and really loved it. Anyone has similar recommendations for generation ship sci fi?
Things are finally going in the right direction 
A thrift store near me is doing a sale where a ton of the stuff there is 80% off and the rest is 25% off so I might be taking home a giant haul
Was looking for a PCP now that I am off the student health plan and working as a post-doc, and I got lucky. The one PCP that's accepting clients at the closest (good) in-network clinic notes an interest/specialty in LGBTQ+ primary care. I don't know if I need to switch my GAC from Planned Parenthood, but it does make me hopeful that they won't be in the dark or bigoted about trans health care.
EDIT: Well, that PCP isn't available until June, and in fact it doesn't seem like any PCP is available in the clinic system to establish care until April, when I will probably be moving out of town. So fuck me I guess. Looks like I will be relying on urgent care for health issues then, or at least I have to find someplace that's farther away.
EDIT2: Well, nowhere else within 25 miles or so seems to have a physician available as a PCP until June or July, so I just scheduled an appointment that I will likely not be around for in hopes that someone else cancels. Even if you have insurance I guess healthcare is a lottery in this fucking country.
Got a metallic blue nail polish that by itself looks pretty great but I'm no longer content with just one polish so I added another glitter polish on top of it. Thing with glitter polish I feel is that it should really be labeled as more a top coat than anything, imagining just applying the glitter polish on my nails would be pretty underwhelming.
(CW: joking misogyny) TTRPG adventures:
I've been grappled and have too little strength to break free on my own, so I shout out to the party wizard to cast Twitch, a spell that causes any target to drop whatever item they're holding
Me: "Can you target the bird man grappling me so I can break free?"
Wizard: "Sorry, Twitch only works to drop objects"
Me: (playing a character who is a trans woman) "fucking transphobic magic doesn't recognize me as a woman"
anyone who dislikes the ember island players episode is no friend of mine
My wife thinks she can ratio me. ME!
Pfft, we’ll show her 
brainrot humor, CSM spoilers (kinda)

Me and the people who hugbox me
I still love the smell of cigarettes, including on people, not so much when making out it gets a lil gross lol. But the smell is nice
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infected with a nanovirus that will accelerate their evolution. Through an act of sabotage from an anti-technology group that has also destroyed much of Earth, the monkeys are never released, and the virus instead infects a species of spider, Portia labiata. The book follows the evolution of the spiders and their eventual civilisation, as well as a remnant of humanity that fled to Kern's World hoping to find paradise.