Ethnic Minorities and People of Color

I am just suffering all day every day. People say heartbreak gets better but I'm approaching half a year of my partner having a mental breakdown and ditching me and I feel worse the longer it goes. I'm just sick of suffering. That's all.

Talked with someone on a dating app but wouldn't you know it, another white liberal who thinks they're leftist ------> instant loss of interest on my part. But maybe it's for the best because I'm not really interested. Idk why I bother.

Just confessed my love.

Closing messages for a bit. I'll check later. Let me distract myself first.

living in a country with relaxed cybersecurity laws is actually a curse, I swear someday I'm going to go to somewhere more strict and I'll get questioned at the airport for my intentions with the big ben tower.

I've seen all manner of corruption and absolute shithousery on this continent that you would not believe. Failsons, embezzlement and nepotism you name it. There is no underestimating just how badly it fucks over the people. But good lord the recent fuckery in the white house somehow surpasses it. This has gotta be sabotage. If America weren't the richest nation in history

Been applying for 10 jobs a day... taking a break this weekend and probably just gonna start doing 3 a day but try very hard to look for real gems.

I try not to do the "blind application just to reach a quota" thing, and when you have that mentality for 10 job applications a day, you will lose it, especially since I already have seen that even the best applications I give have proven themselves to not be so effective.

I'm tired as shit.

tip for any third worlders looking to move into the west: bring a nazi flag and a labcoat with you, that way they'd think you're a nazi scientist and will let you join NASA or someshit

I think I’m taking a break for at least a week from political news. See way too many calls to invade El Salvador without even thinking about how this will affect people living in the area. I might even go to El Salvador myself because I do have family on my mother’s side living there. Just see the people and catch up with some familiar faces I haven’t seen in a bit.

I’ll be back and the rest of you stay strong, because God knows the whites are showing their asses on this issue.

I might ask this more than once, but how close are we to it being time to urgently get the fuck out of the US as, let's say, politically-oriented non-White people?

This shit is all moving really quickly. The President has no power, by the way. Biden could do nothing to prevent this.

ICE raid happened in a few towns over in a supposedly "liberal" area. Not looking good. I really don't trust the whites around me. They'd totally do something like call ICE on a school because they don't like waiting behind busses in traffic.

FD Signifier releasing video still caping for Kamala & the Dems

Decided to try to somewhat properly mix an older song of mine. I'm decently satisfied with the result.

This is also an updated version... when I originally shared it, some of these features weren't there. For example, it didn't originally have the polymeter at the end. It starts with the bass and drums in 5/4 + the guitars in 4/4, and then halfway through the bass in 5/4 and the drums + the guitars in 4/4.

I think I need to stop browsing Anglo internet for a bit because I see so many bad takes about El Salvador and Central America as a whole sprinkled in with my favorite, WW2 cliches.

A meme that perfectly describes HB

Got offered a candidacy for PSL. Guess this is actually happening, I'm doing the joining an organization thing. Immediately I've been invited to multiple events, like some class on modern events, and some event for the Bernie's tour to start converting progressive libs, to immigration "know your rights" classes and outreach.

It's weird timing with what's going on now, with Trump locking people up for thought crimes and such. They're deporting people who look like me, not even being legal is protecting people. I'm fully legal, but how long will that stop them? Or hell, they could lock up my family in retribution (not to doxx myself too much but we're not all from this country). I haven't even done anything yet, I'm not a leader to make an example of, but am already a little nervous. I know that's why they do their horrible stuff, to discourage people like me from joining together so we look out for ourselves instead of for each other.

Hope I don't come off as some fake leftist or coward, it's just thoughts I've had as the invites have rolled in. And I'm hoping getting these thoughts out will be like an exhale before rolling up my sleeves to finally do actual work (other than the noble art of posting, of course).

I'm curious was it DEI or "illegal" immigrants that fucked up the stock market

I can't with this fucking weird-ass dream I had.

Okay, so basically, in this dream, I was in a college class or something like that, and I haven't been in college for a bit. Weird.

And what I specifically remember is that there was this classmate of mine... he was a chubbier Black guy, looked a bit nerdy, wore glasses, and had somewhat spiky hair, and his name was "Lenward." I specifically remember that people called him that because his first name is Leonard and his middle name is Edward.

So, here's what's weird(er than that): Lenward would, out of absolutely nowhere, during lectures, just start beatboxing really well, and then he'd lay down the most fire bars imaginable, and then his desk just started levitating, and he floated around the classroom while doing it, and everyone, including the professor, was just cheering him on like, "GO, LENWARD! GO!"

And, when I wake up, I'm like, "What the fuck was that?"

The recent thread with the reactionary person posting these 1000-word screeds to shit on indigenous peoples' knowledge had me really weirded out. I feel I started it all by saying "hey let's not use shaman as shorthand for quack, it's colonialist and racist to do so". And apparently this very simple request led to a mini-struggle session.

I stg white people show their asses in weirder and weirder ways these days.

(also sorry, I keep forgetting the poc mega exists until i feel i need to vent with fellow non-mayo comrades)

i really envy how simple some peoples lives are

do most people just defaultly think "because this is MY experience/this worked for me as insert minority that this must work for every insert minority's experience"?

it comes off like the "touch grass" advice; one persons experience "touching grass" is largely informed by a lot of factors like location, life experience, access to money/space/privilege, willingness and energy to mask, intersectionality of ones identities, traumas, health/neurodivergency/disability.... to me it's one step away from saying something like "just be happy"

"The Europeans are animals who don't care for human life" - one of my professors sometime ago.