Thinking back to I will give Unleashed some credit in the day time boss fights, if you do it just right you can shred through eggman's health in the first stage and win pretty quickly. I get the multistage boss phase is there for new players to get a hang of the game but I just wanna get through it. It reminds me of how you could shred the bosses in shadow 05 and heroes if you knew what you were doing. Those two games presumably being on the same engine I could transfer what I knew from heroes to shadow not to mention back then the homing dash was so spammable. If you got the rhythm just right some of the bosses you'd do under a minute when regular players took 5.

Been breaking away from one of my worst habits in a moment of revelation, ngl it kinda hurts to do so but I'm sure I can redirect that urge to something more creative or just better use of my brain power/time. I don't regret the habit nor am I mad at myself for falling into it so much just tired. I'm seeing this like the time I quit drinking just walking away from something that could never make me happy.

I was pretty hyped when I heard about it still haven't watched it yet

Quite like this song, for a while my mind was blown because I remember hearing a part of it on Mad Tv the cartoon network one and thinking holy shit found out though this song uses royalty free samples so neat still

That would be cool

Dreamt I meet someone I used to know and she hugged me this shall sustain my psychically I haven't gotten a hug from anyone outside my family for over a decade

I got the same deal but noticed my quality of help suffers if I don't help myself first. I do all the cooking at home and if someone's hungry I'm quick to feed them before myself but what ends up happening is I start making mistakes or delivery a poorer quality of care when I do that vs if I eat something first then help. Bigger goals I think I tend to take on other's struggles for them so I don't have to think about what I need to do too, it's left me stunted in many regards and I've come away frustrated when I'm not allowed to help (mind you I was never asked for help to begin with but that's another story)

Expanding my gender got a total of 4 fruit scented bodywashes strawberries n cream, peaches, melon n pineapple, and coconut. Right now decided to treat myself with these, they from the dollar store but they smell quite good and so do I now. Usually if it's too much for me or to be noticeable I do have regular scented antibacterial soap but some days you gotta treat yourself. Also nice to flex on all the stinky guys I train with

this country sucks, I got some training in the hopes I find something but goddamn I keep getting offers on indeed for border patrol/secret service/fbi agent general pig fuckery not interested.

Been carrying around some of those red cards the ones that say to ICE "I do not consent to a search" etc. I really don't know how much it'll help but it gives me some ease also got some for my parents to have on hand. Seeing an article of how ICE agents are pretty much in it for treats doesn't not surprise me one bit

It always feels odd when I talk to white people about racism since I usually feel a need to soothe things over or doubt my own perceptions around them. It's either no engagement or being dismissed and both kinda suck. I guess the latter sucks more when I mention something get dismissed and someone else says it and they agree. One example I remember saying was the racism in the yakuza series and my friends dismissing me for it being a crime game but when another white friend mentioned it they were like "you're on to something there." Sometimes I feel I'm kept around as amusement and I'm too lonely to refuse.