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Every day you survive this hellhole is a day you say "fuck you" to the monstrous system that's trying to kill you.

Fuck them. You deserve to live.

I wish you wouldn't. But I also don't know how to make your life better, and it feels like our whole system is built not to care. I just hate to see you give up instead of finding your way to some degree of happiness (in spite of how arduous a journey that's likely to be).

Hopefully this isn't the usual response. Did you call back the detox place you were talking to in January? If you've gotten stuff tidied up for suicide you are certainly prepared for inpatient. Take that plan/surrender energy and give them a call before business hours end today. The option to kill yourself will always be there, so don't be in a rush.

If you were in the Midwest I'd offer my couch + kitchen for a few weeks. Props to you for getting through the winters.

are you making this post because you want us to tell you not to kill yourself?

do you really want to die, or do you want things to stop?

dm me comrade

Don't do it.

Comrade, DM me

Hey comrade, it sounds like you're really struggling today. I don't really know how to help, but I hope you pull through this. You are deserving of happiness and you are deserving of life.

I've been debating what to say for a while. This is a sensitive topic, and I'm never entirely sure I've said the "right thing".

A number of people I've known have taken their own life, I've tried (and failed), and my SO has been put in the psych ward several times. Despite (or maybe because) of this, I'm not all that opposed to suicide. I'm not going to tell you not to, I'm not a huge fan of hearing that.

My go-to response is usually to firstly tell them that their method of suicide isn't very good (an extremely common occurrence), follow that up with advice on what to do instead (doing it like usual is definitely a bad idea here), and then ask that they sleep on it (Rash decisions are bad. I don't want to be the thing that pushed someone into attempting, just someone that stopped that attempt from being unpleasant).

So firstly, don't try to die by overdose. It's the most common kind of suicide attempt, and also the least successful. I understand that's how you died those previous times, but it really doesn't take much for it to go wrong. Secondly, maybe check out SaSu? You can set it so you only see the "recovery" section, a section which has helped quite a few people. No worries about institutionalization or police or being talked down to, just suicidal people talking to other suicidal people about not being suicidal. Thirdly, sleep on it (though I doubt it'll help).

It may seem hard now, and it is, but I'll promise you'll find a way out. I felt the same way, and I feel much better now. You'll look back at this moment in the future as a temporay moment. All you have to do is stay alive.

So I failed at getting fetty. Got ripped off and I lost my fucking lighter.

If you live in the US call 988 for mental health crisis support.

All I’ll say is it can get better, never believe it can’t happen. Anecdotally ketamine therapy helped me a lot. DM me if you just want someone to talk to but I probably can’t reply quickly

Hey comrade, I don’t really know what to say, but I really appreciate your presence here on our little website. I hope you stay around.

Don’t.

Please dont

It's not worth it, and we would miss you. Creamsicle would miss you too.

i'm sorry your life is like this

I was suicidal too some years ago, maternal abuse and fathers suicide, while having to still pass my studies.

I managed to finish my studies and then I broke down, I spent two years just smoking weed and playing videogames while thinking about death.

After taking mushrooms my depressiom improved and I was able to have enough energy to continue my life, 3 years later I feel much better and my life is a lot better too.

I hated when people told me to not do it, but now im not so sure, things really have gotten better for me in ways I would have never thought of.

I guess make sure you have looked at every option before doing anything.

Hey I was just wondering if sending you some money would help you at least materially? Is there some way I can send you some without it doxxing me?