Oh, it's November, time to change my pfp back

Hmm... Do I still want this BOY as my pfp? Will probably change it again soon...

Edit: hm, yeah, I got another lined up. Stay tuned

My boss came back from a somatic experiencing thing and I feel like it gave her some kind of soul vision. she reads me so easy...

"It seems like there's something in you that you just need to shed..."

I wonder if she can tell and is just trying to prod me along. It feels weird to have such positive feelings for her because of the power dynamic and yet here I am

nintendo sues palworld not for blatantly copied pokemon designs but for "patent violations"

gamefreak leaks

leaks full of pokemon x human lore

Some days I wish I was cis

I've been playing so much violin I'm getting callouses on my finger tips, it's nice not to hurt as much (they still hurt) but they feel so weird

Is gender euphoria the right term for me when I'm happy that I feel agender? Idk but I feel very happy when I look at the agender flag and think "that me lol"

Is there a difference between gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia?

Is gender dysphoria like a subset of dysmorphia?

If a cis woman worries that she looks too masculine or a cis man frets about balding, do these count as gender dysphoria or dysmorphia?

What is the appropriate amount of worrying about one's appearance before it gets pathologized? Lol

Why does it hurt so much seeing him leave with someone else?

He didn’t even give me a hug goodbye

i made everyone in tracha watch the rizzler on jimmy fallon with me... feeling loved and appreciated right now

thoroughly enjoying being around my gf and still have another week to go

No spoons today and they haven’t been coming back.

Going places with family is always so confusing, fam always like that cashier/waitress was checking you out or flirting with you were you not interested? is all I can say but even that isn't fair since some of my most spreadsheet/train loving friends got game. I've no clue how to flirt and when confided to friends of my crushes I'm just too subtle.

I hate bra shopping. I have been wearing the same bra for nearly 5 years. It is now too small because I switched to CPA (also it's old lol) and I am sore as hell and where I used to be ok wearing it all day now I need to get the silly thing off at 2pm. How do I even start shopping online? Last time I measured it was kind of all over the place since I didn't really have a round shape. I remember it being a fucking ordeal last time in a department store trying to find something that fit me. Since I just switched to CPA a month ago, is it better to wait until the pain settles before upgrading since I'm not sure how much development I have left in me?

Basically, how y'all measuring?

Update on talking to agency muckymucks about my transphobic coworker: he said the Facebook posts were accidental, and that he just has the technology aptitude of a boomer, and the real issue was him friending a coworker and getting caught.

Of course, he's also very explicitly ignoring all the trans women he works with here, so now I'm gathering accounts to bring that up to management.

@[email protected] my gender carousel is going brrrrrrrrrrr again

I really wish I lived in a world where the rizzler was on jimmy fallon. Idk why this is on the mind.

Went to a show last night that a bunch of people I know were working/performing in. Tons of compliments on the dress and there was a costume contest at the intermission. I fumbled the explanation of my costume but got to do a little runway walk and twirl, pull my skirt up, and flash my ass. Got a booty-specific compliment after that. Overall, highly recommend putting on your best shit and serving at the local weird performance space.

“Fuck gaming who has time for that shit.”

Spends at least three hours straight on TikTok and not even being interested or entertained.

Uh oh it has only been 3 days since I was last high and I am craving weed again. I may have a problem here

down with cis

I have a cute outfit I'm gonna wear tomorrow and I'm excited for that

Humans are peculiar creatures.

My anxiety turned into rage, so today I’ll be alternating between and .