I got to the makeup store, was able to get help with color matching and get some decent products. I definitely got up-sold, but I do not care.

Now I just need to practice so I can get some decent, femme-looking passport photos done.

well,,, guess that's it

Paid for my DIY finally. Hopefully it went well, and it can be sent

I've posted before about my "stuff I just think is neat" or "neat thing I find" windowsill but I got a cute lil' sugarskull pot with some kinda succulent and transferred a hen & chick from the garden into a big mug that sucks to actually drink out of and I think it's cute

(the little 👻 for the skull is a ring that was a decoration for a spoopy Halloween cupcake)

The best thing about losing weight is being able to sit cross legged in unconventional ways I haven’t been able to since my early 20s

Feeling more comfortable in my skin than possibly ever.

I like my new name, and it's become a natural part of me very quickly.

My preferred clothes ("women's" clothing), which previously I had to work up a lot of emotions to put on, are just a matter of course now. I wear them without even really thinking about it.

I'm less concerned with words like man/woman/enby or pronouns. Just focusing on my own experience. More confident and comfortable with my sexuality.

4 months of laser hair removal is paying off. I have a lot of sessions in front of me, but the results are real and noticeable. I'm happy every time I see it in the mirror. I don't break down crying after I can't get a close shave anymore. If I have a little stubble, it's okay. It'll be gone soon enough.

Voice training continues to be an obstacle. I find it very emotionally draining, but I'm trying. I've done more consistent training in the last few weeks than ever before. It's not where it needs to be, but it's good. Eventually, it will become second nature like the clothes.

All together, thoughts of transition are less fear-based and more colored with calm excitement and confidence.

It feels good, people. I'm really embodying the love/loves atm

up with trans

I kinda want to ask my friend out (i've accepted that her calling me very cute was probably not just platonic), but I feel bad about it.

The thing is I've usually met this friend with another friend when we've hung out. We only met 1 on 1 last weekend because both of us happened to be free while the third girl wasn't. We've even talked about a place we want to go, but if I ask her to hang out with just me, part of me feels like I would be ditching the other friend and going behind her back.

Chat, if a guy gives you a kiss is that a sign he likes you?

This daylight savings kinda sweet, got more time to sleep and per chance to dream

I went to the thrift store and picked out a couple skirts and a cute sweater, the changing room was closed so I tried on a skirt in the McDonald's bathroom and it fit. I don't know how I had the courage to do this because Ive barely worn women's clothing on my own let alone in public but I just kept it on as I took the bus home. I was giddy laughing to myself because I looked in the mirror and actually liked how I looked. I have some thinking to do

Saw the picture and my first thought was, “we need to access the mega via terminal this week?”

I wish I had started at a high dose off the bat instead of fucking myself over on the first few crucial years with low and inconsistent doses.
I wish I was skinnier/more comfortable with my weight so I could feel fine gaining weight for HRT affects.
I sometimes wish I was just ace so I could have that as an excuse for my hang ups with physical intimacy.

lmao the "am i really trans" thoughts just keep coming, don't they? they just hit me today and I asked "why wouldn't I be" and the only answer I had was "I don't know" but I still feel it anyway? lmao

Started new meds today lets fucking go! Been going up and down all day, probably will continue to do so as i acclimate to them. Restless... But doing fine all in all :medicated:

I've seen enough speedrunning vids to know E is a Performance-enhancing substance, I'm more of a completionist but I can respect the strat all the same.

I’ve been listening to “how to dress as human” again and it’s funny how even way before egg cracking it was one of my favorite songs because “it so easily conveys a feeling you’ve never experienced before”

Why are nice clothes so expensive?

Been playing shadow generations

This is Chappell Roan’s fault

eepy and feelin' bad

really irritable and frustrated

Explained to my mother why I won’t regret trying estrogen using the dialectical materialist theory of knowledge.

There is nothing that is not better explained using a philosophical framework.

should i post to neurodiverse after I'm assessed for autism or before?

my birthday is wednesday

I got mandated to cover a sick charge nurse tonight.

Gnight everybody, I've got to scrape together 6 hours of sleep so I can stay up all night...

I just called my GP for bloodwork for my DIY HRT, and they actually want to look if they can give it to me! Now I have to wait until they send me a mail in which an approval for bloodwork will be given or not.

that monitor almost looks like it's installed in a brick fireplace lol

Alright, what's the rundown on the art of tucking, I'm Bidone with this Joeshit.