Im orienting in two different units after moving
They dont share schedule stuff
I am working 12s every day of the week for 2 weeks, fuck. Stacking money I guess
After like two days of feeling good I can feel the negativity oozing...
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back to crying and hating my life
hug
cis people are so annoying
oh to be a gorgeous, pretty little piece of eye candy in a trashy miniskirt smoking a cigarette, clinging underneath the strong, warm arms of a 7'2" bodybuilding phrenologist on a cold spring day
Reeling from the discovery that I forgot to pack my Adderall. I've been turning into a slug this week and just figured out why. Gonna have to head home early because ooh boy this ain't it for the old brain
Edit: I can't wait for this week to be over. I just want to go home and be a blob. I'm ready for this wedding to be over, I'm ready to go home.
Has not improved,
just very overwhelmed. Wanted to have more energy this week but I suppose I'm just gonna try to push through to Saturday.
I feel like I'm coming unraveled. Somehow feeling even more isolated? Wasn't really able to change that during pride month. Like, I'm botching this so hard.
I can barely focus and I have to be at this wedding in a suit and everyone just sees me as a guy so like, fuck.
Also I've been zoning out so I didn't even get to do any skincare or shave or anything. But nobody knows, so nobody cares. Was anybody ever gonna call me pretty at this thing tomorrow?
I don't know what's normal to want. I think I get overlooked, I don't necessarily think I'm seeing something that isn't there. I fucking try and it's been the same for years.
I just want girl friends to be pretty and cute with and go shopping and hang out with idk.
Viva la Vida, Watermelons
i get why people write stories in first person.. but it takes me out so badly. like, I would not say that. i would NOT say it like that give my inner voice back pls
actually nevermind, i would say that. i would absolutely say that. i owe you an apology miss author, i wasn't fourmealyour with your game
it's so hot. why the fuck is it so hot.
Boymoders in shambles rn
Its me, I'm boymoders
truly hope you are not rocking the hoodie in this shit
Wait, why hasn't any totransitarian regime implemented forced feminization/masculinization camps
HRT shortages, probably
cissoids manufacturing shortages again :(
china produces enough E to feminize the entire world several times over
and they aren't jabbing that all inside me???
Mr. Xi is helping me find my ~~gun~~ titty skittles.
most of europe's estrogen is manufactured in ireland and we still don't have anything resembling a real trans healthcare system here
Well, attempting to use Paypal to order E via crypto failed. It looks like there is some sort of automatic hold on the account, and from what I could gathered it can't be lifted in any rational fashion. So, ended up losing $10 selling over transaction fees and market fluctuations, and I'll need to figure out a different wallet solution.
Is it just a delay thing? Often with services like paypal and coinbase, they put a 7-10 day hold on external crypto transfers. So if you send funds in from your bank account, there's a 7-10 day delay before you can send any crypto you buy with those funds to an external wallet. This prevents people from buying crypto with stolen credit cards and immediately transferring the funds out in an irreversible crypto transaction.
I've already waited a week. From the community discussion, apparently there's a 48 automatic hold on sending crypto that resets when you make sending attempts, and can be triggered by VPNs as well. Could not get it to work, and I am just going to cut my losses and work with a different wallet/exchange.
good luck!!!
I may have gone overboard buying cute girl hats, but the logic I have is that's my head is the one part of my body estrogen won't really change. So I can invest now.
gone overboard buying cute girl hats
No such thing.
Depends, did you get a beret? If no, you don't have enough cute girl hats yet
Ooh berets
sex
I genuinely have no idea where the line between "yea that's a bit crude" and me just being a sex negative prude is :cheems: idk wish I was more comfortable with it as a topic but I literally have no idea where the lines are supposed to be.
For context I was talking with a cis (?) woman who said she wishes she could hit a magic button and get a dick so she could fuck a girl with it. And like idk, it made me feel a bit uncomfortable, and I feel like that's how I feel every time someone talks about it, and and I wish that wasn't the case but also I'm not sure what I'm "supposed" to be comfortable with.
Prudes unite
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You might be feeling dysphoric in that case more than prudish, but also you might just not wanna tall about sex as much or as in detail. Which is 100% fine lol. Might be a topic you only wanna share with a handful or even just one person (a partner or spouse probably) - or no one, although you've talked about wanting a partner of some kind so presumably you gotta address it with someone at least once
transphobia
My dad told me being trans was a sin and when I asked what was wrong about it he said it's cause of the harm it can cause to myself and when I asked what kind of harm that is he told me that people are gonna treat me bad because of it.
So let me get this straight. It's a sin for me to be trans because other people can be transphobic? That's so fucking rich coming from someone who drove 3 hours out of his way to meet me in person and tell me he's rarely ever 100% confident about anything but he's 100% confident I'm not a woman and that calling me by my FUCKING NAME would be feeding a delusion.
Being trans is hands down the best thing that's ever happened to me. But holy fuck I'm so sick of other people
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I love when religious people work backwards from their conclusion. Clearly nothing even based in his book, just vibes. I'm sorry you have to deal with him
Why couldn't I have gotten better parents
I'm nearing a year into transition and I'm just now thinking about middle names haha
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