Been thinking of attempting a habañero-peach chili

Okay idk why but something clicked in my brain and now all the essays I've been writing are gender and identity stuff. I've written so many in the past month after not writing any in my entire time at uni so far. Not complaining since they're fun and easy to write, it's just weird that it's happened suddenly.

hair so long it's on the back of my neck now and it feels really nice :)

Damn! My guess were bananas.

Came out to a friend (who I've known since high school) the other day as trans. Wasn't exactly hiding it, but just hadn't made it explicit either. He thought I had already come out, so gaslighting friends into thinking you already come out at some point can work.

Was basically the first time coming out by actually just saying "I'm trans". Despite knowing I'm trans for like 3 years and tomorrow or the next day being my HRT 1-year anniversary. Tomorrow sharing the date (April 11th), the following day (April 12th) being 365 days after. Which is February 71st, or 2/71 (e is 2.71...)... so I choose e day to be my celebration day.

fuck reddit. i made a new account (because the current one is already permabanned) so that i can message a recently homeless trans kid in russia and it suspends it almost instantly

looking through some recent selfies and good fucking god, they weren't kidding when they said HRT makes you look like your mom. If I wasn't so clockably trans I'd almost look like a clone of her

True, peaches do taste good

Hung out with a few friends from work today. Was mostly nice but def felt like the odd one out at times. Of course, I was the only... "male bodied" person in the group and only out to one of them. She was also the one who said I'd be the person out of us to sit in the passenger seat of the Uber because the driver was a man. I guess I get it since I still look like a guy, but didn't feel great though.

I hope my HRT starts working better soon. I don't want to play act at being a girl and that's what it feels like I'd be doing if I tried to socially transition in the state I'm in.

love me some gender drugs

"Soft-Launching" my neopronouns on one of my Discord servers by updating my profile but not saying anything... maybe a little cowardly, but we'll see how things go

started taking a higher dose of B-12 and i feel like a brand new person

hope yall r good at parrying because im dueling you all to the death, fox only, fin destination

Bad dreams

Accidentally outed myself the other day when someone asked another trans woman if laser hurt and I laughed