It’s fucked up Dva is taller than me

I brought some mail to my little sister, she's going to the same university I did a while ago. This is the trans part: it was so bizarre walking in, the last time I had been there I was still wearing a bralette and panties under my clothes. I thought about saying hi to my old profs but it's still summer so they're probably not in - but also I dunno if I could... I left in such weird covid era circumstances

Me sort of sitting on a “women’s” bike in a bike shop

Dude working there to person I’m with: “we also have a men’s version for him if he wants.”

Maybe he wasn’t actually referring to me? No, he was, later confirmed.

Just avoiding recognizing his existence.

I get I’m not trying to “pass” and anyone can wear an all pink outfit, but why do people gotta assume stuff? Doesn’t even seem at all like a reactionary.

there should only be four toes

Is it weird that I like to eat raw dough/pasta/batter?

like I had pancakes this morning and I licked the unused batter clean from the bowl and I thought it tasted better than the actual pancakes (the pancakes were good I just like the batter more). Also whenever I make pasta I snack on the raw pasta while I wait for the water to boil. I only really do this for like "bread" based things, I would never eat like raw rice or anything like that

I see timelines where I’m like “hrt is magic”, but my brain can’t accept it works for me.
I hope it has and I just have BDD.

The constant stream of thoughts too much

Its mostly fine right now but there are so many of them, and its just all the time. Thinking bad, actually.

Watching a video on Fallow by some g*mer nerd. Watching Fallow being perceived.

oh tuesday light me up

I feel like the list of manmade horrors I can comprehend is quite a bit larger than that which I cannot. my comprehensive comparability for comprable manmade horrors is more than adequate

my wife heard the line "Something great happened here, but it's over with" in a meme weather report https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=38PB3sBZxf4, and she keeps quoting it every time we pass by or talk about some kind of failed social initiative, institution, socialist project. I think she's starting to forget it came from this fucking video and just quoting it like an actual line from something far more prophetic