I like to name my characters in video games and ttrpgs the name I veeery nearly chose for myself, as like a little joke that literally only I find funny.

Dreamt I was having the intake for bottom surgery ;-;

Gonna have to remember to ask my therapist if I was able to adequately tonally convey pissed the fuck off while maintaining femme voice

Got a treat for doing the chores. Jealous?

I've been thinking about what name to call myself. I have one name in mind that I really like, but it's literally my birthname with two letters added. And I don't know how to feel about that. And while it sounds good in most of the languages I speak, it sounds like it was ripped out of some fantasy novel in english, because that's the only context where I have heard the english translation of that name being used.

Planned Parenthood follow-up went well. We upped my dose from 1 mg 2/day oral tablets to 5mg/week EV IM (keeping on the 50mg 2/day spiro for now). Really excited!

I think time limits are interesting.

Trying something new

Bah. I spent decades of my life trying to force myself to stay in the closet and no amount of repression could keep me in there, and most trans people can claim the same. Does Trump think he can force us back in with a few executive orders? He has no idea who he's dealing with