cissy here, went to a protest against the recent UK ruling, very good turnout for the size of my city :)

Chat there's a cute boymoder at work

God I love drugs. Thanks for helping me love myself again Ketamine 💕

Do people ever go from prescription to DIY HRT? I'm thinking of doing so. I'm on prescription, but I already have all the stuff I need to start DIY, and I'm not happy with the prescription system rn, so I'm thinking on just switching already. There's:

• the general inconvenience of dealing with bureaucracies to sign off on your shit every few months. the very last refill involved me going back and forth with the doctor and pharmacy for a few days before I could pick it up.
• the awkwardness of picking up estrogen as someone who still presents male in public. I guess this will theoretically go away when I eventually start making more changes in how I look...
• I temporarily got cut off last week because the people running PP AZ are a bunch of hoes for trump, and I don't trust that this won't happen again in the long term. To me, this to me is the strongest reason.
• Price - I pay like $33ish per month for what I'm prescribed, but a $75 vial of injectable estradiol should last me at least 6 months, if not more.

I'm probably still going to stick with PP so I can get blood tests, and advice, and prescriptions for other things as needed (like progesterone if/when the time comes, or estradiol if my DIY sources abruptly shut down).

Also if I do switch, should I bother getting hormone levels tested right before switching? I'm due for the first one since I started only a few months ago, but I've read that switching methods can change hormone levels, so I feel like whatever measurements I might get would be meaningless in the long run if I switch.

I got banned from grindr 2 days after installing it and idk why. Pics weren't spicy. I talked with 2 people, like pg conversations. What gives? App is kinda awful anyway, like just the way it works is worse than all the other apps even.

Fuck

Attended a protest here in the UK about the recent ruling. Good times, was a nice show of solidarity between trans people and local allies and other queer communities.

Through dialectic material struggles I've come to understand the wisdom of bedtime, endless scrolling won't cure my unhappiness but a good night's rest will make me feel better especially when I got my plushies

I baked so much bread todayyyy and it turned out really nice!! But now im exhausted

Feelin' real

oh my god, i love how soft and clear and pretty my skin is now :) E is so fucking great, i love it so much

The feeling of wanting to do HRT and shit but you don't wanna get kicked out of your house

Spent lots of today crying over stuff i cant control and intrusive (?) thoughts

i enjoy caves and being underground. used to make "mines" in my backyard.

i think i'm just a tall dwarf

Ok limestone recipe, heat up the limestone till you make quicklime ~900 C then add water to that to make Cal then use in your maize.

idk if this is too doxxable to post by my fashion vibe is like "Horse girl, but somehow with a distinctly lesbian flare"

I propose a group where we some how get together to brush each others long hair like in a circle kinda like do, I know I'm not the only one who missed out on this kinda bonding

interesting to note that "transphobic" does not appear to be a word in the grapheneOS dictionary.

Limestone facts:

Tasty when added to Rocamole

Just a PSA for any of you who might not be as active in Tracha:

We've sort of moved rooms (yes, again)! If you were already in the entire space, you may remember the aux room. That is now the main room, and the old main room is no longer being used. It's still up, you can still access it, but messages can no longer be sent, and it is no longer in the Tracha space. You aren't required to join that space (although it also has a room for vents and an activities room, the latter of which is pretty fun and the former of which separates triggering content from the main room), and this isn't something that immediately requires your attention, but I would certainly make sure you at least join the new main room (again, if you were already in the aux room, you're all set). The link to the new room is already in the old main room, so it's a quick and easy switch! I hope to see you there

I've made the terrible mistake of switching text editors. I've done nothing with my free time but configure emacs for the past week

not fruity enough 😤

Walked into my siblings room just to declare it being stinky in there, I may be now but still got that lil bro energy in me (I did help them open up their stubborn window)

I watched Will & Harper, it was pretty cringey at points because Harper is not very well read seemingly, and has a lot of the i literally just came out energy so i cringed a few times, but it was pretty sweet on the whole

didnt cry as much as I did in the spice girls documentary i watched earlier tho

girl power!