THANK YOU I've always been thinking "why did the moon just come back? why is nobody acknowledging this?" Now I feel so seen
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Can we talk about The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog? How it, as far as I can tell, just fucking appeared one day as a silly little free game? How it was a several hour VN with decent art and writing? And especially how my partner and I fucking loved it to bits? Look at this guy:
I don't even remember what happened in it but it was like unironically good. Thanks for reading.
Yes, I woke up at a stupid hour because the microchips are making me feel weird. Usually getting vaccinated is like a kinda shitty experience where i have to take a day and a half off of work and just lay in bed whining but this time I kinda spent the day with someone instead and it was really nice, and my anxiety fell asleep so I could talk more freely. So ... Thank you, vaccine brain?
spoiler
its possible I am one of the luckiest people alive
Had my first gender appointment (hrt requires a LOT of gender appointments in my gatekeeper central of a country) and it made me realise: I am SO trans and SO gay. I was scared that I had to lie to be more convincing to get the juice faster but I didnโt even have to lie because, I repeat, I am SO trans and SO gay
I've had the same feelings. It's one thing when you think something is just available to you, but when you find it's not, the urges just get out of control.
When I had laser hair removal once, I had a bad reaction, and I thought I wouldn't be able to continue. I had a total meltdown. Really showed me how important it actually was.
I'm not good at falling asleep why do I have to do it like three times a day.
I drank the first monster of my life today. Where do I pick up my trans license?
Depression
I think I need to get new depression meds. The ones I'm on now are better than the previous onesbhy a fair bit but its still rough mentally. Just don't want to have to deal with more random side effects that fuck me up.
uhhhh this is a long rant into the void, i'm sorry in advance
recontextualising my childhood (cw depression)
i'm now realising that i was very likely depressed when i was 14-15. at the time i remember thinking that i wasn't charismatic/masculine enough for anyone to spend time with. i thought a lot about suicide but never considered it. i watched SO many videos like "How to get people to like you". but i didn't think i was depressed then because i had a group of friends, now i don't think they ever really cared about my wellbeing at all. then, go figure, i would crush so hard on any girl that showed me any lick of compassion or just feel weird that i was trying to hang out with someone of the other gender. it's infuriating how much my friends, family, the internet, all bullied the masculinity into me and that i had no idea what was wrong with me (was yet to figure out there was nothing wrong, just trans and autistic).
well i was at that low point until i started talking to someone and one day she invited me to this charity event that i cross-dressed in. her friends, that i had known but not really connected with before, helped me get ready and they made me feel so fucking pretty omg. i never forgot that, it was the best night i'd had in a really long time (even if my friends laughed at the pictures when they saw them). well, full of anxiety i asked that girl out and she said yes. we dated for 10 months or so and i think the whole time i was living vicariously through her - "while boys can't go to girls hangouts and help do girl things, boyfriends can" kinda mentality. the break up was kinda expected but losing that group of people that actually cared about me was really tough.
there was quite a bit of repression after that but i'll save that for another rant lol
anyways, thank god for . i'm sad that it took me a while to figure out but i'm glad it happened when it did
weird dream nsfw CW SA
Dreamt I dude groped me by grabbing my boob, I flexed my pec so hard I nearly broke his hand. I've no clue what this means other than I'm powerful
How do I find a good bra? There is literally nowhere I can realistically shop in person, so I need to order online. Sports bras and bralettes aren't cutting it anymore, lol
https://www.abrathatfits.org/ is a good way to fidn out. Sizes may differ depending in how developed the breast tissue is. In what way I cannot tell you because I am high as hell right now
officially two days behind on my injection, thank you anxiety
Did my first blood test for T and E so I don't have to wait anymore for that and I'm one step closer to starting HRT. But want to make an appointment for blood work for liver function first since I'm going to take bicalutamide. I could've asked to the nurse if she could test that as well but didn't think of it at the time
Call me Pisshmael
sexuality, anxiety, HRT
Seeing a lot of people here saying that they weren't attracted to men before HRT, but now they are (some exclusively), and it really freaks me out.
If E made me not attracted to my wife anymore, I couldn't handle it--literally panicking just thinking about it. It makes me not even want to try it, tbh.
One of the only reasons I decided to try HRT was because @[email protected] once said that sexual preference shifts are statistically unlikely.
::: spoiler spoiler this is one of the worst bits of misinformation imo. hrt can't shift sexuality, discovering more about yourself can, but it sounds like you've done a lot of thinking on that already. I wouldn't worry
time really is moving a lot slower now that I'm actually enjoying life. I was talking with some friends about I Saw The TV Glow and just remembered that it was released this year and not last year even though it feels like it might as well have came out two years ago from all I remember
God, at the start of this year I really did think that I was a cis guy, didn't I?
fuck, how time changes...