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unlimited genocide on every hair follicle not on my scalp. Except pubes I don't really mind you guys too much. So limited genocide.

That is all

~~Partner~~Fiance asked if I want to get married.

But some of our friends also recently announce their engagement like last week and it's a really big deal to them so we're keeping this down low for a bit so they can have their time in the spotlight.

So instead I'm just posting about it on a website for trans communists. I get to be a little excited at least.

Does anyone have the meme thats like

'when you know a trans person long enough you learn they have a second, secret set of pronouns'

It's finally happened. I'm switching to injections.

I was looking for a job. I found a job, and wouldn't you know it, I'm miserable now

Depression is hitting hard today.

I took a shower in a locker room at a gym after working out!!! This has been a significant milestone!

I talked last mega about how the dam of my emotional repression was cracking, and was going to break under the rising waters of estrogen.

Instead I went out deep in the forest and picked up a clump of moss. It slowly crept along my skin. Now there’s a thick layer over my whole body. My memories from before I was a moss creature feel stranger and stranger.

The age of the dominant bottom has begun

My two standards of when I'll feel like I'm actually a girl are:

• getting a modicum of attention from sapphic women
• getting harassed by men on the street

Probably not the healthiest things to judge my worth on but it do be like that sometimes

I captured a gardevoir and she's a trans girl. I only have girls in my team, if the pokémon follow me they're girls, I don't care what the game says, even the "male" alolan raichu is a girl

This is the longest time I've been this depressed. Really struggling right now

trying to make the news mega beat the trans mega this week by turning the news mega into the trans mega

damn I miss that time

Painting on metal canvas

Nother day with nothing accomplished! Instead of doing my tasks I spent my time yearning for what could have been had I been born in a world with magic (instantaneous perfect sex change) or magic (loving and accepting society)

this isn't about robots in disguise

Only the coolest megathread gets to see this picture of one of the cats I just took

Got to talk with one of the supportive peeps at work today

It was weird/funny to me that my being trans is more normal to her than it is to me. Its more foreign and weird feeling and everything to the trans person then the ally 💔 god I love her. Wish I saw her more.

started testing out "galthing" moniker for my it/it's friend

it seems to like it

i hate how easily i get jealous when my friends are closer with other ppl than they are with me, and also how upset i get if i dont get enough attention

i'm never puppy stressed when i do my puppy best!

Finally ordered a bra. Had to get my own Amazon account and free trial of prime so it comes tomorrow since I've been sharing one with my mom hitherto (and paying for it, which feels silly. I guess I do make more money than her. More parentification perhaps?). I hope it fits well enough

Diving into a long, story driven game again feels good, especially when it's not just to dissociate. I'm about to make katsu tofu too, so it's going to be a good night.

::: spoiler Today sucks.

It really sucks. Fuck today. Kill it and bury in a shallow grave. Let the animals dig it up and desecrate its body. There should be no day today, the calendar should just jump it over. Fuck this shit. I know my feelings and hurt are disproportionate to what is/what exists. But it still hurts. It still hurts a lot. I want to just... I want to just stop it all I want all of everything to stop. Just for today, is that too much to ask? Just make today stop? Make it go away?

The first threepack of sports bras I bought fit perfectly in the store then in like 2 washes stretched way out. So for the 2nd threepack (a different brand) I bought some that were a bit too tight when tried on in the store and its been a while since and they havent stretched at all nooooo. maybe third time will be the charm.

I had to go in for bloodwork today and the lab tech at the clinic was the sweetest old lady. She was so casually kind and good humoured, very good at relieving tension in what's normally a pretty stressful situation for me. After a little joking around she told me that I brightened her day... I really didn't expect going to the clinic for bloodwork to pull me out of the anxious funk I'd been in all morning.

The needle on my sewing machine broke and now I have to get new ones before sewing on more patches and bondage straps onto my skirt.

I can never be truly afraid because my brain just converts horror into horny.

What the hell ...

At least I can rest assured that I've reached the "monster fucker" stage of girl horny.

I bought trans colored monster cans (1 white, 1 pink, 1 blue), that counts as coming out right?

I saw a targeted Ad for me that said "struggling to remember the 156 tarot meanings?"

And I thought: No? It's only 78 plus reversals. I can remember all of those, even when I use Thoth deck with it's different meanings. Doesn't everyone just remember the nature of the minor arcana suits and what the separate numbers mean then imagine them as an x-y graph?

Starting to realise not everyone is an Autistic Trans Lesbian...

Used to have a crush on the librarian because she was friendly but got over it now going to a different library and noticing how much of a cadence these librarians have that are similar glad nothing came of that crush now or else they would have got me the library cabal

I’m excited to learn more about transformers

Yayyyy transformer thread! We thought it would be about transistors lol we were gonna look for our microelectronics course notes.