:yea: i gave up on it years ago and have just stuck to diy

Sometimes there are clinics for and by immigrants and bipoc that provide free or cheap hrt consultations and prescriptions. Maybe that’s an option for you as well? I don’t want to give false hope though, a lot of those clinics have long waiting lists and are volunteer based.

Like, I'm happy. I'm happier than I've been in a long time, but I'm afraid I'll wake up one day and be like, "well all that was weird. Wonder what I was thinking."

tbh even if this were to happen, as unlikely as it sounds, you can just stop doing it. at worst it was a time of experimenting with gender and that's cool. I do think we know ourselves better than others though, so if you don't think your cis and feel happy transitioning, it sounds like a good direction your moving in (whenever you end up)

>i am very dumb and can't do it back

Just wear a T-shirt with that on it

Sonic showers from star trek vibrating my ass cheeks

bad to middling opinion. i treat the first second of cold out of the shower as my reminder of what the world is really like

i hate having wet hair

yeah, an old friend of mine bought that when it came out, incredibly hyped. Poor guy.

my idea for fixing spore: break it into three separate full sized games for MEGA SPORE

Cell/Creature stage: Spore, but far more fleshed out and only focusing on those two stages

Tribal/Civ stage: Civ 4, Caveman2Cosmos mod, up until space travel

Space stage: Stellaris

this will never be made but is fun to imagine

That is such a fucking win!

I HATE when doctors don't believe what I'm telling them. I just avoid wasting my time going to them these days.

So glad you found someone who actually listens!

truly we live in pup/acc times

Many such cases!

welcome to the club :3 arrrruffff! *wagwagwagwagwagwags*

Many such cases

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I do self-criticism constantly because I’m trapped in a Maoist cult where comrades (white terrorists) criticize me mercilessly for having a fascist credit card (VISA Silver Signature Rewards)

They won’t let me order vegan pizza anymore because the phone is fascist and “summoning my pizza slaves with a bourgeois app” is “bad vibes”

Yeah I think a lot of cis people want to believe in cisnormativity and transvestigating people by trying to identify boy/girl moders is ironically also destabilizing to cisnormativity in much the same way that trans people are. It’s blurring the gender binary by taking someone who has traits associated with the “opposite sex” and explicitly gendering them to cast the accused as something other than a cis man/woman. This has a similar effect to being openly trans in that it creates a gender transgression from the accused’s body. And so most cis people just don’t mention, or even think about it.

The other part of this is that, despite what “edgy” jokes may have you believe, cis people care deeply about misgendering and understand it to be very insulting — at least to cis people that is. And accusing a cis person of boy/girl moding is essentially misgendering them and so is usually avoided for the sake of politeness