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The Ten Largest, No. 2

The Ten Largest Painting Series

Hilma af Klint was a Swedish abstract artist who was way ahead of her time. She might just be the first abstract painter in Western modern art history but did not get recognition until just recently. Lately, there have been several exhibitions of her work; for example, at Moderna Museet in Stockholm and Malmö, Sweden. Hilma af Klint’s The Ten Largest is iconic and has lately been shown all over the world, most notably at Tate Modern in London and a couple of years ago at Guggenheim Museum in New York. It is one of her most important works, and the large scale of the paintings is quite striking.

Hilma af Klint (1862–1944) started as a landscape and portrait painter after graduating from the Royal Academy of Fine Arts in Stockholm in 1887. During her career, she also had an interest in the spiritual world—an interest she later employed in her art. According to the artist, she received messages from the spirits telling her what and how to paint.

The Ten Largest is a group of works comprising ten 10,76 x 7,87 ft (328 x 240 cm) egg tempera paintings. The paintings depict the spiritual evolution of humans, taking us from childhood, through youth, and adulthood to old age. Let’s take a closer look at the history and the meaning of The Ten Largest!

History of the Paintings

Hilma af Klint took precise notes on her work with The Ten Largest, and therefore we know a lot of the meaning and how to understand the paintings through her notebooks. The Ten Largest is part of a larger series of artwork called Paintings for the Temple, a series she was assigned from the spiritual world. We know, from Hilma af Klint’s notes, that there were more spirits involved in the assignment, whom she called “The High Masters.” She saw herself as a channel between the spiritual world and this world.

Af Klint painted The Ten Largest during a 40-day period in 1907, and the spirits were very specific with the timeline. They told her to paint each painting in four days, following each other, which she completed with help from at least two friends. She created the paintings swiftly and spontaneously, with little planning. She completed the whole series in 40 days.
The Meaning

The paintings depict the evolution of human consciousness and the spiritual evolution of the human mind. Each painting should be interpreted as a phase in life. Hilma af Klint was very interested in spiritualism, which was not uncommon in the early 20th century, especially in the cultural circles. The paintings were supposed to give humanity images of life beyond everything, which were not visible otherwise. However, when Hilma af Klint searched for a suitable place to exhibit and show the world these beautiful abstract paintings, she did so in vain. In 1932 she decided that since the world was not ready to take part in and understand the spiritual messages in her paintings, most of her artwork and her notebooks were to be kept from the public for 20 years.

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[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 19 points 4 days ago

It is honestly unbelievable to me I have tiny little tits. Like they're only noticeable with my shirt off, but still how wild is that? I can't believe it. Its so weird and a little freaky.

It kinda makes me want to pause hrt and see how things are, idk its so scary. Its freaky. I don't know.

[-] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 17 points 4 days ago

Firstly, if you want to stop you can. You dont need to take HRT to be a woman, you dont need boobs to be a woman

Secondly, I think what's got you feeling anxious and freaky is that changes are happening visibly and youre worried about people noticing. Rest assured, you can hide those for a while. In fact, Im sure soon enough youll be wishing people noticed more.

What do you think is making you want to pause HRT? Breast growth isnt really reversible, are you feeling anxious about that?

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 13 points 4 days ago

I kinda do, being out to select people as a woman is okay I guess, but I am not willing/okay with being out to everyone without hrt.

That's the big thing yea. People noticing. Having to be out, especially before I'm ready. idk how long it will take before I'm ready to be out. I mean thick shirts/sweatshirts if weather permits, I worry about wearing bralettes/sports bras imprinting and the bra being visible. Like that doesn't help me hide if that's visible you know.

Being closeted longer I guess. It not being reversible is freaky too yea, like they're just there now. Every time I take my shirt off and look they're there... and obviously going to be getting more noticeable and its freaky.

Also being out with no voice training/laser is freaky. If I sounded okay I'd be more comfortable. If shaving was easier/I was happier on that front it would be easier too.

That’s the big thing yea. People noticing. Having to be out, especially before I’m ready. idk how long it will take before I’m ready to be out. I mean thick shirts/sweatshirts if weather permits, I worry about wearing bralettes/sports bras imprinting and the bra being visible. Like that doesn’t help me hide if that’s visible you know.

I'm nearly 2 years into HRT and I'm still not ready to be out 🤷‍♀️ Fortunately people are still oblivious or don't want to say anything, which are basically the same for me. I don't do jackets/hoodies except if I want it specifically for the warmth.

[-] SickSemper@hexbear.net 6 points 4 days ago

I’ve learned that while imprinting is a thing, it can be avoided with a thin layer. T shirts will show when tight or bending over, but a flannel on top obscures it (while also making you look lesbian :))

[-] Alisu@hexbear.net 15 points 4 days ago

I'm in a somewhat similar situation, but there's no way in hell, heaven or purgatory I'll willingly stop hrt. I would do anything before stopping the only thing that made me feel less like I have no hope of ever being satisfied with my own body.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 9 points 4 days ago

Yea it is, I know its my only hope. I don't "want" to stop, I am just freaking out about it lately.

[-] Alisu@hexbear.net 8 points 4 days ago

It's okay to feel like that. What makes us feel uncomfortable is never just us, but other people and society too.

[-] bipp@hexbear.net 13 points 4 days ago

I felt the same way upon having that realization. I think part of it is the shock that comes from noticing changes in your body that you're actually present for but idk. Change is scary even if you're at the stage you're at, it can get easier to deal with, but it's always scary.

For what it's worth, I feel really happy about my breast growth now! That panic went away pretty quickly and hasn't come back.

[-] shallot@hexbear.net 12 points 4 days ago

That same anxiety is part of what’s got me on pause right now as well, so you’re definitely not alone in this.

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