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Sending good vibes to all of my trans comrades 
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Maybe this is just weird and it isn't related to hormones, but it feels like my social needs really changed after starting E. Before I could go a couple of weeks only meeting people at work and online before I had a problem with it, now I get sad if I have a single weekend where I'm not seeing any friends.
major (hopefully minor) setback with my partner's job (which they don't have anymore).
the termination doesn't impact their actual driving record. it was from an AI driven algorithm linked to a camera that interpreted something as something else.
but zero tolerance instant termination bye bye six figure job.
so yeah i had a meltdown. tossed some furniture around. i wanted to cry, started to, and just lost it. i fucking hate testosterone
they should be able to find something that pays just as well within a few weeks hopefully. so im once again putting off transitioning or even getting the t blocking hair meds
sole earner once again and can't risk that status. fuck
more horny posting
maybe it's just because i've been having extremely high estrogen levels but my god has the girl horny been making me have some completely and utterly unspeakable thoughts recently. like wtf i've never felt anything close to the need to get 
until i can't walk
yea 
horny
i was working at a pizza place a year ago during summer, and while i was working i felt a bead of sweat start tracing it's way down my spine and my mind just went blank for a minute or two. just the thought that someone would've run their fingers down that route made me imagine some things on that table 
autism talk
... so I'm realizing that irl, I really don't mask my autism at all, lol. I blurt things out at inappropriate times, I'm both exceedingly honest and exceedingly gullible, I don't make eye contact, I visibly act a little weird. I do not script conversations, I do not force eye contact, I do not try to copy behaviors and movements. I only fooled myself into thinking I mask because I like meeting people and I'm able to be friendly on first impression. I think I appear very neurotypical, but clearly my perception is off because if I really acted as neurotypical as I thought I did, I wouldn't have been the weird loner classmate/coworker all my life.
I also thought that infodumping was not something I did, but my friends told me the other day that yeah, I do in fact infodump. I think it's because in high school, I just... really didn't get the opportunity to infodump much. But I always thought it was because I just wasn't good enough at remembering facts and stuff. It was only until I caught myself talking about veganism and communism and art and DIY for hours that I realized that yes, I do actually infodump, at least when I'm given the space to.
Having autism realizations 3 years after first taking the tests? It's more likely than you think, folks.
Capitalist culture is like an eldritch horror that is all encompassing to the point of suffocation. A sensory blitz of advertisements, television, symbols and music all violently crashing into each other to the point of one's own mental overload.
dysphoria, money problem vent
Had a great day last Friday and Saturday morning was awesome too. Then I went to the beach in a conservative neighborhood and have felt like the bearded trans woman ever since.
Monday I took out a $5k loan to get the face and pits lasered. Was already $5k in on my credit card. Another $50k in student loans for a degree that probably won't help me find gainful employment with my physical health anyway. And have no idea how to restart my disability application in a way that will get it approved. I already tried getting on disability once, it was denied. I appealed, it was denied again but I never received the notice. My intention was to appeal the second one but by the time I found out, it was too late. I really need a lawyers help but finding one that does SSI (rather than SSDI) has been difficult.
Spent some time on job boards this morning. Pretty much everything is corporate now and with my shit resume from three decades of health problems, coupled with my current health, it didn't leave me feeling any optimism.
Plus, I have other health stuff that needs to be addressed. My teeth. Glasses. I don't know where I'm going to find the time, energy, or resources to take care of those.
Feeling overwhelmed and like giving up.
sex stuff
Actually in the mood for the first time in awhile, but itβs been so long I forgot I donβt have lube 
Now I have to decide if I should bother walking to the store or not.
i should have taken some chocolate from work. i want to make myself a chocolate tart or something
She's that pie I've had before and know a lot about y'know what I'm sayin', she's that one pie I would ever want in my life 
The stardew valley rant from yesterday led to me listening to an audiobook of simulation and simulacra 
ah FUCK, yeah. the lack of T is really eating away at my muscles and I can feel myself becoming weaker and more tired now
<--- accurate depiction of every muscle cell in my body right now. fuck, i'm tired
All of y'all are NERDS. Where's all the jock trans people, I need someone to smash coconuts cranially with
I have a personal connection to God. I can send any message you want to the big cheese just let me know
"My husband died so I instantly fell for the first beautiful woman I saw": a romance
