It's supposed to be my good friend and her roommate (who we also both work with) but they just got into a fight recently so I don't know if both of them will be there.
I'm really scared. I only did this once before years ago with my sister and I hated it because I just looked like a guy in makeup. Now it's been three years, ~80 lbs lost and 8 months of HRT since then, and frankly I trust my friends to do a better job than my sister, but still...
I have pictures from my mom's modeling days and I can almost see the ghost of myself in them and she says we look alike too and that my older sister and I are basically twins but I'm so so scared. I don't know if I can take all this hope crashing back down. My therapist says to keep my expectations in check because we know I'm going to find something to nitpick in my appearance. But wouldn't it be wonderful if everything were perfect?
Please send good vibes 
