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The photo is a 1974 photo of Leslie Feinberg, from the FBI file on hir. I've written a piece on my interpretation of Transgender Warriors and Trans Liberation, but I don't think it's quite polished enough, so I'll post it later. Instead, I'll go over hir FBI file: https://s3.amazonaws.com/NARAprodstorage/lz/dc-metro/rg-065/6282555/Batch0010/6282555_100-HQ-480756.PDF.

The FBI thought Feinberg could be violating the Communist Control Act, advocating the overthrow of the government, and engaging in rebellion. Needless to say, a hero to all of us. Feinberg was a member of the Workers World Party (the party still exists, but more notably PSL split from it), which apparently wasn't openly advocating for the overthrow of the U.S, they just think it's inevitable.

My favorite line? "captioned subject is believed to be a white female, who became male through some kind of sex change operation, and is possibly homosexual". Some interesting language choice, and it's an interesting snapshot into the evolution of Leslie's identity.

The FBI found Leslie's place of birth and birthdate from public school records. It's a bit of an interesting look into all of the many places the FBI can get their information, along with how information like that was so much more patchwork before the digital age.

"Interview of subject is not being recommended because of the questionable nature of his sexuality". Hmm, interesting.

It's interesting how their investigation spanned multiple cities, from Kansas City to NYC to Bufffalo to Boston. It probably involved quite a few officers, though I'm sure it wasn't the main focus for all of them.

There's some interesting mention about changes in Leslie's gender identity. Born a girl, for a time wearing a beard and mustache, then going back to "she". I'm sure we all know, Feinberg's gender didn't stop evolving there.

"Subject reportedly contributes all extra money to WWP", Leslie definitely was dedicated to the cause. Leslie doesn't attend NYC WWP meetings, but the FBI doesn't mention why.

The FBI isn't immune to typoes, Leslie did some "criminal terspass" that garnered some attention.They wasted some time checking if Leslie was in Boston, but verified where Leslie in NYC lived by pretending to be a part of the Voter Registration Commission.

There's a whole 43 pages of documents, all just from 1974-75. There's plenty of interesting tidbits in there, so maybe check it out.


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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (2 children)

egghead NO NATION BUT THE ~~TRANCE~~ TRANS NATION! NO WAR BUT THE CLASS WAR!!!!

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (4 children)

what if i peed my pants in the mega (not kink)

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (3 children)

they should remove bloodborne from the playstation store and destroy all discs in existence.

if i can't play no one can

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) (7 children)

Shaved and feel much better for doing it! I need to get better about self care.

transphobia/dated at least, bad medical systemTherapist keeps saying things like "well I'm proud of you man" and like stfu, you know I'm trans, you know I'm dysphoric, you know I hate feeling like a guy so please stop saying that. I actually need to figure out how to tell him to stop. I think his views might be dated? Like he'll say "they're a she, who was a he?" like wtf is so hard for you to understand. Idk pisses me off but overall I'm doing good today :kirby-spin:

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (5 children)

thinking about Cory from Undertale... i literally have a character design and everything

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (13 children)

Slept without tying my hair down or using a sleeping hat because I'm a forgetful little goose soviet-pout. Had the loveliest feeling when I sat up and all my hair cascaded down my naked back meow-melt

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (2 children)

fragrances should cost less. i can't afford these. under communism tobacco vanille will cost £10 for 100ml instead of like £300 or whatever they're charging now

[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago

Under communism delicious girl stink will be bottled and served to me, personally

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (1 children)

I played beat saber for the first time in a year or so at least.

Pain.

Hopefully it'll help drop the weight :P

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (1 children)

Going to a new school tomorrow as myself even though I'm probably registered under my official name. Don't look forward to having to correct people.

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (7 children)

played left 4 dead 2 with the removed last night and had a v good time comfy-cool

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (1 children)

What does it say about me if I already struggle with jars?

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (2 children)

regular mega

news mega

trans mega

BIPOC mega

my dumb ass trying to figure out which one is which

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (2 children)

bro has zero fucking responses to his mating call in the forest 💀

[–] [email protected] 12 points 5 months ago (1 children)

omg, you actually think THAT is a good mating display? nestless behaviour

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (8 children)

You know, there's a lot of hay made over sexy kitsune fox girls. But why not kitsune fox sexy men?

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago

tender boobs, my beloved

[–] [email protected] 13 points 5 months ago (4 children)

mental health stuffthinking about throwing up out of anxiety. i'll mull it over

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[–] [email protected] 12 points 5 months ago

tfw you get to sleep for 6 hours before your utter demon of a dog (he isnt even MINE he's just VISITING) jumps into your bed because he needs to go potty real bad:

negative

ugh fuck 2 hour walk later atleast I can use the toilet now

[–] [email protected] 12 points 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago)

autism, Buddhism, dissociation, trauma but no cwsI realized something. It’s probable I wasn’t simply unable to cry due to T. The explanation feminists gave for why men can’t cry was that they were repressing it, and I’m like “I don’t repress anything gender related, it’s probably just biology. Yeah, some dudes cry frequently, don’t know what’s up with them.” Well, what if I was “repressing” something else: gross overstimulation.

I always been out of tune with my body. I remember years ago a friend was like “my mental health’s getting bad, I’m dissociating.” “What’s that?” “definition” “It sounds like I do that,” I said. “That’s like really bad.” “Maybe not,” shrugs I have had various autistic meltdowns over the years and I didn’t understand why that was the only time I could cry. Sometimes it was obvious why it felt so bad, sometimes trivial things were triggers.

I’ve made it through the past few years primarily by heavily fixating on communism. I almost never thought about my body, I was just a vessel for knowledge. It’s a good coping mechanism but can also get very escapist. I rarely thought about my needs or social presence.

Over the past months not only did I try hormone blockers which made my mind much clearer and loud for better or worse, I’ve done a decent bit of meditation. More than an ADHDer would expect to be able to do, but not that much. I realized my out of touchness with my body and obsessed over certain new sensations I hadn’t noticed before. Now that I am overstimulated every day and also being mindful, the pain in my stomach isn’t just a thing I occasionally notice and pin on a random factor, I cannot ignore it, and end up melting down.

Non-dual practitioners talk about how as they moved along the path they find things they didn’t realize they hid from themselves and cannot hide when things go against their nature. Trans people also note something like this as they attain a body more in line with their mind. There are autists saying they forget how to function at first once they unmask. It seems difficult to go on like this, but I’m not turning back. I still don’t have or wish for much of an ego. Maybe that’s what gives people the illusion of meaning, but I want to die before I die so I can live. Maybe hrt will help me get more in tune with my body, who knows.

So yeah, I thought I didn’t have any trauma but it seems like every autist has to.

[–] [email protected] 12 points 5 months ago (5 children)

I hate how autism can make it so hard to simply talk to people sometimes :(

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[–] [email protected] 12 points 5 months ago (8 children)

drugsyou know I wish cocaine had the effect on me it had on Stephen King. fam, I'd love to crank out 12 novels a year high on the gear. instead it just makes me normal and calm

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