Here is a screenshot of where to find the spoiler button.
why is transitioning so addictive. like I've put more effort into a few hours of voice training this week than whatever bs project they're making me do at work for the past several months, i don't even remember
hey that girl in the mirror is looking uhh... just a lil bit curvier, isn't she?
just woke up- thoughts
had the wildest dream about New York police budget. They had flying carriers, chat!
my neck hurts, this sucks 
i think my pink bootleg 
is looking at me funny 
why do i toss and turn so much, chat? my second pillow somehow ended up on the floor again.
thank fuck summer is almost over, it isnt 32c in this room anymore 
I think the government should give every trans person a technical
utterly irrelevant mood journaling
Why do I feel so fuckin flattened and bad today? I think I burned my social battery out again, but I couldn't tell because usually when my social battery is empty I freak the fuck out and my brain releases a ton of [adrenaline? cortisol? fight-or-flight shit] and I undergo catastrophic collapse about it. Today I just feel kind of junky emotionally though which is a huge upgrade.
So yeah I'm not really online today, I am gonna play even more Fallow instead.
Really sore today. It's better than being in excruciating chronic pain, this is just the consequence of walking around stores for like three hours which was totally worth it, but ouuuuch. I do not wanna move this sucks.
Do you ever see someone with a not very flattering haircut and they are just completely ignorant about it and then you get nervous your haircut is the same way and you have no idea? 
uhm... were my hips always this wide? i don't think they used to be like this???
I saw a play called Fucking Trans Women. She was inspired by the zine. Very tender and heartfelt. Also educational. I was a lil disappointed she didn't talk about post orchie sex life cause half the trans women I know have had orchies (also solves the concern about impregnating someone she brought up in the show).
Barista is trans and friendly. I want to be friends, but I don't know how to ask to hang out because she's probably just nice because she's paid to be, and I don't want to be weird or seem like I'm wanting to hook up or something.
I don't fucking know what this is, but my brain thought it up and I have to get it out somewhere
noir detective monolouging to himself, between puffs of cigar smoke uttering "they really were right puff it truly is better to piss in the sink puff .... than sink in the piss contemplative long drag"
Me when I get gendered in a way I like:
visibly happier and nicer
Me when I get a compliment:
“Well, actually, here’s this caveat about that exact thing I have noticed.”
weirder Fallow posting
Wifey was bereft of glasses and could not read 640x480 Trigger-font text so I ended up reading off a lot of Fallow to her, including dialogue. Aside from giving me an instant respect for lets-players who need to read dialogue off, it kinda put me in a big mood. Fallow is gay and wistful so I was too. Also I was told I put on a decent-sounding voice, an "american" accent (flatter, weirder 'a' sounds) while reading the dialogue. Idk what to make of this but it sure felt like a moment.
I have been told it was cute, actually twice in two days I have been told my voice is cute. I AM ACCEPTING THESE COMPLIMENTS INSTEAD OF REJECTING THEM, VOICE CUTE 
I had a nightmare that I shaved my head 🤮🤮🤮
gf: “your eyes are so pretty”
my eyes:
I fucking hate this one chick in the support group, I also want to have sex with her. Why.
Honestly tf2 making winning or even trying to win in a match being ultimately pointless made the game more fun and saved the game from the hypercompetitive ranked bullshit culture that plagued most multiplayer fps.
The youtube video thumbnail says "you're trans!" Thanks babe, I know 
Could someone tell me where the good gateway is? I've only found the bad one 
I got a long black skirt with a subtle layer of frills that reaches my ankles. Got a charcoal turtleneck to go with.
Thank you @[email protected] They go well with my leather jacket <3
I hate the internet 
hitting new records on my maladaptive daydreaming babyyyy
i love the minecraft server. it's so nice logging back in and seeing all the progress our little gays have made
My hair has been growing out 
Long enough to run my fingers through it a little bit. Need more! Very gender!
cw: dysphoria (I’m feeling better now though)
So yesterday I painted my nails with coloured polish (instead of just clear polish) for the first time, and I don’t think my hands had ever seemed as big as they did then :( I just kept thinking that they looked like a man’s hands and that I looked like a crossdresser who was trying out nail polish (it didn’t help that I haven’t had laser on my hands in a while so I could see stubble on my knuckles and stuff)
But today, after I’ve calmed down (and the splotches of polish I got around my nails rubbed) I just keep thinking about how pretty they look. My hands don’t even seem that big anymore and it makes me happy every time I see them 
HARDCORE TO THE MEGA!
had a bad day [cw: self harm]
What a shit day. I try to get help for my mental issues, but all I'm offered is the opportunity to talk at, not with, a psychologist. I told them what I actually needed, and they said there wasn't really anything they could do. I'm already on a waiting list, and have my first actual appointment sometime in september, but I don't feel like I can wait that long. So that was really dissapointing, felt like a complete waste of time. Wonder how much more I'll have cut myself by the time I get any actual help...
And I tried to go for a walk outside just now, but my fucking shoes are broken after only 6 weeks of use, yet again! Probably because of the lumps I have on my heels. I love having to buy a new pair of shoes every 1-2 months, especially since I have zero income rn. But it's fine, I have an appointment to get my heels checked out... in january next year 
the feeling when you want to eat figs but the figs are on trees and you are sick and can't climb trees
This is appreciation post for all of you computer transes. I love talking to you all, and it's really hitting me right now how amazing it is that there's a space like this (and tracha) where I can just talk to other people who also transed their gender. 
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