The world sits on the toilet, the new poop struggles to be born.

I haven't seen any row-posting lately, what're y'alls stats at, rowers?

I'm up to 30 minutes at max resistance on my machine, 1530 strokes, 4.75 miles, without stopping (NO BRAKES ON THIS ROWBOAT)

CW: real shit, being depressed a.f., if you’re feeling down this post will probably make you feel worse.

Comrades I am not doing well. Had a breakup on Monday, failed a physical for a job application on Wednesday (part of a multi stage process that took months, job would have been life changing money wise), the news is completely bleak, the average house price in my country just passed a MILLION DOLLARS. Cheaper than US dollars but still. I make like 60k a year guys. I accepted I would never own a home not far into my adult life, but still.

Beyond the immediate shitty news coming from the US and Iran and half the rest of the world, there’s the slow burn of knowing our climate (and society) is gonna collapse in my lifetime. That my body is full of plastic. That despite years of organising and working in a commie org, the struggle is quantitatively exactly the same as when we started in our country. The people responsible will not be punished. I am depressed for myself, for my friends, for the third world, for my class.

Personally and societally things are not going well and I’m just extra feeling it atm. I’m sure y’all know how it is, when shitty stuff happens in your personal life all that political/societal shit that sits in the recesses of your mind starts breaking through the cognitive dissonance that allows you to function day to day without the horrific weight of what is confronting us all crippling you.

Ive done therapy on and off and what? What can a therapist say to make any of this better, lol? “Have you tried journaling”, “oh let’s do a meditation”. Not to mention I can barely even afford THAT!!! I spend literally half my income on rent!!!! Therapy costs 5% of what I make in a fortnight!!!!!! I have 40 fucking dollars in the bank until Wednesday!!!!

I take my antidepressants as I have for over a decade and they must take the edge off I guess. God knows how I’d be without them. I consume “””content””” by listening to audiobooks or YouTube all day at work and at home. Oh look at me I’m listening to educational communist content, I am making a difference I am not just another consumer at the fucking slop trough!!!! I look down on people who consoom Netflix and marvel slop every night and spend all day talking about it at work but what am I doing?! I am so superior with my non stop ingestion of Google product!

Whatever. I don’t want y’all to worry that I’m gonna self harm or whatever (I will definitely be getting drunk this weekend however). I have irl friends and comrades around. Just woke up in a super shitty mood today after this week, kinda been spiralling, wanted to get this off my chest. Even after typing it out I feel a bit better. I’ll keep going, because what else can we do? The struggle is all there is.

If Iran can hit Tel Aviv I can ask for a raise tomorrow

Decided to look at Twitter for the first time in a while and it's currently like 1/3 anime fanart and 2/3 "nuke Tel-Aviv now"

I made a flier for the liberal protests on saturday. It goes heavy on fascism vs labor, since I think that will appeal to the white midwest liberals I will hand it to. tell me what you think. Is it good? Did I miss the mark? I also want to include some qr codes to information at the bottom, please link me some resources that you think I should include.

it is june 13 and stalin saved the world from fascism

My chef continuing to be the most ignorant dumbass ever- when I told him Israel had bombed Tehran (and then said where it is) and Tel Aviv had been hit later in the shift, he said "it'll be interesting to see which side America falls on."

We're on decent enough terms i could say directly "I know you keep your head real deep in the sand but you've gotta be hitting mantle not knowing where America is gonna stand on this conflict. Im pretty certain theyre gonna side with their aircraft carrier on land and not the country they've been hoping to square off against since the late 70s

Chilaquiles

Playing a dumb mobile game with my coworkers so we can flood the leaderboards with watermelon emojis.

Decided to go to an open mic and the guy makes a weird joke about having trouble lifting because he could see the clit of the woman spotting him. I felt bad for him at first because nobody was laughing at his jokes but then the cringe kicked in after he said that.

it is june 13 and stalin saved the world from fascism

Oh fk I think I'm making that this weekend 🤔 🤤

Speaking of cooking, I grabbed a hot pan with my bare hand yesterday and had to call in to work. Couldn't even enjoy the day off smdh

Depressed cause work is shit and my acting manager is hands off but I need management. I have a call today to discuss it but they didn't respond

The dark side of the moon is not actually dark in the sense that it does not get sunlight, it's named that because no one has ever seen it. They meant to send a probe to check it out in the '50s but never got around to it, it's probably just a bunch of boring rocks anyway.

I've been growing my hair out in the usual cycle of liking how I look, but hating managing it. Then I get it chopped short and repeat the cycle. In any case, I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a window while I was out running. My mane flowing behind me was gorgeous. I'm gonna miss it.

You know when you end out working on food long enough that you don't want it when its done? Made a real nice pesto pasta but securing a half liter of the pesto I was making ar work prior to adding cheese. I kept adding to it and it became a thing and now it's cooling off to be eaten exclusively as leftovers and im eating vegsn nuggies and fries

Fuck it, getting high af tonight. Life is for living.

gonna be a great weekend. tomorrow we're gonna see craters put into the streets in dc and then i'm spending father's day with my dad

What do you call a room full of libs? A libing room.

Mega mega mega THREAD

Had a dream in which I was wearing stiletto witch boots, hat, and dress to the beach and had to climb down ladder to walk on the sand. There was also a giant slide involved but I was mad bc it took me away from the beach front and into the beach town

I fucking love chilaquiles so much

Asking the sound guy to dime the delay and reverb on the mic before starting my stand up routine

Under my totally kickass communist regime adults would have filed trip days where they go to work and then get picked up by a bus and for the shift the workers go and learn some shit somewhere. There was something neat about those days, it wasn't a day off but it was and I recall when I was super young I had no clue where the hell I was going cause I didn't read the permission slips or listen in class.id get on a bus in the morning and just kinda wind up somewhere. One time it was like a tourist farm thing that I think paid the bills with field trip money and they had us milk a goat by hand first thing off the bus. It was jarring cause I didn't even know we were at a farm yet. Im like 7 and its 10 am and after an hour long bus ride im squeezing a goat tiddy. It also seemed like safety was kind of a low concern, they told us not to stick our fingers into the fence holes for the pig pen cause they bite. Yet they also let 7 year old right up to the fence. At the end they made us brush a horse but gave us a stern warning beforehand that you shouldn't walk behind it or it might kick your recently closed fontenells back open (my words there, but they made it clear the horse would kill us with a kick) and then they just kinda stood back and let a group of kids mess with a horse. Adults should get similar experiences without the clear lack of safety, you just know one of your work days is a Field Trip and youre gonna find out what it is when you get there.

So tired. Finally see the light at the end of the tunnel though. The location I've been covering for the past 2 or so months is finally getting some staff back, so I can take 2 days off again.

Once they're fully staffed I'm going to take a two week vacation for the first time in forever. Not sure what I want to do, but it sure would be nice to at least take a little trip somewhere away from here.

I had decided to quit the books and sample the pudding, instead of reading the recipes—I was going to court.

Lol I know conservative immigrant communities hate more recent immigrants, but I’m curious how Trump’s move to remove legal status from temporary Cuban immigrants is going to play in Florida.

One of my fav home made dishes!! ❤️❤️❤️

that cool moment when you put in a contact and for some reason your eye just fucking rejects it like it's not dirty or nothin but nope no can do your eye will just turn red and blow up if you persist

guess i just won't use my eyes today

miss those times back when I had a friend group and a group chat that would always reply within half an hour.

I try to be a normal well adjusted human being so why is there something just so completely deeply wrong with me that I just cannot function at all in any way in this society.

Gundam: 08th MS Team is crushing it. Stardust Meomories would have been better if it had ended 2 episodes earlier and I didn't hate the characters.

4 episodes in. Fucking love this show. I really need people i know irl to watch this stuff. I've got sci fi pals but it being anime has made it a hard sell. Its on a ds9 or b5 level when its good and its okay when its bad so far. Haven't gotten a major stinker yet. ZZ Was an adjustment after Zeta but I liked it in rewatch more. Space geopolitics is my favorite Sci fi genre.

Keep on mega in a thread world!

May or may not elaborate on this, but Knifepoint Horror handles the supernatural better than any other horror podcast imo