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In all seriousness, I'm excited to see what you write up

I did the hike. Very beautiful, but very cold. I'm still thawing and I got back a while ago.

Dming people on Redbook asking them if they like sonic until someone replies

where to find the estrogen that gives you G cup massive anime tiddies instantly?

Realizing that I'm a background character to everyone in my life makes me want to be even more invisible

Although I'm finding that I'd love to transition purely out of spite at this point

Edit: Just poking back in to share that my mood has evolved into more of a righteous fury on my behalf, less of a resentment. Although I'm generally mad at the world, and this experience has not changed that.

I don't know if the punished-people-pleaser -> scorched-earth-isolationist pipeline is super common but golly, I'm riding it

How do you feel out potential allies? I've been wanting to come out to my sister, but I don't want to do for now if her reaction isn't going to be positive. We have never talked about gender or sexuality in the same room, so I know nothing about her views on the matter. I also feel like I can't just randomly bring up the issue, because I think she would connect the dots.

The Yuri artists are making now is wild. Just saw some Balatro Yuri and it was sick as hell

Fuck I need to get a girlfriend

< me after finally shaving my face again (happy)

getting really doomer right now as it feels like society is going to collapse sooner than i'll be able to really achieve any of my transition goals

They removed the ability to change your sex with the Social Security Administration. Not entirely sure if I have or not yet, but I can no longer do so if I needed to.

Beyond that, my mind is still broken, hence my absence on this site entirely. I'm sorry, but I can't read your posts right now without just spiraling into hell. I just needed to pass the above info along since it's somewhat useful to the average individual here. Hopefully my brain will be fixed soon. Hopefully.

it's genuinely depressing when the history of anything good in britain typically boils down to "clement attlee's government (under the influence of aneurin bevan) made good thing. then thatcher came along and destroyed it, followed by tony blair making things worse."

🎶where there's a whip
there's a way🎵

I feel like I need new underwear. The set I currently have is so gray.

Probably should get a bra at some point too, but idk if they are big enough to warrant it and I don’t want to get fitted and what if bras feel weird.

Just had the most packed weekend ever with my partner, including going dancing two nights in a row. I'm happy we spent yesterday laughing and loving (and going to brunch lol) instead of dooming.

I love them so much

Chana Masala my beloved

lovely weather today. it snowed on top of frozen over roads. fell on my ass, thankfully i have a delicious cushion these days.

bart simpson transgender?

I made a 同志/跨性别 group on XHS if anyone is interested in joining:

Also this is my feed currently lol:

And I came across this amazing sticker earlier on there and grabbed it:

Relatives have been checking up on me concerned due to the anti-gsrm proclamations of late. Due to where I live and what I interact with I'm a bit more worried about the end of birthright citizenship and wanton deportations without giving AF if who they pick up isn't Latin@ or is a US citizen, they're all going to the same place. So many Born in East LA but unfunny horror stories already happen irl and no one gaf. When I was younger I thought of emigrating out to MX to be yet another digital expat, or maybe to continue on to an advanced degree, I'm so old and broke now idk how realistic that is. I do have some savings, but not enough to start in another country lvl. My spoken Spanish is horrific and there's no one to practice with around here.

I'm the mood for storytime, when my mom worked in agriculture when younger immigration did a sweep and picked up a few Oklahomans along with the rest, they were seriously so power tripping they were thinking about deporting them until some other official had them calm the fuck down. When people think Murikkkan its usually a bit of a southerner, so no one is safe from what's coming . She also had a series of stories about a nice undocumented Canadian she worked with, eventually he ended up getting caught in a sweep.

HRT I have a decent stockpile not just from fearing the eventual scapegoating, but my constant insurance cuts, which I'm facing again. T is a lot more forgiving storage wise and time wise than one would guess off , real people to listen to are body builders, no damn joke. If I had a question its them or my endo. Anyway, for injections I've found vet supplies to be cheaper than Amazon when they have sales.

I'm at the point in my transition like many where I can't go back in the closet, I never really cis-passed very well, so this was always going to happen regardless of what the fools want.

CW bathroom violence story when I was younger

CW: dysphoria bit health

Me sowing (buying white sneakers): Haha fuck yeah!!! Yes!!

Me reaping (they get dirty in an hour): Well this fucking sucks. What the fuck.

Seems like none of my ID's will need to be renewed until after Trump's term is over. Hopefully I won't have to worry about whether the x gender marker exists then.

::: spoiler scared

Im kinda finding myself very scared about the day1 EO and what it symbolizes/forbodes. Ik i will probably be ok because of where i am located, but also libs will roll over for anyone and i wont put it past them to say we need to accept and uphold the EO in the name of unity.

Ig its time to bring a chamber pot with me everywhere i go, or a bigwall poop tube