managed to last five hours at work today before exhaustion got the better of me

hope tomorrow will be okay

Worried sick about a missing cat, dead tired and don't know if I'll be able to get any actual sleep

wishing to wake up groundhog's day style on the day i came out to various people just to see what would be the funniest way to do it

I get a lot of drive time at work and I usually spend the time listening to audiobooks or singing. The last few weeks/months I've been doing a few hours of voice training a week. The lesson videos are helpful for showing me what I need to work on, but I have found it substantially more helpful to just sing and work on it that way. I think I'm really starting to get close too.

I'm in full autism mode today :D

Like I've probably talked more about useless bullshit on here then I have in awhile.

disassociation bad today :< trying to hide it at work for the remaining two more hours

if anyone who earns six figures ever complains about being broke they owe me a year of their salary

Playing the Sims has been very revealing for what I want to look like. I kept accidentally choosing the fashion I like for Sims instead of fashion that fits their character.

Anyway, it has helped me figure out that I like very practical-looking clothes. Big cargo pants, boots, gloves, sweaters with a rope across them. Also white hair, I definitely want white hair. Basically I want my gender to be some kind of rugged adventurer from a fantasy or sci-fi world. Masc? Fem? Dunno what those mean, I have a quest to complete

ugh i've slept so much and still feel shit

oh my fucking god i am so tired. the lack of T is shrinking sll my muscles and it is making me so, so very tired. i am the human equivalent of a deflated balloon

I made a really good sandwich

new emorave EP came out friday and I missed it somehow. anyway, trans people continue to make the best music

I don’t care when it came out Sonic CD takes place after 3&K chronologically

love being off sick for three days and my workplace is noticeably gross. how does this place get five stars on its hygiene ratings

words of affirmation for transfems 🥰

Just had to pay $600 to renew my license and insurance for my job. Grrr

I made scrambled tofu over rice last night and it was so good. my streak of curry for three weeks has ended

Obviously we all have different brains and many of you probably have more dysphoria than me, but what mental changes have you all (specifically adhd peeps) experienced with hrt?

This is a good litmus test for politics; do you view this bee with respect or disgust?

Wrote a gender thing in an older thread I just found if anybody wants to read it and compare notes or something

I finally brought myself to get "female" shower gel and shampoo (and conditioner) 😊

But I now realize I unconsciously picked the exact same scents my mom and her sisters would have picked 🤔

I have been informed that everybody is super sonic racing? kinda concerned by this trend

Sister is back home.
I ended up having to mediate the conversation between her and my parents, I think I did a good job.

I'm like 8 months in and I still never internally gender myself correctly. Very frustrating for me, why is this