Good feel: I have no idea what it was even like to be flat anymore. I cannot envision or remember it. Slowly closing in on a decade since then. It's pretty weird to have almost 100% forgotten what it was like when my boobs grew in, but also the fact that all of my actual memories, everything from my adult life and a bit from before, have boobs in em is really pleasant. They're a 24/7 happy reminder of the good thing I did to make my body comfortable and enjoyable.

finally got around to reading the new unjust depths chapter. still great! i love elena and homa so this arc focusing on them is a special treat for cromalin in her time of need

See passing trans woman -> I will never look like that -> Dysphoria

See clocky trans woman -> I have dysphoria over those same things -> Dysphoria

I am in hell

Definitely having a hard week with dysphoria. Went to a wedding and had to boymode all weekend last weekend and it definitely left me completely fucked up :(. I'm hoping it will go away and I'll feel normal soon but so far I just feel worse and worse. I'm about to go get laser done for the first time and idfk what to where. Feel like I should put ob makeup or something but all I see is a guy in the mirror and I'm getting so tired of it :(

It's so frustrating because just last week I was feeling quite good. Very confident and sure of myself. And now I'm almost back into a questioning phase? Idk if I'm that far back but I just feel like shit and am like "should I just give up on this"

a left-wing party gets representation in the uk and it's the fucking transphobic shitheads in the worker's party of britain led by fucking george galloway

I go by any/all pronouns everywhere but here (usually use here to try different pronoun sets) but I'm starting to think if i should go by he/him / they/them cos like, aside from my very lovely partner, everyone uses she/her exclusively on me cos I'm so clearly afab sounding/looking. Or it's just everyone calls me that so everyone also calls me that.

But i still like she/her a lot and i don't want to hear it never. Esp when I'm fully in girl mode. :cri:

never forgiving my previous endo for telling me to use 18g needles to do my injections. it hurt so bad every time and it gave me such a fear of injections that i switched for a long time and now that i use 23g i barely feel anything. why is it that even the non-trans-specific parts of our healthcare suck ass

It has been confirmed. Lilly Bushnell was indeed a transwoman.

Patreon post of a content creator who she was a fan of and who communicated with her before: https://www.patreon.com/posts/what-can-we-do-99384971

Her Youtube channel that's empty: https://www.youtube.com/@LillyAnarkitty

And the smoking gun: Lilly expressing a desire to transition: https://search-new.pullpush.io/?author=acebush1&subreddit=Airforce&type=comment&q=Emotional+energy&sort_type=created_utc&sort=desc

The only difference between the Youtube and Twitch account name is a single L. Perhaps she had the foresight to know that her gender identity will be weaponized by Zionists and other transphobic reactionaries, so she purposefully self-immolated under her deadname and obscured the connection enough that people can't definitively prove she was trans but also left enough crumbs that people in the know would know.