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Children of Time is a 2015 science fiction novel by Adrian Tchaikovsky.

In the distant future, humanity seeks to create new habitats for itself on distant planets, terraforming them and seeding them with life. Dr. Avrana Kern is heading one such project, orbiting the tentatively named "Kern's World", where the plan is to release monkeys le-monke infected with a nanovirus that will accelerate their evolution. Through an act of sabotage from an anti-technology group that has also destroyed much of Earth, the monkeys are never released, and the virus instead infects a species of spider, Portia labiata. The book follows the evolution of the spiders and their eventual civilisation, as well as a remnant of humanity that fled to Kern's World hoping to find paradise.


also children of ruin and children of memory, the sequels, are really good


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[–] [email protected] 12 points 17 hours ago* (last edited 10 hours ago) (4 children)

depression/dysphoria/doomingI've been crying all day. It hurts so much. I could barely talk earlier. So dysphoric about my voice. Just in general too.

I keep doing worse and worse. I've been "trying" (half assed and lazily) to get my shit together for years. Haven't been able to. I'm doing worse now. So how am I going to be able to now when I couldn't then.

I can't start hrt because I can't get better. I can't get better because I'm trapped in a disgusting man body with a disgusting man voice. There's nothing to do. I can't force myself to get better. To work on myself, to voice train, none of it. I can't. I never really could. Not quitting if I never tried.

I have failed life. So many things I will never get to see or experience. Because I'm a failure. All evidence points to me just being born wrong. Defective. Whatever ig. What makes a person turn out like this. I can't blame my parents. They tried. I wish I tried harder. Whatever. Hurts too much. What a shame. Not good enough to even try. I am such a disgusting waste of life. I wish I could give this to someone else.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 13 hours ago (1 children)

Hey, from one severely struggling queer trans commie weirdo to another, I know it sucks ass and unbearably hurts sometimes but I genuinely love you as much as an internet rando can, please be safe and kind to yourself

meow-hug

spoiler

I've been "trying" (half assed and lazily) to get my shit together for years. Haven't been able to. I'm doing worse now. So how am I going to be able to now when I couldn't then.

fuckkkkkk

Yeah, also where I'm at now

Pls reach out if you want

We're gonna get better I swear

or else meow-knife-trans trans-heart

[–] [email protected] 2 points 12 hours ago* (last edited 11 hours ago)

Thank you meow-hug I am safe right now and trying to be nice.

spoileryea pretty rough spot to be.

I might take you up on that offer, ty. I hope it does

[–] [email protected] 8 points 15 hours ago (2 children)

Just wanted to say you're not alone, I always upvote your posts when I see them but I don't always reply because I don't know what to say since I struggle many of the same thoughts and feelings as well.

I can't start hrt because I can't get better

CW: alcoholismI feel this so much, I might be able to start HRT soon but the closer I get to the day where they do blood tests to make sure my health is in order, the more I feel like my health is too fucked from years of general neglect and alcoholism. I tried to quit a while back, and managed a little over a month sober, but relapsed in November. I'm trying to commit to staying sober until then (I've at least managed to have some sober days in the last couple weeks, as opposed to near zero for most of my adult life), but I know it's too little, too late.

[–] [email protected] 8 points 14 hours ago (1 children)

spoilerFirstly, in terms of your health, you should of course quit and get sober and I doubt I even need to say it. If you need extra help you should seek it out, quitting can be difficult. Alcohol is quite harsh on a number of your organs and can give you cancer (which is much underestimated in the general population). If you're drinking enough a day, you may need medical observation to make sure you get through withdrawals okay. How much depends on your genetics and other factors, but generally if you're drinking first thing when you wake up and continuing through out the day that's about where you'd need medical observation. It sounds like you aren't drinking that much because you've been able to have sober days and even a sober month (congrats for that!)

The tests they'd be doing would be about your testosterone levels, your estrogen levels, and your electrolytes if the plan is to start on spiro. Alcohol and spiro aren't a great combo, it'll make you feel pretty weird. Alcohol can mess with your magnesium levels which in turns mess with your potassium, potassium is the one that spiro acts on. Spiro (spironolactone) is a potassium sparing diuretic, it acts on your kidneys to make you pee more but keep more potassium than usual. It has an off label use as an anti androgen. If they test your liver enzymes and iron - there's not really a reason to do it just for HRT - then they'd see how alcohol has been affecting your liver. When you've started on E, eventually you will be closer to how cis women are affected by alcohol. Yes it will take you less to be more drunk and it will affect your health more with fewer drinks.

I don't know if this is the case for you, but I've found a lot of people with a - let's say problematic relationship with alcohol tend to rely on it as self-medication for anxiety. Anxiety is also super common with trans people. If that sounds like something you're dealing with, see if you can get on something like an SNRI and/or getting a short term benzo as needed for panic attacks (if you have them). Those kind of psych meds do not play well with alcohol, one drink every once in a while is fine but every day would affect you way differently than you might be used to. You could, again if this is something that affects you, also seek out some therapy and get tools for dealing with anxiety in addition or instead of medication.

Quitting is hard but doable, you can do it! You made it one month before which means you can do it again. Peoples' bodies are generally pretty resilient especially before advanced age (think like over 70 lol). If you start picking up good health habits like limiting or quitting alcohol, eating a more balanced diet with plenty of fibre, and making sure you get at least 30 minutes of activity a day you will be in pretty great health in short order! There is no "too late to start" it will always benefit you β™‘

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[–] [email protected] 8 points 16 hours ago (1 children)
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[–] [email protected] 11 points 16 hours ago (6 children)

do any trans people listen to The Front Bottoms bridget-smug

[–] [email protected] 2 points 11 hours ago

I don't got out of my way to listen to them, but they show up occasionally and I listen to them.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 16 hours ago (1 children)

she said that its french, i know what it means

[–] [email protected] 3 points 15 hours ago (1 children)

You probably don't even know what that means.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 15 hours ago

You probably don't understand what I mean

[–] [email protected] 3 points 16 hours ago (1 children)
[–] [email protected] 3 points 16 hours ago (2 children)
[–] [email protected] 3 points 15 hours ago

Whole album’s immaculate. I have yet to investigate the rest of the catalog.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 16 hours ago

I found a YouTube link in your comment. Here are links to the same video on alternative frontends that protect your privacy:

[–] [email protected] 3 points 16 hours ago

I don't listen to anything doggirl-sweat

[–] [email protected] 2 points 16 hours ago

I do now, west virginia slaps

[–] [email protected] 2 points 16 hours ago

my ex loves them so I've had some exposure but never really got into them. i like what I've heard though

[–] [email protected] 14 points 21 hours ago

silly but positive, kinda gender euphoria

I still only play games on my old 360 lol but I updated my avatar awhile ago and it's stupid but it really made me happy

The old one was my awkward teenage egg self

Now I have tits and a MJOLNIR helmet that matches my Reach Spartan and it's sick imho

[–] [email protected] 15 points 22 hours ago (1 children)

one of the nice things about working at a small company is sometimes your boss and half the team will just randomly leave 5 minutes before a meeting, and then you don't have to do the meeting

[–] [email protected] 14 points 22 hours ago

and I have no idea where they went, based on the timing I would assume lunch, but based on the people who went it could be a midday hike

[–] [email protected] 12 points 22 hours ago (1 children)

lewd, junkΓΎussy (thussy, they/them b/pussy)

that is all shy

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 23 hours ago

I am God’s eepiest uppy doggirl-sleep

[–] [email protected] 21 points 1 day ago

Boobs are growing again. Also probably more important than size for me is that they're getting a lot rounder and less awkwardly shaped catgirl-heart

[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 day ago (3 children)

what are good things to do with puppygirls im new to this

[–] [email protected] 12 points 23 hours ago* (last edited 22 hours ago)

ok serious answer it kinda depends on how the person in question sees it?

as far as I can tell from some research on this front, theres defs at least one kind of puppygirls to want a space to turn their brains off and just do simple things - some of them like praise, some are sick of constantly having to think all the time and solve problems, etc. There may or may not be a sexual component to it, depending on the person, as far as I can tell. (I am in this category)

I'm sure there are pups out there who don't want to bark on command or be taken out on walks or be given "treats." I dont know as much about those kinds as I'm not sure where to find them. Maybe there are some on this site :)

I suspect its all highly variable so probdbly the only real thing you can do is ask what this person gets out of it themselves. then the real brainstorming can begin

[–] [email protected] 18 points 1 day ago

give a puppygirl a fish and you'll feed her for a day. give a puppygirl a fishing rod and she'll bring it back to you wagging her tail

[–] [email protected] 18 points 1 day ago (2 children)

give them an xbox controller and they will play video games

[–] [email protected] 12 points 23 hours ago

i only respond to playstation controllers tbh

[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 day ago

this works on many types of girl

[–] [email protected] 8 points 23 hours ago (2 children)

Are there any good video games with cross play between the switch and PC? I'm trying to find stuff for me and my brother to play

[–] [email protected] 6 points 21 hours ago (1 children)
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[–] [email protected] 2 points 14 hours ago* (last edited 14 hours ago)

Can confirm. It's really fun!

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[–] [email protected] 17 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (1 children)

I'm missing out on formative years by not having an ex by now, all the ex jokes I could be making as a jaded 30 something year old πŸ˜”

[–] [email protected] 15 points 1 day ago (1 children)

My ex misses me sometimes...but her aim is getting better

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